1554 The Inner Battlefield

The Four Heavenly Yuan Jia Coconut must stay, and there must be a conflict with the Alienated Right River. Without her strength, there was almost no chance of winning against the alienated Youjiang at this time, and without her presence, Dr. Ruan Li's sacrifice would have come to naught. It's not just NOG and District 51 that are betting on the current Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut, I'm the same as many others. Therefore, no matter what my subjective impression of her is, I must let this monster break free from the madness of chasing "Jiang", and send such a sober it to the alienated right Jiang.

No matter what the Doomsday Shinrikyo doom does, I have to empty it, which is one of the reasons why I insist on walking with the Four Heavenly Temples. However, it is probably not just the Doomsday Shinrikyo that stands in the way. The Nazis' combat effectiveness in this repeater world should certainly not be reflected only in the alienated Youjiang. If you continue to move forward, you may encounter the Nazi army. They may be like the cosmic fleet formed under the guise of Noah's Ark and guided by the Doomsday Shinrikyo Church, and suddenly emerge from somewhere in the background of the universe.

However, cleaning up these spoilers is a task I have to undertake. This task was not imposed on me by a person or organization, but something I had to do to ensure that my plan was carried out smoothly. Even if you face these things head-on, it is impossible not to be hurt.

The helplessness I witnessed, the pain I felt, the cruelty I faced, and the sacrifices I had to give up.

"Go on, Sitianyuan Gacoco, the power you want is not far off. No one can stop you. I said so.

"I don't need to say that." The Four Heavenly Yuan Jia Coconut paused, and then said, "Although I am very grateful to you for helping me before, we will act together. And not because we're friends. I don't know what you're trying to do, but if I think your actions will cause trouble, don't blame me. ”

"You need me, don't you? In the event of a recurrence of the same situation as before. "I could feel the stubborn hostility she was trying to express, but it was exactly what she said. The reason we are on the same side at this moment is not because we are friends. On the other hand, there are deep contradictions in what we have to do, whether it has been, is, or will be. The life-and-death opposition between you and me has always existed. We're together simply because, that moment of parting ways hasn't come yet.

"Even if you're not there, those little bugs of the Doomsday Shinrikyo Sect will be helpless against me. If you think of yourself as a savior. Then, the only thing that was saved was the group of ordinary people who didn't know what to do. After the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut recovered from her distorted posture, there seemed to be a little more human emotion, and her tone brought obvious sarcasm, which had never happened since she became the current Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut. What has changed, for her. The change seemed so natural that she didn't seem to be keenly aware of it. But. As a bystander, I am sensitive to this change.

I'm not going to say it, but I'm silently observing, thinking, imagining, the root cause of this change in her. In this change. The interference of the "river" is certain, and the other biggest source of interference may come from the black water itself, which is more than 6 billion people? Saya form itself? Possible remnants of Father Edward? And...... Dr. Nguyen Li?

"Well, if those ordinary people can survive, it will also make me feel that it is worth coming here." I don't have any cover-ups. This is directly admitted. Although my companionship caused an accident in the pursuit of the "river" by the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts, if I were not here and the space fleet arrived under the same circumstances, even if the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut let them go, they would have become sacrifices after arriving at the Eye of the Moon. It is an indisputable fact that the crazy Four Heavenly Yuan Gaconuts destroyed this space fleet, however, because of this, at least some of them survived and returned to Earth.

I did save this part of the population under the limited conditions and time, and at this point, I am not going to question myself.

"What a hypocritical pity." This is what the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut says—but, in my ears, these words reflect more intensely the change within her, and the use of words like "hypocrisy" and "pity" at least proves that she has thought about the meaning of this act from a "human" point of view, either subjectively or objectively, actively or passively. This is something that she did not possess when she first became a monster, for monsters, human ways of thinking and emotions are meaningless, and they are not affected by human emotions and philosophies.

What really drives monsters to make action? I still don't know. People will act for the sake of being a human being, for the sake of being a human being, for the sake of being a human being, and for the sake of being human beings for their preferences and sorrows, but this kind of action is an action that arises from human beings. In this way, if monsters will act for the same reason, then it can be regarded as "human" - when people observe things, it is difficult for people to jump out of the framework of human nature and think about inhuman things, even if the "inhuman" mentioned in common sense is based on human nature to observe and understand, and even this basis is not entirely from the objective perspective of "all mankind", but from the subjective perspective of "individuals" or "most people", in fact, it is not out of the framework of human nature.

So, what does it look like to have nothing to do with human nature?

For me, a monster in the true sense of the word is undoubtedly "inhuman", but only by its nature. This nature is by no means within the scope of human nature, and it is something that cannot be interpreted by human nature. When the Four Heavenly Temples first combined Black Water and Saya, its performance was very close to this pure monster meaning, but after these events, its growth seemed to deviate from this "pure monster".

I think it's an interesting change. Is it possible to assume that whatever caused the change means that the change is beneficial to the source of the change? In short, no matter how the human form changes, let people remain as human beings. It's a very important thing not to completely become some other monster. So, the question arises again, why is this kind of thing important? Standing within the framework of the human mind, there is certainly nothing wrong with maintaining humanity, but. Is it true that "keeping humanity" rises to the source of "important things" because it also maintains humanity? If this source is inhuman, then what does human nature mean to it?

It's a torturous question. But it made me feel very important - no, maybe not as important as I thought it would be, but I did want an answer. This answer may not be correct, but it should at least be satisfying.

I was immersed in thought. I don't quite remember what the Four Heavenly Yuan Gaconuts said later, and how he answered. When I came back to my senses, the remaining half of the voyage had finally come to an end. There was no more obstruction, and I stood on the shoulders of the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts, looking at the Alienated Right River directly in front of me, the Eye of the Moon that had replaced the Moon and existed in its place, if it were not for a deep crack on the surface, like the slit of the eye when I closed my eyes. It's like the moon. I imagined if it actually landed on its surface. I think that the existence of the slit-like eyes is a deep rift. Only when you look at it from a distance can you feel that it is an "eyeball".

In terms of the situation in front of you, there is a huge difference between the Eye of the Moon at this time and when you first saw it on the peninsula. It's not just volumetric, it's superficial. It makes people feel that it is because the changes in the inner essence are too huge and strong that the changes in the appearance are driven. In any case, in such a cosmic background, in the way of such a natural satellite sphere. The Eye of the Moon presented in front of him was indeed more oppressive than what I first saw on the peninsula.

The difference in size alone makes people feel that it may be easier to deal with when you see it on the peninsula. Now, how do you do that? Even if it is a coconut as huge as a mountain, once it gets closer to this eye of the moon, it will not be enough.

The body of the alienated right river is suspended on the eye of the moon, and although the difference in volume is huge, the sense of presence is stronger than that of the eye of the moon. She spread her hands like a cross, her sleeping face as if waiting for a verdict. However, from the moment she feels her existence, one can't help but wonder what kind of verdict can make her "die" in the true sense. Although there are no more obvious mysteries, when I look at her, the spiritual impact is constantly stirring in my mind, making me hallucinate and have powerless thoughts, not some voice telling about my weakness, but a natural feeling of my own insignificance.

Although he was wearing a breathing mask, because he was in the mystery of the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut, he was protected at the same time, and the pressure around him was heavy, but none of this could compare to the suffocating feeling caused by the final weapon farther ahead. In the previous battle, the case of the Four Heavenly Yuan Jia Coconut was destroyed, and the exposed endoplasm was also difficult to resist, but it was precisely because of the strange and terrifying internal essence that there was a comparison, and in the comparison, the gap between the Four Heavenly Yuan Jia Coconut and the alienated Youjiang was deeply felt.

"How? Can you beat it? I asked. The Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts had already stopped moving forward, and she had been silent for as long as she had stopped, and this silence was no less disturbing.

"It's not an option." I said again.

The coconut of the Four Heavenly Courtyard was still silent, and the sense of depression was even stronger. I don't know if she felt the fear, and if she did, if she did, it was similar to the fear when she was chasing "Jiang", but I think she could feel the similarity between the two from her perception.

"I've finally figured it out. Takakawa. The Four Heavenly Yuan Jia Coconut finally spoke, "You have the ingredients of the ultimate weapon on your body. No, perhaps, you are a half-finished final weapon, or rather, a counterfeit closest to the final weapon. Do you really know what happened to you? Have you not doubted your identity? What is your relationship with Takakawa in London? Are you a part of him? Or is it the product of a combination of a part of him and a part of the final weapon? ”

Her statement is very close to my understanding of myself - since the embodiment of "Jiang" in this world has the identity of "Final Weapon 999", then it is not unreasonable for me, who has "Jiang" in my body, to be regarded as a part of the transplanted "Final Weapon".

Is it the product of each part of "Takagawa" and "E"? Not bad idea.

"What you should be thinking about now is not my business, but the monster in front of you." The speculation of the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts was gently put aside by me, "No matter what I am, I don't think I can defeat this monster in front of me." If you want my help, how about giving me a little confidence? ”

"You want to know my battle strategy?" The Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts turned her head and stared at me.

"If you can." I'm not going to deny it.

"It's simple." Without any hesitation, the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut said to me, "Be eaten by it." ”

"The battlefield is not the universe, and the enemy is not what you see. You feel it, too, don't you? If the battle were to be fought in the way it was now, the hope of victory would be almost none. She said, "So, we have to be in its body, its consciousness and its body into a battlefield." ”

"Consciousness walking?" I can't help but think so, but, it's just an ordinary consciousness walking, but it also has a great flaw in the alienation of Youjiang, first of all, after the other party eats the moon god, the ability to walk in consciousness is absolutely powerful. Secondly, to break through her consciousness, in terms of half-hung consciousness walking ability, it is impossible to do it at all.

"It's not a walking consciousness in the ordinary sense of the word." The Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut replied, "Become one with her and become her personality." ”

"Personality? That's a monster......" I think this answer is a bit unexpected.

"Yes, the other party is a monster, probably without a personality, so, let's go and become a monster's personality." Shitenin Gacozi said, "Then kill the monster's Benge." Because it is a battle between personality and character, there is no need to think about what external strength it has, only to face its inner strength. At best, what we have to deal with as a personality is only half of the power within, because by that time, I have become a part of it. (To be continued.) )