Chapter 291: I Love You More Than Myself
"Yay! Can you two pay attention, there is a single lady next to you, you are going to make me envious and jealous! Tong Xia pursed his lips and said to Du Xinru and Fang Yi.
To be honest, how could Tong Xia not envy Du Xinru at this time?
She is now alone, and she and Zhong Kai don't know what year or month they will see each other again.
If it hadn't been for the last time, maybe they wouldn't have been separated.
Regret is useless, there is no regret medicine in the world, in fact, she is also glad that if she hadn't been arrested, it would have been Du Xinru who had been arrested, and things might have been more complicated.
At that time, Du Xinru was still pregnant, and the dead foreign woman was for the sake of catching the wrong person, and Tong Xia didn't know what crazy thing that woman would do.
"Okay, let's be a little more restrained, you have something I want to ask you, come with me."
Du Xinru asked Fang Yi to help her stand up, she hurriedly reached out to pull Tong Xia, and the two of them walked towards the tea garden.
After a while, the two of them came to the pavilion in the tea garden, and Tong Xia helped Du Xinru sit down.
"Xinru, what's the thing you can't say at home that you want to come here?" Tong Xia looked at Du Xinru with some confusion and asked.
"Xia Xia has something, although it has been a long time, but I know that you have been thinking about it in your heart, so I want to ask you what you think now." Du Xinru looked at Tong Xia and asked.
Tong Xia nodded at Du Xinru, and Du Xinru finally said the problem in her heart.
"Do you still like Zhong Kai?" Du Xinru looked into Tong Xia's eyes and asked.
After Tong Xia heard Zhong Kai's name, it was obvious that she was stunned for a moment, and the smile on her face gradually disappeared.
Du Xinru waited for a long time and didn't wait for Tong Xia's answer, she sighed, looking at Tong Xia's reaction, Du Xinru probably understood her thoughts at this time.
"Alright! I see, Xia Xia, have you ever thought about going abroad to find him? Du Xinru then asked.
Tong Xia still didn't speak, in fact, she didn't know it herself, she had never thought about it.
She likes Zhong Kai, but with Zhong Kai's identity, she can't get close to him anymore.
Because Tong Xia's family is a medical family, all of their ancestors are mainly academic.
And from ancient times to the present, they have never had anything to do with the nobles of the kings and grandchildren.
Zhong Kai is not from country Z, and he is also a royal family, so there is no hope for the two of them at all.
Even if he is not a royal family, but he is also a Z countryman, even if her parents can accept it, the grandparents at home will definitely not accept Zhong Kai.
Speaking of which, thinking about it, in fact, the two of them are just fated.
Now that they are in different places, Tong Xia knows where Zhong Kai is, but country Z is so big, Zhong Kai doesn't know where Tong Xia is.
Therefore, as long as Tong Xia doesn't want to, Zhong Kai can't find her.
Tong Xia and Du Xinru both understood this truth, so Du Xinru asked Tong Xia this question.
"Xinru, I didn't think about it, I liked him, and I couldn't even forget him until now, but the reality told me that the two of us would not have any results, so I had to wake up from this dream and learn to forget him slowly." Tong Xia said with a little choked up.
Du Xinru was also a little sad when she heard it, how easy it was to forget a person, when she thought Fang Yi was dead, she didn't want to forget him.
But in five years, they have not drawn a circle from a straight line.
But Tong Xia's situation is not the same as theirs, in fact, Du Xinru also hopes that he will give up.
Country Z is so big, there is no grass at the end of the world, she just needs time, time will change a person.
Maybe Tong Xia will meet someone better, maybe not?
"Xia Xia, no matter what you decide, I will support you, but I also want to tell you my advice, instead of spending time waiting for him, it is better to find a more suitable one." Du Xinru stretched out her hand and took Tong Xia's hand and said: "Actually, I have always felt that Zhong Kai is not suitable for you, but I thought that as long as the two of you are happy together, there is no contradiction, as long as you are happy, this since I knew that Zhong Kai is a member of the royal family, I changed this idea, Xia Xia, you are a free person, you are a doctor, you will not get used to the kind of days trapped in the palace, you must choose the same between love and freedom, I hope you choose freedom, a person who has no preferences, It's just a shell, can you see what I mean? ”
Du Xinru's words were like a basin of cold water, which was splashed on Tong Xia's body at once, making her sober up in an instant.
Tong Xia knew that Du Xinru's words were right, she would not get used to such days, and she would not give up her favorite medicine.
So...... I'm sorry Zhongkai!
Tong Xia promised him that he would wait for him, but the reality told her that it was useless, no matter whether Zhong Kai was worth it or not, Tong Xia didn't want to give up studying medicine for him.
"Xinru, I understand what you mean, I won't go to country Y again, it's good here, with you and my family, I don't want to give up anyone and anything here." Tong Xia raised his head and said to Du Xinru with a smile.
Du Xinru was relieved to see Tong Xia say this, she has lived two things, what kind of things she has not seen, even if she has not seen it in the previous life, in this life, she has already seen it.
She didn't want Tong Xia to step into the royal struggle between Zhong Kai and his brother, because those struggles would break their heads.
Tong Xia is not suitable for that kind of place, because he has no scheming, and Zhong Kai is destined to fight for that position, and he will not have only one woman in his life.
Since she couldn't change Zhong Kai's mind, she could only let Tong Xia give up.
Du Xinru knew that Tong Xia's heart was very painful at this time, but she knew that this was something she had to go through, and she had no way to help her.
She can only let herself slowly boil up, after a long time, the wound will scab over, the scab will fall off into a scar, and everything will be fine if it doesn't hurt.
"Xia Xia, you are my best friend, you surpass Zhao Mo, I love you more than myself, do you understand? So I won't hurt you. Du Xinru said to Tong Xia with a smile.
Tong Xia is Du Xinru's best friend in addition to Zhao Mo.
For Zhao Mo, Du Xinru is not the most important, but Tong Xia is different, she can protect Du Xinru desperately.
And Zhao Mo wouldn't, if it weren't for Fang Yi, Zhao Mo's relationship with her might not be so good.
But Tong Xia is different, she is Du Xinru's own friend, unlike others, Du Xinru attaches great importance to her, and Tong Xia also attaches importance to Du Xinru.
Maybe this is what fate is, Du Xinru will meet Tong Xia and become best friends with her.