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Speed sweep allows me to get out of a certain range at a speed that ordinary people can't do, even if it goes around the world directly, as long as there is a suitable velocity reference object, it will not take too much time. From this point of view, I have gained the freedom of time to cooperate with the power of the magic quark without being limited by any normal geography. However, even if you are a quick sweeper, there are places where you cannot walk freely. Just as walking in the general sense can only travel to and from the world of material form, walking in consciousness is only effective for the world of ideology, theoretically, based on the essence of the apocalyptic illusion, everything has a unified foundation, and based on this foundation, any force can theoretically be omnipotent, and from this point of view, the mystery closest to "omnipotence" is undoubtedly the mystery presented by ideology. However, what can be done theoretically, what can be reached, cannot be done in practice.

In my understanding, this kind of reality can only approach the theory infinitely, but cannot reach the theoretical value, but in my understanding, it is determined by the constituent nature of the final illusion.

No matter how mysterious people show in the apocalyptic vision, or use the terrible mystery to turn themselves into "non-humans", these people and non-people, mysterious and normal, the elements that form the basis of their existence, still boil down to doomsday syndrome, or rather, "viruses". No existential being, from the perspective of survival mechanism, will not deliberately create a situation that threatens one's own survival, unless this threat can promote the growth of one's own survival mechanism from another level. To put it simply, the "virus" does not create an environment that is completely harmful to itself and not beneficial to itself, and based on this conclusion, it can be understood that doomsday syndrome and doomsday illusions. And any situation that emerges from it cannot pose a threat to the "virus", assuming that the height that can theoretically be reached in the apocalyptic illusion is what the "virus" can do, then. It is taken for granted that the actual situation does not reach this theoretical value.

However, I also do not think that this qiē, which is derived from the "virus", is only a case of being beneficial to the "virus" and being thoroughly prophetized. From the perspective of the "survival mechanism" that I can understand, an environment that is completely beneficial without zài changes does not conform to the principle of survival mechanism. For any shaver who wants to grow, some stimulating changes are also a must. Even if this kind of change will cause a certain threat to one's own survival, however, the subjective situation of not wanting to be threatened also exists, so there is a "no initiative to create" a harmful situation, but the survival mechanism from the deeper instinct, subconsciously create a "stimulus".

My perception of "virus". Got it from Dr. Ender et al., however. From the very beginning, the "virus" in everyone's mouth was not a virus in the conventional sense, and they tried to use a broad concept of virus to define an existence that they did not understand at all, or even could not observe. So, just limit yourself to the concept of "virus". It is very narrow to recognize the existence of doomsday syndrome and doomsday illusions. It's just that if you don't do this, you won't be able to start understanding it at all. Because. It is such a one, which is barely defined by the concept of "virus", but it may be far beyond the existence of this concept, so at the beginning, everyone who tries to study it, like ants, tirelessly crawls on a plane, even so, still tries to transcend the dimensional limitations of perspective and thinking, and touch higher possibilities.

And the basis for doing so is still the theory that I know.

Using the so-called "survival mechanism" that you can understand to forcibly explain the situation caused by the "virus" is a last resort, and it is also the beginning of the initial attempt to understand the "virus". But at the same time, we must be soberly aware that although this act is necessary, the results obtained may be wrong.

From the events I have experienced, the worst mistake was the failure of the "serum" to be created, and then the collapse of Sakiya, Hakkei, Marceau, Tiese, and Dorothy. However, on the other hand, without these mistakes, it is impossible to recognize these mistakes, and it is impossible to truly understand the environment in which we exist, to recognize the "virus", and then to create the "serum".

I am not here to describe how tragic my own experience is, nor to prove how powerful the "virus" is, nor to whitewash the mistakes that people have made in the process of trying to understand the "virus". Human outlook on life, morality, and world view is a part of the human survival mechanism, and it is the coordination of human beings with their own sociality and individuality. The so-called right and right, from this level, is whether the consensus and overall coordination are violated, and it is precisely because those behaviors involve the survival mechanism that right and wrong will be distinguished. If you do something wrong, you will pose an existential threat, whether that threat comes from the "moral law" of human commonality or the "retaliation" of individuality.

What I am describing here is whether my perception of human beings themselves, and the act of trying to recognize the "virus" based on human cognition, is "right" or "wrong". In this process, I personally experienced whether it was "illusory" or "real". It's important, but it's not the most important thing until I actually die.

Because "Gao Chuan" did not die, it is also certain that the qiē that "Gao Chuan" did, those unbelievable thoughts, encounters, and decisions, did not violate the "survival mechanism".

Even so, these thoughts, encounters, decisions, and behaviors, whether mystical or non-mysterious, cannot be without limits.

Theoretically, the height of the "virus" is this limit, and when the "virus" can really be recognized, it is probably the time to reach this limit. However, from the level I can understand, the "virus" is not going to get me to this limit. It also means that people with doomsday syndrome will never be able to pose a threat to the "virus", nor can they rely on themselves to create something that threatens the "virus". Then, if it is possible for the "serum" to exist, but it is not produced by the doomsday syndrome sufferer himself, then. How exactly will it be born?

This is an interesting question. I'm trying to come up with an answer to this question that I can understand, and this answer itself is what I'm doing—and it's probably hard for many people who might read the stories and diaries I've recorded afterwards to understand, and "Takakawa" obviously has a lot of opportunities. Rely on your own mysteries to break through all kinds of difficulties and make the situation more favorable in one go.

The answer is actually very simple - because that is what the reader thinks is beneficial to "Takakawa", and what "Takakawa" can do, but not what "Takakawa" thinks is correct, should be done, and can be done.

I. As Takakawa, the recorder of this story, he is naturally very aware of this. My story will plunge many people into incomprehensible confusion, but I have always believed that I am very sober. Know what you're doing and what's going on. It seems that you can do it yourself, but you can't do it.

I consider myself a mentally ill person. But it's not because I'm confused, it's because I'm dealing with something that's beyond the limits of my thinking, and I'm trying to touch that limit. I'm human, there's no doubt about that. My limits, first and foremost, are human limits. From the point of view of man, any scientific and philosophical thought, materialism and idealism, that arises, is confined to the limits of the human being at this moment. And I'm human. But he tries to go beyond this limit and use a new perspective to observe something that cannot be observed. This contradiction is the cause of my mental illness.

As a human being, reason tells me that I can actually do otherwise. However, as a "Takakawa", I emotionally told me that I had to do this. For this reason, too, it proves that I am still confined to the realm of human beings. If I weren't human, I wouldn't do these things because of my emotions.

I am a mentally ill person, but I am not a normal person who can understand it, the kind of mental patient in the narrow sense.

The choice I made may not be the best in the eyes of others, but from the perspective of a mentally ill person, it should be the right one. And from a mysterious expert who is limited to the apocalyptic fantasy, it should also be in line with the survival mechanism.

I didn't choose to use the speed to take the people around me immediately.

There are many reasons for this, both from the perspective of hospital reality and simply from the perspective of this repeater world. This is a judgment based on extremely complex considerations. But at the same time, it is instinctive, as if without thinking. It's like instinctively knowing if what you're doing is really helping the situation you're facing.

After making this choice, in retrospect, you can find all kinds of proofs that proved that this choice was correct. However, there are so many of them that it is impossible to record them all.

For example, whether it is an abnormal space formed by an inherent enchantment, or some other type of temporary hedging space, as long as it is a temporary hedging space, it is often wide in and strict out, and there are many restrictions on how to leave. In the end, the phenomenon of speed is only the phenomenon of speed, but the restriction of "leaving" set by the temporary number jù hedging space is probably not affected by the concept of "speed".

If this area besieged by gray fog is regarded as a temporary hedging space, it is naturally impossible to be sure, and the quick sweep will definitely bring us to a safe place. Instead, you may fall into some of the pitfalls that arise from the concept of "speed". From this point of view, it is very dangerous to verify for yourself whether there is such a trap. If you add Dr. Nguyen Li, it's like taking people to a minefield.

Although I am confident that I will be fine even if I fall into the worst-case scenario, it must be very difficult, or even completely impossible, to protect Dr. Ruan Li and the three of them under such conditions.

Perhaps, someone will reprimand me afterwards, saying that I thought too much and missed the opportunity. But here's the question, in a mysterious and weird environment, can you have all kinds of choices, with the idea of "it is possible to succeed", and take the people you decide to protect to contact the unknown danger without knowing how big the success rate is?

I couldn't do it, so I had to give up my biggest advantage on the surface, and just stay by the side of Dr. Nguyen Li at the pace of normal people, doing those things that normal people would do.

Dr. Nguyen Le three. It's really just an ordinary person's way to explain the current strange situation and try all kinds of actions to ask for help. Many attempts failed, the phone had a signal, but it kept being blind, so. We began to collect flammable materials and set up beacon fires on the roofs of our houses, an ancient way of informing other survivors who might be able to save zài where they were.

Even so, no one can be fully convinced that someone will respond. It's just a better way to do it than not to do it. We light the beacon in the hope that survivors who don't know when or where they will disappear will respond. is also waiting for the murderer who caused this strange situation to appear in front of us in a more direct manner.

I think that this place is full of "mystery", and every qiē weirdness is "mysterious" at work. I don't know though. Why are the four of them like the "last survivors", but. Since the other party let us survive in ignorance, the reason for this may also be related to "mystery".

I don't think we survived because of the murderer's mistakes. The idea. With the support of others, however, whether it is "mysterious" or not, in the case of Dr. Nguyen Li, she is firmly negative. In her opinion. Although the scene is full of weirdness and coincidences, as if there is really some incredible force that is contributing to this qiē, it is just the murderer who is suspicious. This murderer, in her opinion, is more likely to be a group of people with great mobilization power. They have worked so hard to create the current situation, and they must have asked for something, and the reason why they and others survived is precisely because they and others also mean a lot to what they wanted.

"I don't think I'm anything special about being let go." The fitness coach said very bluntly: "My research is also not of that much value, and I know this very well." ”

"I'm just a soothsayer who eats with psychology." Said the soothsayer.

"Then, it may be aimed at me and Achuan." "Ah Chuan's condition is very special, and I am working with some people to study his condition. ”

"However, what can a mentally ill person and targeted treatment methods make the other party so fanfare?" The fitness trainer asked rhetorically.

"I don't know, if we know, we can understand our own situation." Dr. Nguyen Li said: "However, in the current situation, only this reason can be explained. ”

"From an occult point of view, there is a corresponding reason." I interjected. However, Dr. Ruan Li, who does not believe in the mysterious existence of Zài, naturally will not pay attention to it.

Instead, the soothsayer jokingly said, "For example, someone wants you, or the two of you, to be a living sacrifice?" "It's a joke, but I think it's possible to get closer to the truth.

Although it is a strange murder scene on the surface, it can not be understood as a situation of "isolating us alone". If it is required for the sacrificial ceremony, and the living sacrifices are isolated separately, the other clearances can also make sense.

Soon, however, someone broke the joke. In the hotel, which had already been inspected and confirmed that there were no living people, a figure broke down the door and ran downstairs in one breath, shouting "fire". Immediately afterwards, the figure looked over to us, and he was visibly stunned for a moment, and then he yelled at us.

"What are you doing?" The fog blurred his outline, but his panic and anger could still be seen in his demeanor, as if he had been teased, "Are you going to burn this place?" ”

"Who is he?" The fitness instructor looked at us in surprise, "Aren't there no living people in there?" ”

The soothsayers looked at each other as well, and Dr. Nguyen Le said, "It's good to ask him." ”

"Something's wrong." I shouted to the people downstairs, "Come up, we're not going to let this burn down, we're just waiting for you people to come." "That's right, although it's not exactly the same as expected, but it's a good result that someone gathers because of the beacon fire.

The people downstairs hesitated, but still climbed onto the roof, and the movements were not too sharp, once again giving us a preliminary impression. This is a person who is not very good at sports, and when he gets closer, he can see the emaciated figure clearly, and everyone has no special ideas. No matter how you look at it, this person is just a thin man, and if he fights, whether he can beat the fitness coach is still two words.

"It's you." The soothsayer seemed to know the person who came, and the other person was also a psychologist who had been invited to the seminar, and although I didn't know all the passengers on the bus, I had a rough impression of their appearance.

"Is that you?" The visitor was also surprised, "How did you come to this place?" And—" He glanced at the beacon fire, and in order not to set the whole inn on fire, we made an inner pool to prevent the fire from spreading. He should have realized that, except for the smoke that would rise, it was basically safe.

"You just said there was a fire?" Dr. Nguyen Le suddenly asked, "We are lighting a fire in this place, you stay in the room, can you feel it?" ”

"Where the hell were you hiding inside before that? We couldn't find anyone else. The fitness coach also interjected, because the sudden emergence of such a person, based on what we know, is really a very strange situation.

"You seem to be ......" the thin man, who had already departed from his initial panic and consternation, seemed to realize something, "little by little, something seems to have happened to you?" Me too. However, the situation we encounter does not seem to be the same? ”

We looked at each other and agreed with the statement. It is more advantageous to face a psychologist who can calm down and think about the current situation than to meet someone who is panicked and unable to express his words. So the soothsayer told the man what had happened to us, and the man listened patiently until he had nothing to add, and then began to tell what had happened to him.

Everyone soon realized that the strange situation they encountered was not exactly the same.

This man's name is Mitsukasu, and although he is the name characteristic of the 11th district of the Central Principality, his nationality is Canadian. Mitsukasuka's main job is an employee of a pharmaceutical factory, and he is specially dispatched to relevant hospitals and clinics to record the effectiveness of the manufacturer's clinical drugs, psychology is just a personal hobby, and there is no official paper release, and there is no dissatisfaction with his work. Because of his self-taught attainments in psychology, he is also well-known in the private circles of some psychology experts, and this part of the circle happens to involve seminars, so he was also invited. Of course, everyone doesn't care much about these personal situations.

What's more important is his previous experience. Just as we unknowingly fell into a mystery and encountered the scene of the murder, Mitsukasuka also encountered a strange situation: he was still drinking with someone not long ago, and went to the toilet halfway, and as a result, he felt an abnormal atmosphere in the toilet, and his statement was that "the surroundings were suddenly frighteningly quiet", which was roughly the same as what happened to us, but then, driven by this strange atmosphere, when he returned to the room shared by four people, the other three were gone, and after that, the air became scorching, and soon, He saw the scene where the fire was engulfing the entire building, and then it was the scene where he rushed out in a panic.

At first glance, it may seem like someone else was aware of the fire and ran out in advance, but this is not the case. At the very least, if there is an emergency, someone should call him. And the fire he experienced at that time seemed to have been burning for a long time, and before that, the signs and noise that should have happened were gone.

It's as if there was some kind of power that left him alone at the scene of the fire.

"Didn't you see anyone else either?" Dr. Nguyen Le confirmed again.

"Yes, I'm not blind." Mitsui Tsukao scratched his head in distress and looked at the dense fog around him, "What the hell is going on?" Could it be that the beacon fire you lit didn't burn you, but only burned me? (To be continued......)