Because it was too painful, Dong Yanke suddenly let out a sad and angry cry, "Ahhh He couldn't bear it anymore, this life of falling into the dark and helpless abyss.

Dong Yanke picked up a fruit knife from the table, grabbed the handle of the knife with a trembling hand, put it on his arm, and made a cut, bright blood spurted out and dripped on his pants. Pain can make him forget the pain for a while, forget his life like garbage.

"Knock knock......" There was a knock on the door outside.

"Yanke, it's Mom. Open the door. ”

Dong Yanke heard the call of his relatives, but ignored it and just glanced at the door casually.

Immediately after, there was the sound of the key twisting, and the door was pushed open a bit. Dong Yanke instantly bounced up and slammed into the door, holding the door tightly against his body, not letting people outside come in.

Soon, a woman's cry came from outside: "Woo woo woo...... Yanke, my good son...... You open the door and let mom see if you're okay. I beg you. Don't do this to your mother...... Woo woo...... "It is not difficult to hear that the woman's tone is full of discomfort and pleading.

Two lines of tears slipped from Dong Yanke's eyes, and he thought that he would not shed tears anymore. However, he shouted in a fierce tone: "Get out!" Who let you come! How do you have the key! ”

The woman sat down in the doorway: "I'm sorry...... It was my mother who took the initiative and begged the landlord to give me a spare key. I really want to see how you're now......"

The blood was already staining his pants red, and he pressed the wound with his hand.

"Let's go. Just like when you never had my son. We have severed our relationship. Dong Yanke said in a flat tone.

There was a knocking sound outside the door, accompanied by a cry: "Yanke woo woo...... You can't do that, Yanke. You can't do that! You will always be your mother's son, and your mother will always love you, and you come out to let your mother see if it's okay. I beg you, I beg you. I take one look and go, really, just one look. Isn't it good......"

Dong Yanke's tearful face gradually became hideous, and his voice contained anger: "I said let you go!" Get lost! I'm already a wreck! I'm not your son! You me off!!! ”

Then, the people outside did not speak again, only heard low sobs.

After a while, it was finally quiet.

It's just that he also completely collapsed.

He really wants to see his mother, but he is not worthy, he no longer deserves to have family, love, and friendship like a normal person, he should leave the world immediately. More importantly, he couldn't let his mother step into this room, and he couldn't let her touch the filthy blood that was all over the floor. It's good for him to leave alone, and he can't hurt more people.

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A year ago, Dong Yanke went to KTV to attend a gathering of friends, and those friends were not seen for many years.

He rarely attended such gatherings, and was kindly invited by his best male friend in high school. After I went, I realized how mixed the party was. The person he once knew had long since become strange and alienated after the bubble of society, and he lived a life he didn't expect.

Slowly, Dong Yanke found out that some people in the KTV were not reacting normally, and they began to shake their heads frantically, as if they couldn't feel dizzy at all.

At this time

, He suddenly realized the strangeness of this party, Dong Yanke picked up the cup he had just drunk, and the originally translucent and crystalline blue liquid in it actually began to ghost, and his self-conceived friend hugged his shoulder.

"Brother, are you comfortable?"

Dong Yanke's body began to undergo strange changes, and there was a sense of fluttering immortality in his consciousness, the originally boring party became beautiful and attractive, and his body was just as crazy as everyone else. The friend patted him on the head, "yes! That's interesting! It's dry! ”

Then, the laughter of those around him sounded in his ears as if he had fallen into a demon, and it seemed to be deeply engraved in his heart since that night.

He was framed and became an addict.

From this night on, his life changed dramatically. Everything that was already in orbit has been devastatedly turned upside down.

The girlfriend who had been talking for three years planned to get engaged in two months, and he even had the ring ready. After discovering his strange appearance, his girlfriend broke up.

Dong Yanke angrily punched the friend who framed him in the face one day, "Why are you doing this!" Why pull me into the water! ”

The man smiled like a devil and said in a terrible tone: "Because I don't want to be the only one who is unlucky, I want to make others as unfortunate as me, and feel the same pain and joy as me!" Hahaha! Only by pulling more people into the water, can I get more good goods at a low price! Hahahaha! Do you want to join and bring more friends to Elysium? ”

Hearing his friend say this, Dong Yanke let out a heart-rending roar, grabbed the other party's collar tightly, and just wanted to stretch out his fist to punch the other party's face, the drug addiction hit at the right time, and the whole body suddenly became sore, and slowly, every cell in the body was shouting, all in pain, and there was a voice in his heart calling: Go! Go ahead! Hurry up and get high! Don't hold back your cravings!

"Hahahaha, hahahaha! You've had a seizure! I have the goods here, are you thirsty? Why don't you come some? ”

Dong Yanke knelt on the ground, half-squinting and looking sideways at his friend, the two ends of his consciousness were engaged in a tug-of-war, telling him not to touch it, and telling him to touch it quickly.

In the end, the evil triumphed, and Dong Yanke begged like a beggar, "Give it to me!" Give it to me! ”

The friend laughed even more wildly, "Hahahaha! You beg me! Please! Call me Daddy. ”

The torment and thirst in his heart made Dong Yanke forget his dignity, and he grabbed the other party's trouser leg with a bitter face, "Dad! Father! Please. I give you money, I give you money! ”

The friend squatted down and stroked Dong Yanke's hair, like touching his own dog, "Be good." Daddy, this hurts you. ”

He took out a packet of powder from his trouser pocket, tore open the corner of the sealed bag, shook his hands slightly, and sprinkled it on the ground like washing powder.

Then, Dong Yanke raised his head and showed a satisfied lewd smile.

The friend knelt down beside him on one knee and continued to stroke his hair, "Do you want a more wonderful feeling?" ”

Without thinking, he replied, "Yes." ”

"Good. I send you to a higher heaven. The friend took a syringe out of his trouser pocket, "Come, take out your arm." ”

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