Su Yuqin opened the door of the house and looked at everything familiar in the house, the curtains, sofas, dining tables, and photos of the three people hanging on the wall.

She sighed, put the house key on the coffee table, sat on the sofa with a blank face, looked around at everything, and thought to herself:

In fact, she has long been insecure, especially in the last two years.

As soon as a woman turns forty, she is always worried about her parents getting sick, having a bad dream, and waking up in a panic the next day, for fear that those close to her will fall if they say they will fall.

Fewer weddings were attended, but more funerals were held.

Sometimes, when there is no young man at the banquet, there must be two scenes: a woman of the same age will deliberately praise her husband for showing off the family conditions, and the corresponding woman will be another woman, who will talk about the dullness, writ or unhappiness of marriage as if no one else is around.

And these are not what she wants to hear, but they are like this.

When I came home, I saw that the child was getting older and bigger.

In the past two years, she can't wait to accompany her daughter to study every day, but sometimes when she thinks about it, she is quite discouraged. When the company is over, the child will spread its wings and fly away, even if there is a more suitable university in the local area, and the daughter wants to try to live independently and fly out and leave her, what should she do at that time? Isn't it just busy?

When people reach middle age, in the face of this society, they no longer have the solid energy they had when they were young, and sometimes they feel that they can't go on like this, but when they go out and go around, they find that they can no longer do what they want to do, and don't waste money anymore.

It seems that he can't keep up with the times in the blink of an eye, and he doesn't even want to touch Jiang Yuanda's mobile phone, and he doesn't even have to fiddle with it, so he mentally resists and tells himself: Don't move if you don't understand, and break it again.

I don't even look at such new things, and there are countless of them.

As for friends? I don't know when I started to resist meeting new people, I always feel stupid, as if I can't even talk to people when I see people, I don't relax, I am very restrained, and I can't go with people.

After a long time, the friend became that person, and they talked about everything and got closer and closer. I always feel that at least we grew up together, relaxed, understand each other, and will not be disliked if we grind.

Thinking of this, Su Yuqin touched her hair and face:

White hair appeared on the top of her head at some point, and her skin became loose unconsciously, this old face made Jiang Yuanda look at it for decades, and she was also worried, worried that when she became a tofu dregs, her husband was radiant.

The husband can earn money, is calm, mature, and has a group of friends, paying attention to social status and connections, looking at Jiang Yuanda like that, she is actually very envious, because the man's youth seems to be coming again, and compared with when they were poor boys, they do have more steadfastness that people can rely on.

Worried about coming and going, I found that several stores including the dungeon, the salesman of her family is very responsible, no matter how young and beautiful she is, her husband is also a good person, she is like very grateful, she feels that she is bad, grateful that her husband did not replace the bad wife, there is no abnormal mind.

There is a kind of psychology called being shorter, and he will be better and better to Jiang Yuanda, and he will become more and more obedient.

In the end, it turned out that Jiang Yuanda didn't look for a young one, but that didn't mean he didn't get tired of her, he would rather change his old face and continue to look at it, as long as it was new.

Su Yuqin stood up and went into the bedroom to change clothes while holding on to the waist injury:

This home, where she hid and hid all her uneasiness, and felt that she was not comfortable with the outside world, was also able to go, and now it was lost.

She still has to cook, her daughter is coming back, she has to behave normally. Because there are elderly parents and adolescent children, I will think in the future: This is the case for the second half of my life, be bigger, don't be hypocritical, you have to have a good body.

……

People's Hospital.

When Ren Zitao walked into the hall, he saw Jiang Yuanda with a pile of tickets in his hand, and his face was anxious: "Uncle? Uncle Jiang? ”

"Hello, Zitao, why are you here?"

"Let's see if the man can be discharged from the hospital? By the way, what about men? What about in the ward? ”

Jiang Yuanda was in a hurry: "I just don't know where to go, the ward is not, I have looked for it." You said that I would refund the deposit ticket, and the man would have no shadow, and there would be no toilet. ”

After nagging, he felt even more uneasy, Jiang Yuanda was afraid that Jiang Nan would go to revenge as soon as he was discharged from the hospital, and if he was sick again, it would really be endless, and the sky would fall!

Ren Zitao frowned slightly: "Then Uncle Jiang, you go to the man's attending doctor's office to have a look, in case she is going to inquire about the condition, go to the toilet on each floor to see, sometimes you go to other floors if you don't get the number." I'm in charge of looking outside, I'm going home soon, the man shouldn't be able to go far, it's okay, don't worry. ”

At this time, Jiang Nan, who was wearing a black down jacket, was standing in the fruit shop on the left side of the hospital, holding a red telephone receiver waiting for her uncle Su Yufu:

"Hello? Well? Who's looking for me? ”

"Uncle, I'm a man."

"Oh, big niece."

Jiang Nan squinted with a smile: "Well, uncle, do you think of me?" ”

"I think about it, your grandfather can also think about you, why don't you come back before school starts? My freshly marinated tofu is delicious, and your brother ate three bowls of rice at noon. ”

Jiang Nan's smile retracted, and he commanded:

"I can't go, school is about to start, let's not talk about that, I can't wait for you to come."

Uncle, you go and do something for me, isn't my aunt and her third aunt in-laws the principal of the county junior high school?

You go to the door, can you ask me if Liu Xingliang has changed schools? If I change schools, where do I go through the procedures? Uncle, why don't you squeak? ”

Jiang Nan patted his head, her uncle's head was not good, so he had to make it clear:

"Don't wonder, Liu Xingliang is Qin Xuelian's son.

Qin Xuelian has caught up with a capable man in our place, and she wants to change her son's school, so if Qin Xuelian can get her son away, it means that the relationship is hard.

Do you think, my mother can't help her in vain, when the time comes, she will get her son away with the front foot, and let her do it for my brother too?

When the time comes, uncle, you and my grandpa will come with you, where to open a tofu shop is not open, in short, uncle, you go to inquire for me, no matter where you are transferred, you will send me a letter, ask accurately! Don't tell my grandpa yet, what if it can't be done and flash them, do you hear? ”

The phone was still rambling, Jiang Nan frequently lied and explained, but she didn't know that there was a big boy behind her who heard it all.

Ren Zitao knew in his heart that Jiang Nan had finished beating the woman, and he still didn't want to let go of the child.

He thought that he was a very reasonable person, at least he had a clear distinction between right and wrong, after all, it was not good for his mother to involve people and children, but for some reason, he felt that such a Jiang man was a little interesting at the moment, selfish and cute.

He looked at Jiang Nan's back with a smile in his eyes, and guessed: Can the psychology of the man be the flower of the motherland? When I see one flower and pinch one flower, it's best to keep one of them. ”

Jiang Nan put down the phone, and after giving the money, he turned around and was startled: "When did you come?" ”

Ren Zitao shrugged: "Let's go, take you out of the hospital and go home." ”