Chapter 135: Stop
After Du Xinru left, Du Xinling slowly crawled to the bedside, but she really didn't have the strength to go to bed.
In the past, the windows were all very high, and they looked like they were one meter and two high.
She raised her arm to touch the edge of the bed, but she didn't have the strength to climb up, and she struggled for a long time before finally giving up on the bed.
Now it was completely dark, and the room was pitch black, except for a glimmer of light leaking through the crack in the doorway.
In the darkness, fear was infinitely magnified, and Du Xinling opened his eyes, but he couldn't see anything.
The room was quiet, except for the sound of her breathing, and after a while, other sounds came all around.
Her eyes widened, her eyes kept rolling, and she couldn't see anything.
She tried to grab the edge of the bed, trying to climb onto it, but she couldn't.
The sound was getting closer and closer, Du Xinling's heart was hanging, in the dark, she didn't know what that thing was, her heart was beating faster and faster, she was worried.
"Tsk!"
A cry came, Du Xinling was startled, and reacted that the voice was a mouse, and her heart was relaxed.
Luckily it's a mouse, nothing else.
At this time, Du Xinru was eating outside the house, she was not worried at all, as long as she couldn't die, she had nothing to worry about.
"Xinru, you go and see your sister, why didn't she come to dinner." Du Rafter turned his head and looked at Du Xinling's door and said.
"Dad, I just went to see it, she was already asleep, and when she woke up she knew what to eat." After Du Xinru finished speaking, she picked up the empty bowl and left.
Zhao Mo snorted coldly and left, she really didn't understand why Du Rafter always favored Du Xinling, obviously Du Xinru was also her daughter.
After Du Xinru put the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen, she left the yard and walked to the river.
The moon was bright tonight, and it was as bright as it was during the day.
Du Xinru sat on the largest rock by the river, looking into the distance.
At this time, she missed Fang Yi very much, he had been gone for more than half a month, and there was no news.
Although he left like this before, but now it is different, they are engaged, her position is different, she is more worried about him than before, and misses him more.
"Xinru!"
At this moment, Zhao Mo's voice came from behind him, and Du Xinru turned her head to look at Zhao Mo with a puzzled gaze.
"Why did you get out?" Du Xinru asked with a smile.
"I just saw you come out, so I'll come and have a look." Zhao Mo said with a smile.
She could see that the smile on Du Xinru's face was not real, she had just stood behind her for a long time, and naturally heard her sigh.
She knew that Du Xinru must think of Fang Yi, she didn't call during the day today, and when she was alone at night, her loneliness was naturally magnified.
"You miss your cousin!" Zhao Mo climbed on the stone and sat next to Du Xinru and said.
"Hmmm! We haven't been in touch for a long time! Du Xinru sighed and said.
Zhao Mo looked at Du Xinru with some surprise, because this was the first time she had admitted that she missed Fang Yi.
If it had been before, she would have retorted with a red face.
Seeing Du Xinru like this, Zhao Mo didn't know what to say, she was afraid that she would not be able to help but tell Du Xinru.
"Xinru, do you want to live your life with your cousin?" Zhao Mo turned his head to look at Du Xinru and asked.
"Of course I did! In the future...... After your cousin is discharged from the army, we will work in a city, and then we will have a small family of our own......" Du Xinru said as she looked at the moon in the distance.
Zhao Mo swallowed his saliva and was depressed.
"Xinru, what would you do if you didn't have a cousin in your life in the future?" Zhao Mo said with some hesitation.
Du Xinru put away the smile on the corner of her mouth and turned her head to look at Zhao Mo.
"You? I don't quite understand what you mean. Du Xinru frowned and looked at Zhao Mo every day and said.
It seems that a lot of people have said such strange things to her lately, and she has vaguely guessed something, but she doesn't want to think like that.
Zhao Mo was stunned for a moment, and the expression on his face looked elsewhere very unnaturally.
"No, I mean, he goes on a mission far away and won't come back for a few years, or he won't be discharged from the army and will go somewhere else!" Zhao Mo said with a smile on his face.
Du Xinru didn't doubt her when she saw her humble appearance, in fact, she knew that Zhao Mo didn't mean that, but she didn't want to think about it.
She believed that Fang Yi would not be willing to leave her, if something happened to him......
Du Xinru lowered her eyes and was a little depressed, Zhao Mo patted her shoulder, and she came back to her senses.
"It's okay, I just thought of something, it's okay!" Du Xinru said with a smile on her face: "If that's the case, I'll follow the army, and I'll follow him anyway." ”
Zhao Mo looked at Du Xinru like this, and didn't want to tell her anymore, but paper can't contain the fire, and she will know about this matter one day.
But Zhao Mo knows, no one knows from anyone's mouth, and he can't know from her mouth.
Du Xinru and Zhao Mo chatted by the river for a while, and Du Xinru said that she wanted to go back, but Zhao Mo did not go back with her.
"I'll sit down for a while and go back, you go back first!" Zhao Mo said with a smile.
"Okay, be careful yourself, come back early."
Du Xinru climbed down the stone and walked into the courtyard, Zhao Mo looked at her figure that was gradually moving away, and shook her head.
Looking at the roundness of the sky, Fang Yi's face appeared on the moon.
"Cousin, what should I do? Should I tell Xinru, you tell me, what should I do? ”
Tears slipped quietly from her eyes, dripping tears soaking her clothes.
No one knows that she has such a secret in her heart, she can't tell others, and she has to force a smile, how can she not stand it!
More and more tears poured out like a spring, taking away her grievances and helplessness these days.
Looking at Du Xinru like that just now, she almost blurted out several times, but she was suffocated.
The sound of insects in her ears kept ringing, Du Xinru leaned against the door of the tea garden, her face was expressionless, and only tears could explain her current mood.
She had already guessed it, but she couldn't confirm it, and she couldn't confirm it just based on Zhao Mo's unclear words.
It's just that she is afraid, afraid that Fang Yi will leave her behind, afraid that he will never come back......
After a long time, she wiped the tears from her face, sniffed, and walked into the house.
"Fang Yi, if you are no longer there, I will not live alone, you wait, wait for me to confirm, if this matter is true, you must wait for me, on the Huangquan Road, I will accompany you......"
When Du Xinru returned to the house, Da Niu had already taken care of Du Rafter to sleep, so she went upstairs and entered the space.