Chapter 1119: Compromise
When she thought of this, Xia Ye'er's heart felt very painful inexplicably, this is not the first time that she has felt like this, this time, in Chu Huaide's face, Xia Ye'er's brows were tightly locked together, Chu Huaide asked:
"What's wrong with you, it's okay, I don't think you're very happy, why are you frowning? Did you think of something and tell me? Maybe I can help you. ”
Ye'er felt that since the two of them chose to be together, it was better to explain some things clearly, even if they wanted to escape such a problem, it was impossible to keep avoiding, because this was a very realistic problem, which they couldn't escape, Xia Ye'er also clearly understood that it was impossible for her to share her husband with others, so this matter, if it couldn't be solved, they couldn't be together.
When Xia Ye'er remembered the past, she thought about such a problem many times, but every time she was deceived by herself, she concealed it, or she didn't have the courage to face it if she gave up, and some just escaped, and she could only escape by herself, but this was the last thing Xia Ye'er wanted to happen, she didn't want to be the leader of a group of 'female' people, she was going around around a man, and this kind of life was really not what she wanted.
Look at the queen mother, the queen mother didn't want to be a 'woman' in the harem at the beginning, but now there is still no way, that is, married to love, fortunately, Jimo now treats the queen mother and has nothing to say, but how can it seem that the queen mother is not really how happy, Xia Yeer is not willing to be a person like the queen mother, she just wants a person she likes to stay together forever, Xia Yeer finally decided, this matter still has to be said, whether it is good or bad, it must be said:
"Actually, I really don't want to marry an emperor, it is indeed the most beautiful 'woman' in the world, but have you thought about it, what I want is not these ethereal things at all, I just want a man, to be by my side, I want a man, not this king, the king is the most changing around him, I can't adapt the most, that is, the wind and clouds have changed, I don't want to be with anything else' Women' share my husband, but the emperor, but the king, can't do it at all, if one day you become a king, I still hope that you will be a king, you know? ”
Xia Ye'er never told Chu Huaide about this, and Chu Huaide himself never thought about these problems from home, maybe it was because he always wanted to give Xia Ye'er the best things, but in his own opinion, giving Xia Ye'er the best protection and giving Xia Ye'er the most noble rights, this is the best thing, but Xia Ye'er doesn't think so, the best thing should be that there should be a man who is willing to accompany him.
Chu Huaide was a little silent for a while, but he could understand and understand what Xia Ye'er meant, in fact, deep in his heart, he also knew that Xia Ye'er would have such thoughts, but he had always been reluctant to admit it, but when this matter was so 'naked' When the naked was placed in front of him, Chu Huaide knew how cruel the reality was, how difficult it was to hide it by himself, even if it was self-deception, perhaps self-deception was the most terrible thing, blindly escaping was not a way, Chu Huaide lowered his head.
Xia Ye'er is right, every 'woman' doesn't want a king, she just wants a husband who can accompany her, but there are a few 'women' who can do it, and they are willing to share their husbands with others, there are really few people who can do this, Xia Ye'er is also a 'woman' person, and a 'woman' who wants to be accompanied by her husband, but she always goes against Xia Ye'er's wishes.
"Ye'er, do you think that if one day, I become the emperor, then you will not be my favorite person, there will be all kinds of people around me, 'female', I will not call you alone at that time, because I also want to stabilize the court, so every 'female' person will be wet with rain and 'dew', right? I also know that this matter is really difficult for you to accept, even other 'women' can't accept it, but there is no way, even if I am not for you, I want to be for the people of Dawn, and I also want to find a Ming Jun for them. ”
Chu Huaide also said his truest thoughts, the current emperor is not a good emperor at all, the current Jiang country, if there was no Chu Huaide, I am afraid it would have been out of shape a long time ago, the more this is the case, the more Chu Huaide cried Such an emperor is a disaster to the country and the people, it should not exist, how did he become an emperor.
Chu Huaide doesn't want to see the people suffer like this, he really wants to help the people get out of the sea of suffering, but Xia Ye'er is unwilling, and he doesn't want to lose Xia Ye'er, why is this happening, it's another dilemma, not only for Chu Huaide, but also for Xia Ye'er, the attitude shown by the two people in this matter is not compromised, but at the same time, the two people also love each other, in this case, will one party compromise.
Chu Huaide looked at Xia Ye'er, Xia Ye'er also raised his head and looked at Chu Huaide, the eyes of the two people were a kind of torture for each other, in the past, the eyes of their lovers were such a warm thing, but now it seems that in the present time, this is a kind of torture, in front of this matter, the two people are torturing each other, this matter can no longer be escaped again, it has been moved out, and it cannot be put back.
Xia Ye'er looked at Chu Huaide, this was a person she liked so much before, but now in front of her, but the two of them have some kind of irreconcilable contradiction:
"Sometimes I just wonder, can I really be a good queen, just like the queen mother, but then I found out that I can't do it at all, because in my heart, the queen mother can accept all the 'women' in Jimo, but in those days I knew that this is not the case at all, originally in my heart, there are such 'women' can exist, but that day, I found that there is no such person at all, I overestimated it myself' Women's people, not only overestimating the queen, but also overestimating myself, so I can't do it at all, I really can't do it, if you become the emperor, we may really come to the end. ”
Chu Huaide's face couldn't see Peng's 'waves' ups and downs: