66 Self-coincidence
On the issue of split personality.
One of the personalities, Tomie fell asleep after performing a memory operation.
The second personality, Mae escaped from the mental hospital, followed Sakuya into the park and witnessed the death of Morino, was discovered by the demon, and fell into a deep sleep after being defeated.
The third personality, Zuo Jiang successfully escaped from the pursuit of the demon Sakiya, and it was also purely accidental that he came to the place where Sakiya's house was.
Connecting several accidents becomes an inevitable adventure.
As for what Mae will follow Sakiya? The answer given by Zuo Jiang is that when she first came to the city, she overheard her and Morino talking about Takakawa on the street.
"This girl lives in Agawa's house, right? It's unsettling. Zuo Jiang said.
"It's just a simple stay."
Although she doesn't look like a girl who is emotionally active, but that delicate and pitiful appearance may have hit Achuan's bull's-eye. Because Ah Chuan is an honor student, it is impossible to let the distressed girls ignore it, right? ”
Zuo Jiang's assertion hit the nail on the head. I do have an ambiguous affection for Sakiya.,It has nothing to do with appearance and personality.,She's burdened with unspeakable pain.,It's a special existence for me.,It's like the relationship between the rescued and the hero.。
With Sakiya by my side, I can feel that I'm not dispensable.
Relationships are divided into "need" and "need", but in most cases, the boundaries between the two are blurred and thus determine an individual's sense of self-worth.
Generally speaking, people with strong strength are needed, and people with weak strength need others. However, this rule has changed wonderfully in me.
A month ago, as an honor student, I defined myself as someone who was "needed", but since I gained a strong strength, I have become a person who "needs others".
I think it must be that I have a deviation in some way, and this deviation comes from the drastic change of the environment, and the self that has never changed.
Shirai said that I was a self-righteous person, and it was true, I lived at my own pace. To take the theory of evolution as an analogy, the adaptability of organisms to their environment is divided into two types: gradual and mutational. And I am the former.
This has nothing to do with whether one's own strength is strong or not, it is simply a matter of adaptability. Dinosaurs, which were once at the top of the food chain, died out because they could not adapt to the mutated environment.
Instead of allowing me to adapt to the changes in my environment more quickly, Superhuman strength has become a modern "dinosaur".
"I'm smiling, Zuo Jiang, you see such an unsuccessful appearance." I stroked the quark with a wry smile.
"Fortunately, although Achuan in the apocalyptic fantasy is more reliable, but now it feels fresh. For women, the most important thing is freshness, and this Achuan is also very cute. Zuo Jiang gently stroked my head as if comforting a child.
Quark opened his eyes slightly, like a baby recovering from a serious illness, making an inaudible chirp.
"I was really lucky this time." Zuo Jiang said suddenly.
I looked at her in amazement.
"This crow is badly wounded, you gave it gray stone to recover so quickly, right?"
"Any questions?"
"Mae also did something similar, but the other party had a strong allergic reaction, and in less than half a day, he announced that the treatment was ineffective and died in the hospital."
I can't help but be a little scared, it is because of this that I didn't give Quark and Sakiya Greystone, and now it seems that my judgment was correct. The other ingredients added to the psychedelic drug "Paradise" made of greystone may not only be designed to enhance its ability to act as a drug, but also to slow down the allergic reaction of greystone to a considerable extent.
Even so, the strange symptoms of people who take Paradise may also be due to allergic reactions.
"The reason why we didn't have trouble is probably because when we entered the Doomsday Illusion, we had already improved our physical bodies to a certain extent, right?" Zuo Jiang said.
Perhaps, most of the doomsday fantasy is just speculation.
Zuo Jiang's voices, movements, and smells have a kind of force, warm and soft, and before I know it, it immerses into my heart, making my mood gradually calm down.
I stood up, pointed to the community gate, and said:
"I'd like to take a look inside."
Zuo Jiang pulled his windswept sideburns behind his ears, put on his red straw hat, lifted his travel bag and walked behind me about a body behind. Although I couldn't see her, there was an invisible sense of dependence from behind me, which made me feel very relieved.
It's like falling off a cliff with your eyes closed, and you will be caught.
This is the same as in the apocalyptic fantasy, my feelings for Tomie, right?
When I think about it, I feel nostalgic.
Whenever I see the diary, even if I know that it is my own experience, I will feel that I have a sense of estrangement from Gao Chuan in the diary, as if two people in different worlds have envy from time to time, because he has the presence of Tomie by his side.
But now, Zuo Jiang is by my side.
The past, which was originally cut off by amnesia, is once again connected with her beside her, and she seems to be gradually overlapping with Gao Chuan in the apocalyptic environment.
Pass by familiar lawns and gazebos, and spend some time in the same place where the goat guild members were once killed. The traces of the struggle have been completely erased, and the newly planted turf has taken on an abrupt green color.
When I killed them, I didn't cut them off, and I don't know if they turned into zombies. Probably because of intelligence control, there were no reports of related killings in the newspapers or on the news. After so long, there is still no police to come to the door, it must have become another headless public case, right?
In the past month, the number of crime cases in the city has reached new highs, and although the Public Security Bureau has announced a tough rectification approach, the situation is still not improving. Not only in the city, but all over the world is now reporting more and more serious crimes. Not long ago, terrorists spread sarin gas on the subway in Tokyo, which became a major case that shocked the world. One can't help but wonder, what went wrong?
Of course, most people don't know about the apocalyptic environment, and they don't know that around them, there are battlefields of geniuses, otherworldly creatures, superpowers, and demons.
All the intelligence involving these factors is suppressed in the dark corners by some invisible but powerful inhibitive force.
Perhaps it won't be long before all these seemingly trivial discords will form cracks that will swallow the entire world.
I took the elevator to the door of Sakuya's house, I rang the doorbell several times and there was no response, and it seems that Sakuya and her family have not returned. I don't know if I'm glad or distressed, but if Sakuya's parents come home and find out that their daughter is missing, they will feel remorse and grief, right?
If possible, be sure to get Sakiya back to normal before they return.
But all contact with Sakiya was cut off, and even her parents couldn't be informed.
Where else would she go besides her own home, her friends' houses, and her school? Where else can you go?
Although it is said that as long as you have money on you, you can go anywhere, and Sakuya, who is parasitized by demons, has the strength to survive wherever you go, but the half who is born as a human must have a bond that cannot be forgotten.
If it were a human being, if there were still human emotions, if Sakiya still maintained the character and memories born of all the joys and sorrows of this life, she would not leave the city, she would go to a place that was important to maintain her relationship with the people around her, and silently welcome her death.
Think about it, Takakawa, you must know the way, because for Sakiya, you are not a dispensable existence.
She said she liked you, didn't she?
Morino is dead, and his parents are not in this country, so you are the only one left.
So, she must be in the place where you know the Tao, waiting for you to fulfill the promise you once made.