1289 Tropism
We all know that everyone here has their own source of information, and we never share all the information we have with others. The Cyber Ball Jointer judged that the "disqualified patient" designated by the seminar was the "patient who could not enter the night," but the basis for her judgment was, at least for now, not in the hands of anyone else. On the other hand, the connector will not contribute the information on which he bases his judgment.
Although there are doubts, they cannot be confirmed, and they must believe or not trust the judgment of the other party according to their own experience. This is also the problem that you must face when working with other occult experts, and the essence you must have. If you make a mistake here, even if you don't fall into a dead place, you will get into a lot of unnecessary trouble.
However, at this moment, everyone here seems to have decided to trust the judgment of the connector, and to consider the changes in the Peninsula Psychiatric Hospital on the basis of that judgment.
In my opinion, the description of "patients who cannot enter the deep night" is not rigorous. Whether a patient can enter the deep night or not is a very strict judgment from many perspectives, and the majority of patients who do not meet the requirements are the majority. So, is the number of so-called "disqualified patients" too much? In addition, when these five people had just arrived in the ward and explained the situation faced by themselves and others, they also mentioned some details that "disqualified patients are different from ordinary patients", and these details all imply that the disqualified patients themselves are special, abnormal, and even "mysterious". Whether it is an electronic demon messenger who conforms to the mystical trend of this world, or a specific electronic demon messenger who is more abnormal, or a mysterious expert from the major mysterious organizations of the Doomsday Fantasy Realm, because of himself. Being judged as a "disqualified patient" is enough to prove that a "disqualified patient" must be special in some places. And this special is more presented in the form of "mysterious power".
From this point of view, the hunting secret issued by the seminar. In order to capture this part of the mystical patients, and then think of the internal situation of the Doomsday Shinrikyo to which the seminar itself belongs, it is not difficult to conclude that the seminar itself has begun to recognize the "mysterious" and acknowledged the existence of the "mysterious", and they gradually abandon the "scientific" perspective and turn to the mysterious world. And such a change is a matter of course. The Seminar is affiliated with the Cult of Doomsday Shinrikyo, although there are many other occult elements within the Seminar. But its essence is still that of a subordinate institution of the Doomsday Shinrikyo that naturally arose in this repeater world. It is very normal for the Church of Doomsday Truth to turn to the "mysterious" and chase the "mysterious". Even before such a transformation, it was a scientific confederation formed "in response to the end of the white Claudia", but once such a transformation occurred, I do not think that such a transformation could be stopped.
Further, all the "elements" within their organization that hinder this transformation will be channelled through various ways and channels. Cleaning and purification, both from the outside and from the inside, in a sudden and mandatory situation. And this shift. This spontaneous cleansing and purification has transformed the entire organization into a mysterious organization, and even the purpose of its actions has changed, which is probably what Dr. Nguyen Li called "the erosion from Claudia White".
In order to prepare for the apocalypse, the scientific syndicate with a positive goal had to study and use White Claudia, but in the end, under the erosion of White Claudia, it turned into a group of mentally ill people who carried out destructive activities, and these people claimed to have discovered mysterious powers. Rather trying to transform the entire organization into a so-called mysterious organization. And the actions and decisions of the symposium are a microcosm of this dramatic change – in the eyes of Dr. Nguyen Lê, I am afraid. The most desperate truth that is happening in this world. That's what it looks like.
Dr. Nguyen Li may be able to continue to look at the world from a non-mystical perspective, but she is not sure how many people can persist as she does. Because it is not a question of "belief" or "idea", but of "infection". The so-called mystical experts are a group of mentally ill people, and the so-called mystical organization is a terrorist group composed of a group of mentally ill people, and the root cause of these psychotic patients is the erosion of Claudia White. It is precisely because of the inability to curb Claudia White that it is impossible to prevent the emergence of these mentally ill people, and then the birth of so-called occult experts and mysterious organizations, let alone interrupt the "mystification" or "psychopathization" of this world.
In my understanding of Dr. Nguyen Li, she has always been strong, but she has always been deeply pessimistic when it comes to the issue of Claudia White. She struggled to fight, but she didn't have much hope for how effective it was. She kept telling me that there was hope, and she believed, that there was still hope, but that, in her rational thinking, it was not zero, but it was in a very low probability - twenty percent? Ten percent? Or less?
All the struggles and efforts are to magnify this faint chance as much as possible, and to turn the direction of the world to this faint chance. However, I am well aware of the pain and helplessness that such efforts can cause to me.
I know, I know, because I've been experiencing it firsthand. In my diary, the stories recorded in Dr. Nguyen Li, which in the eyes of Dr. Nguyen Li were merely the fantasies of mental patients, must have touched her deeply. Because, the emotions described in it must be what she empathizes with at this time.
Dr. Nguyen Li is "sober" observing the world, but this "sobriety" is causing her to lose friends, lose help, and gradually become alone. From the perspective of the world she knew, it was impossible to change the essence of the situation without addressing the erosion of the human spirit by Claudia White.
She is being excluded from the "yearning for mystery" seminar, although she can still play a huge role in the research, and the development of events dooms her to be excluded. What she did, in my opinion, was just stalling for time. There is hope, but in reality it can only delay time. This must make her feel painful.
However, no matter how painful and helpless Dr. Nguyen Le is. She will never give up, and she will not give up until the situation reaches a certain extreme. Running away with her tail between her legs, on the contrary, she has to cherish the time, to study, to understand, the whole seminar is the best object to observe at hand. What I know, the Dr. Nguyen Le of this world. That's the kind of person he is. And I couldn't convince her at all, let alone convince her. Because, in my life, aren't I doing the same thing as her?
I can understand, I must respect, and I must bear this qiē. Not for what "face" and "stubbornness", but, besides that, there is no second better way. If you run away, you can do it at any time. SpeedSkim has more speed than anyone could have imagined and can get us anywhere in the world, but. Even if you go to other places, the problems you have to face are still there. This is because the apocalyptic process is carried out in the scope of "the world", and even more so in the scope of "every world that can be seen".
At the end of the day, everyone has nowhere to run.
Even in the reality of the hospital, the "virus" and "doomsday syndrome" have been activated like bombs that cannot be dismantled. Even when I was a patient. They can only move around the hospital and only come into contact with this small patient in the hospital. However, there must be more doomsday syndrome patients around the world. Of course, the "virus" is not confined to hospitals. Because we are not born in a hospital, but because we are sick, we are transferred to this hospital.
No matter how fast or slow the progress is, every world I have observed, every "real aspect" that I have experienced, is entering the end of the world. Then, no matter what the "real" is, it must also be in the end of the world. In other words, whether it is the reality of the hospital, the apocalyptic illusion, the world of the repeater, or the nightmare, the reason why they are all in the process of apocalypse is because the "reality" that I can't see is heading towards the end.
If the development of the world of repeaters is like the distortion and condensation of the development of the apocalyptic illusion, then the change of the seminar is a symbol, a symptom, and a microcosm of this condensation process.
The change in the seminar seems to be nonsensical, ridiculous, and seems to have no reason, and it happened suddenly, and it seems to be so full of insider knowledge that it is difficult to figure out how many conspiracies are involved, but the nature of the change has not changed from the beginning.
If you think about it from this perspective, it doesn't really matter what the "disqualified patients" are and what kind of plan they are planning for. The important thing is that they will definitely do something with the "disqualified patient", and these things will inevitably take the apocalyptic process of the world a big step forward.
This is certainly not a good thing. Since it is not a good thing, then what will eventually be done by using the "disqualified patient" must be corrupt, evil, bad, and frightening, but it must be in line with the wave of mystification and the style of Doomsday Shinrikyo.
The mystery that satisfies these elements, I think, is nothing but "sacrifice".
The Night of the Deepest is a kind of "sacrifice", in which the occult organization is trying to use it to fulfill its own purposeful sacrifice, and outside of this nightmare, the workshop is also trying to complete a sacrifice with a "disqualified patient" as a sacrifice.
I can understand the current situation: sacrifices are everywhere. All anomalies, all events, are preparations for the sacrificial ritual. They opened the place of sacrifice, set the process of sacrifice, and decided on the sacrifice with the intention of achieving a certain goal. However, no one can be sure whether these sacrifices will go as they thought they would go, until the final result is known.
My mind turned, and in the blink of an eye, I returned to my normal state. I felt like I was in a trance for a long time, but in reality, it was only a few seconds. No one notices what is going on on my side, because at this moment, everyone is thinking, thinking and making their own judgments.
Arriving at this nightmare doesn't mean it's over. On the contrary, if you can't get out of this nightmare, you can't know what your situation is like in reality.
"It's not all bad news, either." The connector suddenly said, "Since we are all in the middle of the night, it at least means that we are not disqualified. ”
"Are you sure the people at the seminar will know, though?" Turner asked rhetorically.
"They must know." The connector replied in the affirmative.
"You mean, as long as we wake up, we won't be attacked again?" The third-level demon pattern messenger boy said.
"It can only be said that it is very likely. The suddenness of the incident is what unites us, but that doesn't mean we don't have any backup, and don't forget, the mysterious organization has been operating within the seminar, and with enough time and good reason, the attitude of the seminar will change. The connector said.
Seminars will of course change. I don't argue with the jointers. The change of the seminar has become inevitable, and the sacrifice seems impossible to prevent. The sacrifice in the mental hospital, and the sacrifice in the middle of the night, has a certain coincidence in time, and if this coincidence is considered inevitable, then it is a deliberate synchronicity.
From the occult point of view, synchronicity is for the sake of resonance, in order to turn two people who are not related to each other into two people who are deeply connected, or two people who are already connected into two who are more closely connected, or even into one.
Plus my past guesses. So......
What the people who are now pushing for sacrifice are doing has given rise to a series of seemingly complex, sudden and mysterious situations. Isn't it the harbinger of the nightmare of the deepest night and the Peninsula Psychiatric Hospital becoming one?
"Let's go, anyway, we'll have to wake up first, and until then, don't you want to know what the night is all about?" I said to them, "Welcome to the land of weirdness. ”
“…… Speaking of which, Mr. Takakawa, you've been in this nightmare many times. The third-level demonic emissary boy asked, "So, what should we do now?" ”
"I know a shelter. However, I would prefer to meet the same kind. "I'm talking about, of course, the members of the mysterious organization who have always been in this nightmare, but have never revealed their whereabouts.
"Until then, we'll have to settle the trouble." Turner looked around and said as he prepared for battle.
I don't have to look to know that the weirdness has surrounded us. In the depths of the night, the quantity and quality of these strange things change dramatically. (To be continued)