Chapter 17 Never forget
Every bouquet of flowers in that field blooms for you; Every star in the night sky shines for you; And I seem to be here for you.
The moonlight flooded the small river, and when the wind blew, it scattered into golden sequins, and drifted away with the river in that direction. By the quiet river, I hugged Qingya and enjoyed this beautiful night together. Time seemed to have stopped, and the wind whistling in my ears seemed to have quieted down. But the afterglow of the kiss was still there, and I was so close that I could feel it. Very tacitly, none of us spoke, just hugged us so tightly.
I turned my head sideways and lowered my eyebrows to look at Qingya, who was leaning on my shoulder, blowing like an orchid in the slightly colder air. I leaned against her head, clinging to her hair, and the sudden coldness made my blush shrink a little. I suddenly felt that I didn't deserve her, and even if I snuggled so tightly, it seemed like I was still too far apart. When the afterglow dissipated, I slowly remembered that I was a prodigal son who had drifted with the old captain, and I had no home to speak of.
Qingya seemed to sense my strangeness, raised her head, looked up at me, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”
I frowned, and she looked at me as if she was sure she could read minds.
"It's okay, it's... It's just that I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I won't be able to be responsible for you in the future. I stumbled.
"I don't have to be responsible for you." Qingya said with a smile, as if she had never thought about the future.
"But..."
"Actually, I don't care if love is for a lifetime, or just for one day. If there is a lifetime, it is best; If it's only one day, then... Enjoy it now. Qingya looked up at the starry sky, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, and her tone of voice was gentle and beautiful, like an angel who had fallen into the mortal world, and could understand all the worries of the world, and could solve all the worries of the world.
I was too small in front of her, so I realized that she was the second moon in my heart.
"What if I stay?" I looked up at the moon and said slowly.
"For me?" Qingya said lightly: "I hope you can do it for yourself." She turned her head to stare at me, her eyelashes moistened by the cold dew of the night: "Your heart still longs for the ocean, and besides, you can't let go of the old captain." ”
Angels undoubtedly. Even she knows herself better than I do.
I looked at her too, but I couldn't speak. The mental obstacle that had been improved seemed to rush out again at this moment. But this time I was speechless, not because I didn't know what to say, but because I didn't know what else to say. Or perhaps, I don't have to say anything.
I sighed deeply, it was not early, I got up, took Qingya's hand and walked back, only to see the first room in the complex, I let go of my hand. If I had before, I would never have held her hand at such a short distance. But as she said, we should enjoy it for a lifetime or a moment, right? I looked down and smiled, this lonely patient who had been wandering for a long time, who could not even be cured by Dr. Luo, was affected by her.
I decocted the medicine for Aunt Jinfang and went back to my room to sleep. The old captain still insisted on sleeping in the living room, he said that he was used to sleeping on the floor, but the bed was uncomfortable. I know he's doing it for me, but I'm hoping that he'll cruelly leave me or do something sorry for me, so I can stay here in peace. But the reality is the opposite, he is as good as ever, so good that I can't finish it in my life.
I lay on the bed and thought about what happened to Qingya today, her quiet face, bright eyes, and that deep kiss. I clung to the pillow, as if I could force her hard enough to forget her, but to no avail.
When I woke up the next day, the sun had filled the house. I sat up and stretched, looking at the bright moon outside the boat. By the way, I forgot to help my aunt make medicine. I hurriedly got up and went out, Qingya was sitting at the dining table, and when she saw me come out, she got up and said with a smile: "You are up, I will help you warm up the meal." ”
"Oh, thank you, that, I'll help my aunt make medicine." I was about to go outside to light a fire while I was putting on my coat, but Qingya stopped me:
"I've helped my mother get up, and when you get up, I guess I'll have to eat less." She smiled, dimming the sunlight around her. I laughed and scratched my head, and suddenly it occurred to me that this scene seemed familiar, but it was missing Luke's "cynicism" and Uncle Lu Jin's laughter.
I don't know if Cher is doing well or not. ’
"What's wrong?" He asked with a smile when he saw my smile suddenly disappear.
"It's fine." I hurriedly said.
If I want to compare with Cher, I definitely prefer Qingya. Xue'er is like a hot spring in winter, but Qingya is like a light rain in summer. But no matter who it is, I can't bear the original intention of falling in love, and I don't know when, the helpless foreigner who was pointed at by others also became a heartthrob. But they are the ones who have made my world colorful.
Another quiet day. This village has a very close connection with the city, and the usual firewood and crops are also hired to help chop and irrigate, compared to other villages, the villagers here are more like the bosses of the bustling city, come to this beautiful place to enjoy life, from their words and deeds, you can see that they are different from ordinary rural villagers.
At dinner in the evening, Aunt Jinfang's complexion seemed to be much better, and her speech was no longer as weak as before. Uncle Su Qi also went against the usual seriousness, and talked and laughed with the old captain.
"It seems that this kid is really good for being a doctor, and he is so good after a few days of studying." Aunt Jinfang said with a smile as she put the dishes in my bowl.
Uncle Su Qi also echoed and praised me for being smart. Qingya listened to them hold me to the sky, as if she was unhappy, awkwardly holding the vegetables, picking a small point with chopsticks and putting it into her own cherry mouth.
"Hey, Qingya."
"Huh?" Qingya was stunned, and when she heard Aunt Jinfang call her, she hurriedly turned her head and answered.
"What do you think? I said that Xiao Yi has been here for a few days, and you haven't taken him to our bar street to have a look, so that he can also feel the atmosphere of the big city. Aunt Jinfang said with a smile.
"Oh... Oh. Qingya didn't know why her face was red with shame, probably because she was going to drink.
I've heard people talk about bars, and I've heard that it's only a big city, and to put it bluntly, it's a place for drinking. I asked the person I was talking to, "Aren't we all able to drink whenever we want?" ”
He replied: "You don't understand, people in the city just love to enjoy life. ”
It's quite interesting to think about it, I don't know how the wine there compares to Uncle Lu Jin's, I smiled and turned my head to look at the old captain, wanting him to go with me. He didn't speak, just ate quietly. Alas, it seems that he still scoffs at everything that has to do with the city. I looked up at Qingya again, just in time to meet her shy and shy gaze. We looked back at each other at the same time.