2135 You don't know anything about the world

The data ball floating in Omi's palm disappeared after a few bites, as if it had been eaten by an invisible mouth.

"Our plan has always been to have the highest possible margin for error." Dorothy replied.

"What is the reality of the hospital?" Omi asked.

"It's not good, but all in all, if we can't get the last step of the plan, it's impossible to stop everything from getting worse." Dorothy said, "However, I still have to do my best to delay the speed of deterioration, I will focus more on that side, and the situation here is up to you." ”

After saying this, without waiting for Omi to answer, Dorothy's figure had disappeared from the screen.

“…… It's really coming and going. Omi smiled indifferently, thinking in his heart: Anyway, let's continue to act according to her plan. The current deviation is still easy to deal with, but if it comes completely, it will be the end in the final sense, and the indefinite and continuous deviation that cannot be corrected is the embodiment of the source of chaos. There is a fundamental opposition between the inevitable end of the end and the eternal and endless deviation and chaos. I think even if it's a 'virus', I don't want to be swallowed up by that kind of chaos, right? So, from now on, we are on the same side as the world and the enemies of the past so far.

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Fluctuations in deviations have a greater impact every minute and every second, and these effects are already there before people are aware of them, and when they are perceived, the anomalies caused by those effects are completely unexpected. Sha experienced first-hand this sudden change that seemed to come without warning, but in fact, the signs were already at a level that she was not aware of. For her, it was only a matter of a moment, but after that moment, the factors that had led to it converged into a terrible torrent that appeared in her mind out of thin air as she tried to find out why.

Without the slightest preparation, "Sha" almost went down. No, it should be said that although she didn't feel that she was down, when she came back to her senses, the scenery she had observed, and the self she had observed, had changed completely without continuity. Just from the observable situation, it makes people feel that they have teleported into another body that is not their own in another different dimension, but all the results of self-observation are not incompatible with non-self.

The only thing that "Sha" can realize now is that he seems to be in a vast ocean, the sea water flows like air, and there is no clear sense of substance, and countless foreign objects like sea creatures are swimming up and down and around him, saying that they are foreign objects, because although they have the characteristics of some known marine creatures, on the whole, they have nothing in common with known marine creatures, and even their characteristics are completely different from normal marine creatures when judged only by their form.

What is even more strange is that "Sha" has never seen the sea, and there is no word "ocean" or similar meaning in the ruling bureau, but she can understand it at this time, and use it to describe the scene of her own eyes.

This "ocean" is so vast and boundless that from the first impression of the observed scene, it is as if there is no such thing as "sea surface" or "sea floor" at all, no matter which direction it spreads, it is all the same sea water as the air. Since there is no "surface" or "seabed", it is impossible to confirm the "depth" at all. There is a wave of water quality, and this wave of light is not caused by the sunlight shining in, not by the light source of the seabed, but by the sea water itself, which is completely different from the dark and deep of the normal seabed. And the ripples, not the same as the "waves of the sea" that she suddenly knew, were more like the ripples of the lake when it was blown by the wind, and these ripples were generated in the sea.

If the cognition about the "ocean" that she suddenly knew belonged to "common sense", then the abnormal "ocean" in front of her belonged to extraordinary knowledge. The knowledge she suddenly knew didn't help her to comprehend the anomalies in front of her.

Obviously, a moment ago, he and others were ready to launch a total against the Nazis, but the next moment, without even blinking, his situation suddenly became such an abnormal environment. Even though it had become the night of Valpurgis and possessed a supernatural ability to perceive and understand, it took longer than usual for Sha to recover.

Then, she had to come to terms with the fact that she had a body again, not the form of the night of Valpurgis. This body is not the body she used before she turned into the night of Valpurgis, but the body of "畀", and it is the body of the fragile aboriginal girl before "畀" was transformed.

If it weren't for the extraordinary flood of information that suddenly came into her mind, and she did accept and process this extraordinary amount of information, otherwise she really felt that the perspective and way of thinking she was using to observe all this now were all "畀" - even the transformed "畀" would not have been able to accept and process information of this scale in such a short period of time, and the hardware structure that carried her consciousness and thinking would have burned out in an instant.

Only this information-processing ability allowed Sha to confirm that she had definitely not become the "aboriginal girl of the ruling bureau" she had seen during her self-observations, but a "night of Valpurgis". There is a huge difference between what she can observe and her own essence at this time, however, she is unable to find out all these differences in a short period of time, and separate "illusion" and "reality" from it.

Because of this, Sha further realized that she was in a state of confusion, a terrible deviation, distorting every aspect of her perception of the world and her contact with the world from the level of her ignorance. This is an all-round deviation, which exceeds all the categories of what I have known in the past and now, and thus proves that everything I have known in the past is still full of limitations and narrowness, and that the comprehensiveness of things is wider than I think I am, and the theories I know are full of loopholes in the face of this fact.

Further, "Sha" was already a senior researcher when the Ruling Bureau still existed, and after such a long time and all kinds of changes, she was very sure that she had reached the apex of one aspect of the Ruling Bureau's technology, and such a self was still "ignorant" in the face of this terrible deviation, which must also prove that the extraordinary wisdom, knowledge and technology of the Ruling Bureau, and the seemingly unassailable theory, are also "ignorant" in the face of the deviations that are presented today.

The anomalies caused by deviations are only superficial, and the differences that can be observed and perceived are only the most superficial places, but through these superficial visual differences, it is enough to make people feel their ignorance, and they can also make "Sha" feel that the meaning behind this "deviation" is so deep and terrifying - the world is completely different from what he thinks, there are more unknowns than he can imagine, and how vast the world is, it is completely beyond the scope of his own measurement.

Even the "Night of Valpurgis" is so small in the "vastness", "depth" and "immensity" that this deviation foreshadows. And this feeling of insignificance is definitely not the same as my past perception of "insignificance", and it is by no means filled by the known concept of time and space. In other words, people don't know what to do to be able to fill the gap between "infinity" and "insignificance".

Horror, just when she recognized this gap, when she recognized this unknown immensity, she couldn't help but emerge from the depths of her heart.

It was an indescribable pressure, an indescribable sense of despair, and a force that was constantly eating away at one's will. That is when a person can realize that "no matter how hard he tries to think, how fast he grows, there must be accidents, there must be a kind of crisis born from the infinite unknown, sudden, from a level that he cannot understand", and when he can only rely on "luck", the more he believes that as long as he does not die and grows, he will be able to overcome everything one day, the more profound this fear becomes. Because in the face of this revealed fear, what you assume has become a false proposition.

No matter how strong you are, there will be something that you can't understand, coming from an angle that you can't predict, killing yourself from a level you can't know, and this sense of death is so strong in the infinite unknown, as if you're always in a crisis of "dying in the next moment".

In the face of this heavy fear and pressure, when Sha observed herself again, she saw a self crawling with cracks like broken porcelain—the image of the "畀" she occupied was beginning to disintegrate and separate from her toes, and the debris fell into this abnormal sea, and immediately disappeared without a trace.

She knew she was in trouble.

There is no physical and concrete enemy in front of her, but a whole unknown, anomalous, and distorted world from her own perception, and everything she can observe and feel has an impact on all her own perceptions. In a sense, what she has to fight against is the fear that she may have that will not disappear, because this fear is coming from her own thinking. So, further, her enemies are also her own thinking and cognition.

This is not an enemy that can be solved with courage and conviction, this enemy is like an invisible ghost, always haunted by one's heart as one thinks and tries to understand the world. To say that this is an "illusion", it is also possible to do so, but it does not make sense, because, whatever it is, it has already had a tangible effect.

Otherwise, "Sha" would not be in such an unusual landscape.

All current ways of thinking do not help to resist this fear, to remove herself from this abnormal landscape, and no matter what she thinks, the scene in front of her will not change with her "thoughts". Such an abnormal scene is more like a natural thing that does not operate according to the laws of human consciousness, but it is impossible to prove whether it is a kind of "nature" beyond the scope of one's own cognition.

Sha couldn't think of any way to get herself out of this crisis. She looked around, these waters, like air, glowing and rippling, were so clear that it seemed that she could see the bottom at a glance, but she really couldn't see the bottom, because there was no bottom at all, and in the distance, I don't know how far away, an infinitely extended "line" like the horizon cut off the scene. However, can we really get to where the "line" is? Isn't that "line" really an illusion in observation?

Sha couldn't understand it, but she could only act like this. All the movements that can be seen in oneself have obvious laws, such as the unfolding and splitting of ripples, such as the flickering of light, such as the floating of foreign bodies, but under the laws that can be seen, there seem to be deeper laws, just as the veil of infinity hides the truth—uncovering layer after layer, but never reaching the truest essence. These movements seem to be a reference point for re-mapping the criteria for time, but does time really make sense here?

The body of "Sha" in this abnormal landscape is already dissociating, and this body is like the original body of "Sha", what is the symbolic meaning of this? What will happen if the separation continues? Will you die yourself? Will "畀" die? However, these questions cannot be proved until the answers come on their own. Just as man knows death because he sees it. No one can infer the future of a situation that has never been seen before. Even if "Sha" is the night of Valpurgis, it can't do that.

The numerous foreign objects passed through her side, even coming straight at her, passing through her body when she couldn't dodge, but no matter how they moved, they didn't affect her, as if they were just an illusion. But on the other hand, they don't affect themselves, and they can't affect them, which means that they are almost meaningless things, and they can't find the slightest use in them.

I need help – and "Sha" has never felt that so strongly. And, just as she felt this, a strong sense of presence suddenly appeared beneath her, in the depths of the bottomless ocean. She could feel it clearly, but she couldn't see the entity, as if the thing was too far away from her, beyond the scope of observation, but it was so huge, and the strong sense of presence beyond the distance that could be observed was still enough for her to react so strongly. However, this sense of presence and the influence it brought to her proves that this thing, no matter what it is, can form a certain degree of interference with itself - maybe good, maybe bad, but more likely only bad.