"I don't know how I can hear what others are thinking in my heart, many times it is like someone whispering in my ear, of course, if someone is too obsessed, I "hear" the same as shouting in and in the ear, the volume of the "listening" voice is related to the depth of the content in the person's heart, just like just now, when Lao Tian came over, his mind was full of your name, I don't want to hear it. ”

Speaking of this, seeing that Zhao Xinghua had no intention of interrupting, Huang Fengmin continued.

"I just graduated from the party school, and I was directly assigned here and became one of the chief officials here, you don't have to be surprised, my family has been in the military system for three generations, and I came here just to go through the motions, and I will return to Beijing in the future. Before the outbreak of the end times, my family also asked me to rush back, but I chose to stay, to be honest, I don't like to enlist, but I don't like to go back to Beijing, and when I go back, my life trajectory will be fixed there, which army to go to, the time of promotion, the number of transfers, and maybe even the marriage partner has been helped me choose, although it is boring here, but it is simple and free. ”

"After the virus body fell, I and Commander Zhang commanded everyone to drive the diseased comrades into the river, and Commander Zhang took people to the paper city several times to encircle and suppress the zombies, and achieved very regrettable results, just when the city was in sight, the two of us were discussing the next plan of action, I suddenly heard a deafening voice coming from his head, he wants to turn this army into his own strength, he wants to dominate one side in the last days. There was even the idea of driving me away, I was just a hairy boy in his heart, but fortunately he didn't take it seriously. ”

"For self-preservation, and for the sake of protecting the army, I found someone to pass on the military order and deceived him before he had time to carry out his plan. Thinking about it now, maybe the person who left at that time should have been me, and in this situation, he is more suitable to lead these fighters to survive. ”

"Oh, what happened then that made you no longer enthusiastic about the troops?"

Zhao Xinghua didn't want to just listen to him, he wanted to have a comprehensive understanding of what happened here later.

"I led people to continue to clean up the work left by Captain Zhang, and recovering the paper city was the first preferred task, and at that time, I heard many people start to say that I was transferred to Captain Zhang because of the credit. I just came out of school, and when I was arrogant, I didn't bother to explain, not to mention that there was no way to explain this kind of thing, and I thought that as long as I rescued the citizens, the gossip would stop. At first, because of the results of the previous battles, everything went smoothly when we entered the city, until we got close to the hospital, and a girl sounded in my mind:

"Help me~! Save Mom~! The voice, like a shout in my ear, went on and on, and I covered my ears, and the sound came to mind, so that I could not be distracted from doing anything else. And just like that, I gave the first stupid order to the troops to go into the hospital in search of survivors. Unexpectedly, we, the soldiers who fought zombies on the streets, entered the corridor, and were slaughtered a lot by those S-type evolved zombies in an instant, and when I realized that it was not good and ordered to retreat, the troops suffered almost half of the casualties. When I came back, I heard everyone scolding me in my heart, and I was helpless and couldn't explain it to them. ”

"Why are so many evolutionaries being unilaterally slaughtered by those zombies? We don't have a lot of evolutionaries, right? ”

Zhao Xinghua asked a question he wanted to ask when he was in the paper capital.

"We have a lot of evolutionaries, but most of them are original bomber pilots, and there are some ground crews and other technical troops, but the most combat-capable guard company fighters are the smallest among the evolutionaries, which is really fucking evil. Therefore, the combat power of the Evolver is not as strong as that of the warriors with guns. ”

"I've seen a lot of damaged military vehicles in the granary, did you also pass here?"

Zhao Xinghua continued to ask his questions.

"Hey! I really don't want to mention it, this is also my own command, that scene comes to me every day, it is the biggest nightmare of my life, after retreating from the city, many people around me have gathered here one after another, seeking refuge. The area of the base is very large, even if there are tens of thousands of people to arrange, I naturally ordered to start receiving, I didn't expect these people to be mixed with enemy spies, this is also my carelessness, I thought the world was like this, human beings should be a united front, I didn't expect that someone would catch the opportunity to destroy, blame me for being too idealistic at that time, and didn't ask everyone's heart. Lao Tian should also have told you that the location of aviation fuel and grain and some other substances were burned because the storage was too concentrated. ”

"I couldn't ignore the civilians who took it, and I also had to eat with my own soldiers, when a villager told me that there was a huge grain depot in Zheqiao Town, and he went there to deliver grain, and there was enough food in it to feed us for a lifetime. Hearing this, I naturally led some of the soldiers to carry it, but I didn't expect ~ I didn't expect to encounter boundless mice. The screams of the fallen warriors from the bottom of my heart sounded in my ears like a thunderbolt of lightning, terrifying and terrifying me from the deepest part of my heart, and I could hear their pain. When I came back, I had a fever for two days and vomited in the middle of the night. ”

"Later, I started hearing a lot of people say that I was scared, and I was really scared. This world is not something I can control, what I regret most now is the transfer of Captain Zhang, I also figured it out, this world is already like this, who will be in power and what, the left and right will not return to the original appearance, there is no Captain Zhang here, and it will not be me Huang Political Commissar who can lead the rest of the people to be independent of the end times, or discuss it, I will hand it over to you, right? ”

"What a joke!"

Zhao Xinghua was taken aback by this young officer, I don't know if he was stimulated, how could this person's thinking turn too fast.

"It also occurred to me suddenly, you don't know how low my prestige is here, and my abilities can only be used by humans, and there is no practical help to external dangers. And at least half of those evolutionaries saw their peers say that they had leg pain, and they also pretended to have leg pain, and they passively resisted activities such as exercise, and it became more and more difficult for me to command them. I stay away from the crowd every day, I just don't want to hear them scolding or blaming me in my heart. If you keep me here, I'll go crazy sooner or later and do something irrational, and take me away while I haven't lost my temper yet. ”