Although Qiu Nian did think so, if he wanted him to say it, Shi Qingqing was afraid that he would die of sadness.

Qiu Nian retreated a little, in the end, he failed Zhang's entrustment.

He stood silently behind Shi Qingqing, thinking that it was better not to ask more or say more, so as not to arouse her sadness again, let her cry well, maybe it would be good after crying.

He is really not comforting to anyone.

Shi Qingqing cried for a while, but her mood did not improve at all, she remembered that she would always go into the mountains to remember the past over the years, and thought that Qiu Nian had died a long time ago, blindly blaming herself and feeling guilty, and attributed the mess of her later life to her retribution.

Who let her run away when Qiu Nian needed her the most, maybe Qiu Nian could live, if she didn't run at that time, maybe she could help Qiu Nian.

That's what she has thought all these years, and when she was abused by the village chief's family openly and secretly, she didn't have much to resist, and always felt that she deserved it.

Where to think, Qiu Nian actually didn't die at all, and the familiar Dayu tree has always been here.

Fang Cai Qiunian also changed from a person to an eagle in front of her...... In the autumn years, he knew how to spell.

That shows that Qiu Nian used some means that she didn't know to hide Da Yushu and himself from letting her see them, so she couldn't see them every time she came.

The more Shi Qingqing thought about it, the more blocked her heart became.

In the past, she was stubborn, always against Qiu Nian, Qiu Nian hindered her dead mother's last wishes, no matter how she made her temperament, how she beat him and scolded him, he refused to let himself go, he must have hated himself too.

Later, he ran away, and I don't know how he survived, and he must hate his selfish and cold self even more, so much so that he never sees himself again.

Now, he saw his most unbearable scene......

Shi Qingqing is already fourteen years old, and girls of this age in Linshan Village have begun to say goodbye, she has been sluggish since she was a child, and she is under the fence, and her mind is much more mature than ordinary people, and she thinks more, so she doesn't blame him like Qiu Nian thinks. Because she knows that no one has to be good to her except her parents.

Qiu Nian was able to save her when she was almost there, and he was also her benefactor.

She can't do things to complain about her benefactor, and she is not qualified to do so.

Shi Qingqing is a strong girl, she is the only child of Shi Lin, she must live well and continue the bloodline for the old Shi family.

She didn't have the right to die.

For so many years, she has been so comforting to herself.

Shi Qingqing suppressed the grievance that rose in her heart, wiped away the tears on her face, and turned to look at Qiu Nian, "Thank you." ”

A little girl pretended to be calm in front of herself, and she didn't know what to say in the autumn year, so she stared at her silently for a long time, staring at her gradually becoming helpless, and then opened her mouth and said, "There's nothing to thank." ”

The tone is flat and detached.

Shi Qingqing's heart trembled, and his expression became more and more uncomfortable, and all the strength that had been supported seemed to have been defeated by him in just six words.

She had a white face, grabbed the hem of her clothes on both sides with both hands, and used a lot of strength to keep herself from escaping.

Qiu Nian didn't see her crampedness, but he didn't retract his gaze at all, and still looked at her expressionlessly.

Shi Qingqing used to think that he didn't look like a normal child, he was old-fashioned and unlikable when he was only two years old, and now he is eleven years old, and the two have been separated for nine years, she can't understand him anymore, the only thing she can see is the two points of ridicule in his eyes, as if in his eyes, others are inferior things that can't be put on the table.

In the past, when he looked at her like this, she was very unhappy, and she always tried to make him unhappy, but now she really has no confidence to mess with him.

Shi Qingqing was defeated, her head hung down, she didn't look at Qiu Nian, she just pinched the corner of the clothes in her hand, and she didn't know how to break the silence that made her so depressed.

After thinking about it for a long time, Shi Qingqing still mustered up the courage and apologized to Qiu Nian: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have run away like that back then." She raised her head and gave Qiu Nian a quick look.

Touching the dark eyes of autumn like thick ink, she hurriedly lowered her eyelids again.

How could anyone's eyes look like this, and they are so dark.

"Don't talk about the past." Qiu Nian turned around and walked towards the thatched hut that was much larger than before, "You will live here in the future, and you will stay as you wish." He looked back at Shi Qingqing lightly, with sarcasm in his eyes.

Qiu Nian didn't know that he would show such an annoying look when he looked at people.

I really don't know how Shi Lin and his wife took care of him as their own son with such a pair of eyes.

Shi Qingqing kept up with the footsteps of Qiu Nian and returned to the thatched hut after a long absence, and she had the urge to cry again.

There are a lot of things in this room, all of which were brought in by passers-by in Qiunian, whether useful or useless, all pushed together, placed in a mess, and there is no trace of anyone living here, which shows that Qiunian used this place as a warehouse.

How did he get over all these years by himself?

Have you been living in the Big Yu Tree? Presumably he is also living a very hard life.

Shi Qingqing secretly glanced at Qiu Nian, he didn't know when he changed into a black arrow suit, the clothes were not his own at first glance, and they looked very ill-fitting.

The waist tied by the belt is even thinner than hers, which shows that he has not eaten well over the years, otherwise how could he be so slender.

"You can look at it, you should be able to free up a place to sleep." Qiu Nian saw her standing at the door and didn't come in, so he opened his mouth to remind her.

She nodded hurriedly, for fear that Qiu Nian would mistakenly think that she disliked this place.

She would rather stay here than the village chief's house, at least, Qiu Nian would not take pleasure in torturing her like the village chief's two twin grandsons.

The two began to bully her since she was a child, she would complain to the village chief at the beginning, but the village chief didn't take it seriously, just as a play between children, and later, the two saw that no one would help her bully her, so they became more and more unscrupulous, abusing her in a different way all day long, and not allowing her to go out, and once she also discounted her hand, she was very scared, found an opportunity to escape, and asked the people in the village for help.

But no one helped her.

The village chief's status in Linshan Village was like that of a soil emperor, and no one dared to risk offending him to help her.

She was caught by the twins again.

Because of this incident, the village chief began to show her his unusually cruel side, and even tortured her by the twins, and threatened to sell her to a lowly kiln if she disobeyed.