Chapter 63: Stand Up

At night, sleeping in the room he was familiar with, Xie Ling couldn't say how comfortable it was. The quilt and pillow are like their relatives, this touch and rubbing, indescribable joy!

In fact, she regretted it after she left, but she couldn't come back with a dead face, in the three days when she was silent, she didn't expect Gu Changqing to say that she wanted her to stay.

But he never said it.

The freedom of understanding he thought was not what Xie Ling expected.

People's misses are always in such a lot of self-righteousness.

After tossing and turning on the small bed for a long time, I finally suppressed the excitement and excitement in my heart and slowly fell asleep.

The moonlight is soft, and the excitement in my heart is also hard to hide.

But at the same time, in this great border post station of Yong'an City, in this dark night where you can't see your fingers, something is happening quietly!

Qing Xuan secretly ran out of the post station and came to the county office, she understood that she was just a chess piece, a chess piece that needed to be done according to other people's ideas no matter how she walked.

Therefore, in order to avoid the cold eyes and gratuitous words of the envoy Su, after the county government left, she wore back to the clothes of the little maid and quietly mixed back in the crowd.

However, as soon as he changed his clothes, the Master Su knocked on the door outside, "Princess, it's time for dinner, are you going to come out to eat or find someone to bring you in!" ”

Qing Xuan smiled gloomily in her heart, in fact, this is a very clear thing, although she is a monarch and a minister, but there is no second-grade minister in the court who does the errand of serving tea and water to a princess.

The drunkard didn't mean to drink, he just wanted to make sure she wasn't there.

"I'm not hungry yet, I'll talk about it later." Willing to send it away casually, anyway, he doesn't really care whether she eats or not, it's just a reason.

As the sun gradually set, it turned into a dazzling sunset scene, and she stood in the last light of the day, and couldn't help but think of the scene of her childhood with her father.

At that time, he was tall and majestic, and the aura of his father exuded from his body made her can't help but yearn for it. However, in a group of children, he walked over one by one to either hug or touch, and even put them directly on his neck and ran on his back, but when he came to her, his father just glanced at it with his eyes and then crossed over.

When she was young, she didn't understand that kind of sadness. She thought that she was not good enough, so she worked hard to study and practice martial arts, although her father didn't like her very much.

But fortunately, she still has her mother's love. But when she was twelve years old, her mother was seriously ill, and she cried and pleaded, but her father did not order the imperial doctor to go.

At that moment, she realized that it was not sad that she was sad to the extreme, she hugged her mother's body, smiled, laughed desolate and terrifying.

For three whole days, she held her mother's corpse, not crying or making a fuss, but sometimes laughing at the thought of funny things.

For three days, no one wanted to come near her. Until, someone from the palace pulled out the mother's body and buried it.

That was also the first time she saw Bai Zi'an! Everything is predestined, and everything is a disaster that cannot be avoided.

Since then, she has spent her days in the small courtyard where her mother lived, in the overgrown area, but it was her safest place.

On that day, the grass grew and the warbler flew, and the spring sun shone brightly, making her feel like she was in a trance for a moment.

When I opened my eyes, I heard only an oops. Bai Zi'an came over to pick up the kite that fell on the branch.

It was a kite that the prince and the princess of the palace played with together. Because it was General Bai's celebration banquet, Bai Zi'an, who was the future heir of the Bai family, was also asked by the emperor to bring him in.

But I never thought that in the seemingly calm sky, there would be a gust of demon wind for no reason. The kite was scraped off, and Bai Zi'an, who was at the bottom of his status, should pick it up!

But I never thought that this meeting would change the fate of two people.

If Qing Xuan was allowed to choose again at this time, she would definitely hide in the house early that day, and would not go out no matter what happened outside.

Since that day, Bai Zi'an has always mentioned to his father when he can enter the palace. He wanted to see the little girl, who was a very noble princess, but she was as sullen as if everyone owed her a few taels of silver!

On that day, he fell from the tree and lay on the ground without moving, Qing Xuan walked over and picked up the kite thrown out of his hand, "Ten taels of silver, if you give me ten taels of silver, I will return it to you." ”

At that time, Qing Xuan thought that as long as he had money, he could escape from here, the world was big, and there was always a place to live.

Bai Zi'an was attracted by this moment, and he couldn't say why.

Bai Zi'an is a foreign minister, and the boundary of this inner palace is not something he can enter and exit casually! Later, he was really helpless, so he had to beg his good friend everywhere to pass a letter to him from the four princes who could enter and leave the palace gate casually.

This is the case for several years. Sometimes he would follow his father into the palace, and Qing Xuan would occasionally sneak out of the palace to find him.

Anyway, she is also the one who is ignored in the palace, and no one will pay more attention to her.

Bai Zi'an was like a beam of light, suddenly shining down, giving her originally dark life a glimmer of light.

He was the only one who was willing to open up after her mother left. She told him about her helplessness, about her father's indifference, about the bullying in the palace, about the secrets in her heart, and about her wishes.

In short, the sorrow and expectations in the girl's heart, she told him everything.

In this way, time gradually grew in the two people. One is the emperor's unfavored daughter, the other is the son of a brave and warlike general, one is left out in the cold, and the other will be brilliant tomorrow, no one will put two people together!

So, passed through the inside without incident.

It was the birthday of the queen in the palace, and the emperor deliberately made a big deal to show his reward, and even she, the unfavored princess, was invited.

However, during the banquet, except for the queen's nonchalance, the emperor seemed to have never noticed her.

Halfway through the wedding feast, the queen looked at the tired emperor, and said lightly in her ear, "These five princesses have been silent for so many years, I'm afraid I don't know how many good skills they have hidden, why don't you let her show it in front of these courtiers, her mother is gone, and I, as a mother, must not consider her marriage." ”

The emperor raised his eyes and glanced at Qing Xuan, and waved his big hand, "You, come over and perform, so that we can have a good time, the songs and dances at this palace banquet are always tired of watching!" ”

Qing Xuan stood up, her face gradually turned purple, she didn't expect that after so many years, the father and daughter spoke like this for the first time.

Let her perform to cheer up, isn't there enough singing and dancing girls in this palace? Could it be that she, a princess, is the one to be used for fun?

Before she could open her mouth to refute, Bai Zi'an, who was sitting in the distance, immediately got up, "Your Majesty, I'm afraid it's not good for this princess to play for fun." ”

When General Bai heard his son's words, he immediately gave him a color, the territory of the Son of Heaven, where is the opportunity for him to talk nonsense!

Bai Zi'an ignored his father's warning, and then said, "It's not interesting to watch too many dances in this court, these five princesses have grown up here since they were children, and they don't have any tricks, why don't I dance a sword to entertain Your Majesty?" ”

His Majesty didn't really want to watch the dance, but when the queen said it, she didn't want to refute her face!

At this time, seeing Bai Zi'an come out and say that he wanted to dance the sword, he readily agreed.

Qing Xuan sat down, raised her eyes and glared at the queen fiercely, she didn't understand her thoughts, so many years of forbearance just wanted to have a stable life.

But she overestimated the heart of this queen, she was not the kind of generous person in the first place!

The queen couldn't help but look at her when she noticed it, and her eyes were full of warnings!

Qing Xuan silently compiled her hand into a fist. She was telling herself that she had to endure, she had to endure!

The matter between her and Bai Zi'an still needs her promise in the end.