Dr. Nguyen Li's research is in the final stage, and according to her, the results will be available in five days at the latest, and the materials stolen by the mutinous assistants, although not the latest, already have a clear idea and outline, and even if there is no subsequent information, the seminar will only be about ten days behind. The seminar will definitely not follow Dr. Nguyen Li's train of thought, they will only absorb the part of Dr. Nguyen's research materials that will promote their research, and in Dr. Nguyen Li's estimate, the stolen materials do contain what the seminar needs most.

Dr. Nguyen Le is no longer saddened by what has happened, because it is useless to change the current situation, and it is not without considering the possibility of theft of research materials in the first place. Even if you take 10,000 steps back, it is completely conceivable that in such a synchronous research full of entanglements of interests and differences in ideas, it will be interfered with by opponents by various means.

Dr. Nguyen Le was convinced that she had done the best she could, and as a result, her eyes remained steadfast and calm, just as I had known her in the past.

Dr. Nguyen Le didn't talk to me too much, and after I woke up, he explained the situation on the entire peninsula to Mitsui Tsukao, confirmed their thoughts, instructed me something, and immediately took them out of the wooden house. Dr. Nguyen Le no longer seemed to care about my situation, and even more ignored Tomie Jiang's cunning, but I knew very well that it was just an illusion. She seized a moment of research that did not involve my own pathologies in her eyes.

Talking, talking, and using words to relieve the anguish of the mind cannot change what has happened, nor can it reverse the impending disaster. Ideas and words are empty, only action, only action. to try to change something in essence.

"Don't leave here, no matter what happens." Before leaving, Dr. Nguyen Le said to me so sternly, "No matter what happens, even if you see a monster, don't leave here." I'm well aware that you believe in those things, or rather. Your psyche no longer allows you to dismiss those illusions as nothing. Even so, don't leave here, no matter how unbelievable what you see. ”

"Even if it's going to be killed by a monster?" I asked rhetorically. Although I am sure that I will not die like this, such questions are just a test of how insistent Dr. Nguyen Le is on "not leaving here". And the result is also obvious, this time, Dr. Nguyen Li has made the most resolute attitude.

"Yes, even if you think you'll be killed by monsters if you don't leave here, don't leave here." Dr. Nguyen Le is very affirmative: "My research is about to come to fruition. And this result must be used on you first, and whatever reason you leave here, not only will you lose the opportunity in fact, but it will also leave a shadow on the level of mental consciousness - I need you to persevere to the end, in any difficult situation, until I have completed the result. With this will, you can carry that achievement in the best possible state. ”

"Paradise?" I was a little confused, but there was no resistance. "Mom, do you want me to take the paradise you finally studied? But. You've said before that your paradise doesn't make people stronger, but only a pure and mild nightmare, so that the user can more intuitively and safely come into contact with Claudia's mental erosion, while the researcher monitors the person taking it. You can get the most information on the program. ”

"That's right, that's what I said, and that's what the seminar took from me. However, it was only a potion made for ordinary people. You know? It was a form that would make ordinary people who were not corrupted by the white Claudia have nightmares to adjust their spirit and psychology. People who have been corrupted by White Claudia will be able to alleviate the stress they are under in their nightmares after taking this potion, and this part of what the workshop wants - they want to be able to do everything in the nightmare, they think that the nightmare will become a reality, and their own omnipotence in the nightmare will also become a reality, so anything that can make them strong in the nightmare is what they want. That's where my research appeals to them, and then they abuse that part of the drug and indulge in a meaningless nightmare. Dr. Nguyen Le said sternly: "There is no medicine, there are only benefits and no harm, and there is no medicine that can have the same effect on everyone." Even my paradise, for ordinary people and patients with different paths, there will be a good side and a side effect. However, if the drug is only specially formulated for a specific object, the side effects can be controlled to the greatest extent, and the best changes expected can be guided, which is the meaning of targeted specific drugs. ”

By this point, I already knew exactly what she meant. And the same situation has been played out countless times in the "hospital reality".

"My paradise has a secret, and this secret lies in the effect of the special medicine." Dr. Nguyen Le said, "I didn't get any information about this even at the seminar, because it was all hidden in my heart. Do you remember what I said to you before I came to this peninsula? Research can be done anywhere, so why come to this peninsula? ”

"Because, only in this category, can we have the most comprehensive information, the best equipment and the most savvy and capable people." I say.

"That's right, I got the research materials, equipment, manpower, environment and time we needed to help the seminar, and using these conditions that are not possible in normal times to study special drugs for your situation is the most important task for us to enter this peninsula." Dr. Ruan Li's mood was a little excited, she eased up, and then said: "The special medicine researched for you is not needed for the seminar, and even if they want to, they can't get it, because all the information is hidden here." She nodded, "Although the special effect medicine is also a variant of the paradise, it is impossible to deduce the special effect medicine based on the existing archived research data alone. ”

"Mom-" I listened to Dr. Ruan Li's proud narration and couldn't help but take a deep breath, "...... the results you mean?"

"Yes, the real result is not a paradise that anyone can use. It's a paradise that only you can use. Dr. Nguyen Li's words at that time, after he left, still echoed in my ears: "There is no point in chasing the strong only in the nightmare of the spiritual level, the essence of the lesion does not lie in the consciousness, but in the patient's body." Psychological medication is to regulate the body's nerves and hormones through guò drugs. to bring about a change in spirit. The study of the symposium has forgotten this essence, and the paradise that proceeds purely from the spirit and only acts on the illusion of the spirit cannot make the material body stronger. No matter how powerful it becomes in a nightmare or in the spiritual world, once the physical body dies, the spirit will also become a rootless tree because it loses its carrier. The power that cannot have an effect on reality is a false appearance. However, my special medicine can stimulate the body and produce a spiritual effect, and the spiritual effect will in turn promote the stimulation and transformation of the body by the medicinal properties, and the two promote each other, and finally achieve the health and harmony of the body and mind - this is what my late mentor and friend Dr. Ender completed before his death in the theory 'Human Completion Plan'. ”

Is humanity done with the plan? I was a little surprised to hear the name of Dr. Ender and his research in this world. However, when you think about it, there is nothing surprising at all. Dr. Nguyen Le takes this repeater world as the only reality. From this perspective, I observed all the people who came into contact with the "mystery" and believed in the "mystery", and then came to the conclusion that these mentally ill people pursue the power of the nightmare, and they cannot feed back this power into reality to help themselves, but instead. Such pathologies make them indulge in nightmares, and instead accelerate the decline of their bodies.

Such a conclusion is also completely valid in terms of the relationship between "hospital reality" and "apocalyptic illusion".

Becoming powerful in the apocalyptic fantasy and chasing more powerful mysterious experts is nothing more than a group of doomsday patients with doomsday syndrome who have completely collapsed their own bodies in the "hospital reality". And they become mystical experts in the apocalyptic vision. The power they gained will not have any beneficial effect on themselves in the "hospital reality", let alone make them recover.

Isn't this the embodiment of indulging in nightmares, and chasing illusions only in nightmares?

I had already experienced this helplessness before I died in the "hospital reality". Although Gao Chuan was a special patient and was paid attention to by Dr. Ender, and he underwent many drug concoctions as the actual body of the "Human Completion Plan", until I died, my spirit in the "Doomsday Illusion" still did not apply to my physical body in the "hospital reality", making me healthy, let alone making me stronger, which means that in the face of the "virus", the "Human Completion Plan" of Cheng Dù at that time was just a joke.

Even so, the "Human Completion Project" is still ongoing, and has it accompanied Dr. Ruan Li into this repeater world in such a tangible way?

In Dr. Ruan Li's observation in the world of repeaters, the "mystery" does not directly affect the reality she sees, but only manifests itself as the phenomenon of "the mentally ill go crazy", so for her, the "mystery" is just an illusion, and the essence is the pathological episode of the mentally ill.

The power in the Doomsday Illusion cannot act on the reality of the hospital, so from the perspective of the reality of the hospital, the Qiē in the Doomsday Illusion is indeed illusory.

It is precisely because I understand this that my plan includes from the beginning, how to make my powerful feedback in the apocalyptic illusion back to the reality of the hospital, and "Jiang" is the final guarantee. In a sense, this part of my plan is based on Dr. Ender's "Human Completion Plan" and completes it.

Allowing yourself to observe every aspect of the world, from any angle of observation, is full of power, and can use this power to interfere with the world, instead of presenting a contrast between "hospital reality" and "doomsday illusion", which is the most critical point of the "Trinity and the Real Side" theory.

However, I'm not alone in thinking about this. Although I perceived the situation differently, Dr. Nguyen Le took the same trajectory and took a similar action to my thoughts—a special medicine "Paradise" based on the theory of the human completion plan, which was completely tailored to my situation and acted on both the mind and the body.

"Is the purpose of the drug intended to be the 'real' body and the 'nightmare' psyche that runs through this world?" I can't help but think.

However, assuming that all the changes in the apocalyptic illusion have a corresponding pathological significance in the observation of the "hospital reality", then it is likely that this special paradise, once in effect, will have a stronger effect than Dr. Nguyen Li's estimate.

Although from the perspective of Dr. Ruan Li in this repeater world, whether it is "Doomsday Vision" or "Hospital Reality", they are only the embodiment of "nightmares", and the effect of the special medicine is to change my "real body" in the repeater world through guò to promote my changes in the psychological and spiritual level, which also means that my state in all the "nightmares" such as "Doomsday Vision", "Hospital Reality" and even "Ghost Nightmare", "Nightmare Las Vegas" and "Deepest Night" and so on.

In this way, even if I observe this drug from the perspective of "hospital reality", it is also a drug that can theoretically have an effect on myself in "hospital reality". Regardless of which world is considered the "real world", all other worlds can be regarded as "nightmares", which in turn will have the effect that the "human completion plan" envisions.

I'm not sure, but since it's a drug made with this in mind, it's okay to look forward to it, right?

With this expectation in mind, forty-eight hours passed quickly.

Dr. Nguyen Lê, Mitsukasuka, and others were completely absent during this period, knowing that Tomie and I were not the only ones in this elegant wooden house area, but I never thought to look for them. With a calm heart, I lived this short time with Tomie. Although Tomie is always full of passion, he is not completely quiet. Even in these forty-eight hours, nothing exciting happened, and Tomie didn't complain, but when she was calm, she also gave people a feeling of "ready at any time".

I started to organize my diary. I know that the time I was allowed to do this was very short.

There are only 24 hours left, which is the minimum period that Dr. Nguyen Le said. I have a hunch that the operation against Dr. Nguyen Le and his research results has already begun, whether it is a mysterious organization or a seminar, and this time is probably the last attack on Dr. Nguyen Lê, because I think they will kill Dr. Nguyen Le as much as possible, so that this research result will be the final research result in the true sense. (To be continued......)