Chapter 28 The Road to Prosperity is Difficult
In the blink of an eye, the Shangyuan Festival has arrived.
Yuqing got up in the morning and happily came to Su Yingxue.
"Girl, Madame's health is well, we should go out today, right?"
Su Yingxue put the pen in her hand aside and gently blew on the paper.
"Whether I can get out or not, I don't know. We'll go to my mother's place in a while, and I'll fight for it. ”
Su Yingxue was inexplicably full of confidence about going out tonight. Moreover, even if she can't get it, Qin Ziqing will always help her do what she promised.
Shangyuan Festival is a good day, and everyone in the Su Mansion has been rewarded with silver, and the maids and servants are all very happy.
Su's mother has recovered. After dealing with these things in the back house, Lan Ruo helped him to walk around the courtyard and exercise. When Su Yingxue came over, she was sitting on the stone bench resting, and Lan Ruo was talking with her.
"My mother looks good today."
Su Mu touched her cheeks and said with a smile: "Where is the complexion good, but I just took two more steps and gasped." ”
Su Yingxue said worriedly: "Then mother, let's go back to the house and rest more, my body is just better, don't be tired anymore." ”
Su Mu smiled: "Where is there so squeamish." Besides, the doctor also explained that with proper exercise, the body will get better faster. ”
When Su Yingxue heard this, she didn't say anything anymore. I began to think about how to talk to my mother about going to enjoy the lanterns tonight. Seeing that my mother can't move around much, how can I let my mother go out of the house again. However, this is the most important opportunity of the year to leave the house, and after today, there will be no way to speak in the future. My heart is full of thoughts, and I don't know how to speak.
Yuqing stood behind Su Yingxue, twisting a handkerchief in her hand, and her face had already drooped. The girl was like that, but whenever she heard that the lady was a little unwell, she threw herself aside. Tonight's thing is in vain.
"Mother," Su Yingxue suddenly spoke, "It is said that the mother is not in good health, and the daughter should not mention this matter." But my daughter really wants to go out tonight. Since the mother is not in good health, it is better to let her daughter go out of the house to see the lights by herself. ”
When Su Mu heard this, her face sank. Her daughter knew that she would never mention it to herself. A few days ago, I saw my daughter radiant and felt that my daughter had changed. Now it seems that something has really changed. No, what's going to happen is really coming. No, resolutely not. But looking at her daughter's pleading look, she couldn't bear it.
"Mother knows you want to go out and have a look. Well, I'll be with you tonight. We got in a carriage and went straight to the restaurant. My mother doesn't walk a few steps, so she won't be tired. Su Mu thought about it, it could only be like this.
Su Yingxue watched her mother's expression change a few times, and she seemed to be a little angry in it. I was very aggrieved in my heart, why did I make my mother angry just by asking to leave the house?
"Mother, are you angry?"
Su Mu concealed, "Where is there any anger, but I am worried that there will be too many people at night, and if I hurt you again, my mother is not at ease." ”
How could Su Yingxue believe this set of rhetoric, why didn't her mother let her out, this question was like a cat's claw, and she was so irritable in her heart. "Mother, a girl from someone else's family, it's a common thing to go out of the house by yourself. Why don't you let me out of the house by myself? ”
Su Mu seemed to have been stepped on, and her face immediately changed: "I have already said that you are not allowed to ask this question again!" ”
"Lan Ruo, help me into the house!" Lan Ruo, who was stunned behind him, came back to his senses and hurriedly went to help.
Mother Su entered the house without looking back, leaving Su Yingxue and Yuqing who were stunned in place.
Su Yingxue didn't expect her mother's reaction to be so big, and the grievances in her heart choked all of a sudden, and she couldn't mention it or swallow it.
Yuqing was shocked by the scene in front of her, Madame has always been kind and kind, and even if she makes a mistake against them, she rarely loses her temper. Today, he lost such a big temper with the girl. Seeing that the girl's pestle was there without moving, I was afraid that the girl would think crankily again and cause illness. But how to persuade the girl, she was anxious for a while, and finally a flash of inspiration, yes, go for help.
"Girl, let's go back first." Yuqing went to pull Su Yingxue, Su Yingxue was stunned, and let her pull her back to the room.
said that Yuqing sent Su Yingxue back, and told Caiyun about the matter, so he discussed with Caiyun to find Qin Ziqing. In the current situation, Caiyun has no idea, and it is naturally best to find someone to help the girl. The two discussed, and Yuqing went to find Qin Ziqing.
Qin Ziqing listened to what Yuqing said and hurried over. He no longer cared about those rules and etiquette, and went straight into Su Yingxue's room.
Su Yingxue was still like that, and Qin Ziqing felt distressed for a while.
Yuqing and colorful clouds consciously retreated.
"Yingxue," Qin Ziqing squatted beside Su Yingxue and shouted softly.
Su Yingxue didn't react at all.
"Yingxue, you don't want to be like this. I know you're feeling bad, and if you're uncomfortable, cry out, don't hold it in your heart. ”
Su Yingxue's face moved imperceptibly, and she was still the same as before.
Qin Ziqing caught this change, breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and continued: "I know that this matter is like a thorn in your heart to you, making you feel at ease at all times. Now you want to pull it out, it's like curing a disease, and you will always experience pain in the process of healing. We can't stop moving on because it hurts us. Isn't it? ”
Qin Ziqing's words seemed to be floating from afar, Su Yingxue listened to the ethereal voice, and began to cry blood in her heart, pain, it was really painful, uncomfortable, and really uncomfortable. She was not afraid of anything when she struggled with other people, but that person was her mother, and she hurt herself and her mother, and her mother's pain made her pain even worse. She couldn't say anything in pain, but her mother didn't leave her anything, so she turned around and left. Su Yingxue's eyes were red and she began to choke.
Qin Ziqing saw that she began to cry, stopped talking, and quietly accompanied her.
Yuqing heard the crying in the house getting louder and louder, and couldn't help but want to go in. Caiyun grabbed her and shook her head.
After a long time, Su Yingxue stopped crying. His eyes were red, but his expression was better.
Qin Ziqing summoned Yuqing and Caiyun, helped Su Yingxue freshen up, and went to the courtyard to wait.
The plum blossoms in the corner of the wall have fallen, and a few withered petals are still hanging there, which makes people feel sad in their hearts. Qin Ziqing walked over, took them off one by one, and tucked them in his sleeve. Without the withered petals, only a patch of green remains. New small spores had begun to appear on the branches, as if echoing the arrival of this warm spring.