Chapter 218: Nan Xuanjue's heart

Nan Xuanjue fell silent after listening to the emperor's words.

In his heart, Ji Yueqin has paid too much for him, although he promised in his heart that he would not marry her, but in his father's plan, he really had to hurt a woman.

In fact, in the final analysis, his mother is also a poor woman like this.

Originally, his mother didn't have to marry his father, and he wouldn't have become the target of the harem because of the favor brought by his father's guilt.

The queen is a jealous person, there is no room for sand in her eyes, and it is a miracle that she can live so big.

The mother concubine actually doesn't love her father, just like the father doesn't love her mother at all.

They have no love for each other, but have a feeling of sympathy for each other. It may be a confidant, but it's more about what both parties understand and what they want from each other.

It is precisely because of this that the mother concubine will be slandered as a witch who brings disaster to the country and the people, and will be framed for the whole family plotting to rebel.

Does Father want her to die? How could my father be willing to let her die, not mentioning her father's guilt for her mother, just because of Duan Rou's sentence to take good care of Shuning, her father would not let her mother have an accident.

But his father's throne was not secure, and he was led by the nose, and he watched his mother being pushed into the fire.

Since then, Shuyang Palace has become a forbidden place, and his father has a non-caring attitude towards himself because of guilt.

I don't care because I'm afraid that I care too much, and in the end I will end up with the same fate as my mother.

Although Nan Xuanjue has not been favored since he was a child, there was an old saying that the children of poor families have long been in charge, and now he is not as good as the so-called children of poor families.

He had a miserable childhood, and since the death of his mother, he has never felt love again. That's why he looks cold, and even seems to have forgotten how to laugh.

But he met Ji Yueqin, a girl who was like himself but not like himself, she was like a fairy who was independent and suddenly broke into her own world.

She gave herself a different surprise every time, she was different from everyone else, she seemed to laugh at anything, even if she was really sad, she didn't want to show her vulnerable side in front of outsiders.

Obviously, the thin wind is about to fall down, but he is tenacious to taste those sweet, sour, bitter and strange herbs for himself, even if he can't see things, he will insist on going on the path he chooses.

He originally only had some good feelings for her, but Ji Yueqin brought him too many surprises, which made his long-sealed heart melt.

His life has also changed completely, because of Ji Yueqin, he feels that being alive seems to be a happy thing, and he will also look forward to the unknown tomorrow.

He started planning, he started doing things that he wouldn't do before, he wanted to change everything and give her happiness.

Even if it is with his life, he wants to help her, to free himself from the blood feud he bears, and he wants to give her happiness.

He had long been tired of the palace and this kind of deceitful place, but now that he had Ji Yueqin, it seemed that everything had to be too different.

He remembered that Ji Yueqin said to him: "Yi Xiu, you have to smile more, do you know, when you laugh, you are really good-looking." ”

Unlike herself, Ji Yueqin is always smiling, even if she is in a desperate situation, she still hasn't given up hope, and she still has a shallow smile on her face. She always looks like she doesn't smile on weekdays, but because of her, it seems that her smile has increased recently.

Once upon a time, Ji Yueqin's importance in his heart had already exceeded, and the mother concubine whose face had begun to appear in his memory, he could give up avenging his mother, but he couldn't let Ji Yueqin suffer a little bit.

When did she take root in her heart, and when did her feelings for her begin to take root, even he himself can't tell.

Seeing her with his brother, seeing his brother's explicit feelings for her, although he was unhappy in his heart, he couldn't vent it, he really wished he could be the only person in her life.

But she is so beautiful, everyone who is beautiful wants to have her, and everyone has bad intentions towards her.

originally thought that Nan Xuanyu was already difficult to deal with, but now another Yun Zhexuan has appeared, not to mention that this Yun Zhexuan's feelings for Ji Yueqin are even stronger, compared to himself, I am afraid that he is only above it.

He didn't know why Yun Zhexuan was like this to Ji Yueqin, but Yun Zhexuan was the one who made him hostile the most.

Because Yun Zhexuan is very similar to himself in some places. What's more, Yun Zhexuan's eyes were too enthusiastic, even he was a little incomparable.

In fact, he is not afraid of Nan Xuanyu at all, after all, Nan Xuanyu's concubine is not something he can choose if he wants to, and his position is not his turn to choose the concubine himself. What's more, Nan Xuanyu still has the queen by his side, and he won't let Ji Yueqin marry him.

But Yun Zhexuan is different, although his legs are indeed not like ordinary people, but in fact, in all aspects, Yun Zhexuan is gentle and elegant, erudite and talented, and he does not lose himself at all in terms of intelligence and scheming.

If it weren't for Ji Yueqin, I'm afraid the two could become friends with each other, but it was because of Ji Yueqin that I am afraid the two would never want to be friends in this life.

Nan Xuanjue sighed, he didn't expect that he would be upset by a woman one day.

The hero is sad to pass the beauty pass, that's the reason.

But according to his father's plan, he was going to let down Wan Qing. Although Nan Xuanjue has no one else in his heart, only by marrying that woman can he stand in the same position as Nan Xuanyu.

Although he didn't want to get the throne at all, if he wanted to avenge his mother and give Wan Qing happiness, he had to go on this road.

In this life, he is destined to let down that woman, and he is also destined to make Yueqin sad.

He didn't know how to explain to Yueqin, he was already in a very bad mood when he saw Yueqin today, and his face was already full of sadness. On weekdays, she basically smiles no matter how sad she is, but today she can't smile anymore because of herself.

He felt guilty in his heart, but he was helpless, all these actions of his own were because he wanted to protect her. At least before the eradication of the Blood Cherry Pavilion, the relationship between the two of them could not be so close, and because of Nan Xuanyu's relationship, he did not dare to act rashly.

Because Nan Xuanyu's ambition was completely exposed in front of him, and now Nan Xuanyu is like a wolf in the night, waiting for the best opportunity.