Chapter 82, Origin
The night shrouded the world like paint, between the dark heaven and the earth, the cold wind howled, the trees swayed, the weeds all over the ground were like waves rolling and swaying, the noisy voices in all directions could not suppress the raging waves in my heart, I had not yet recovered from Ling Kai's words, I sat side by side with him on the top of the mountain, and as far as the eye could see, the houses in the Hanmei Garden on the mountainside were still brightly lit in many places, and it could be seen that the interrogation was still continuing, but these did not seem to have much to do with me.
At this moment, my mind was in turmoil, full of Ling Kai's gentle confessional words, and a seed that was slowly sprouting in my heart was slightly crimson, like the joy and cheerfulness of a girl's love at the beginning, so that I didn't realize that the wind around me was blowing so violently, and there was no warmth in my body.
The back of my shoulders suddenly warmed, it was Ling Kai who took off his black leather coat and draped it on my body, and my scattered thoughts like countless lines flying around finally returned to reality, I looked up at him, turned my head slightly and leaned on his shoulder, and asked him in a low voice, "Do you really remember anything?" ”
He stiffened slightly as I leaned over, but he slowly stretched out his arm around my shoulders and said leisurely, "I just remember that I slept for a long, long time, and there was darkness between heaven and earth, and I was lying in the dark, and it was extremely cold all around. It wasn't until a sudden rush of heat that I woke up. ”
"Where did you wake up?" I looked up at him with some curiosity, his side face was as delicate and perfect as the front, but his complexion was slightly pale, like a person who had not recovered from a long-term illness, his excessively pale skin lined with short black and bright hair, and his long eyebrows were like splashing ink, but they were naturally straight and did not need to be retouched.
His lips were thin, tinged with a slight bluish, and I could imagine that his lips were as cold as his fingers, but with a seductive charm that made one want to approach it, to warm it, so that it would not freeze and never be warmer again.
Hearing my question, he looked down at me slightly, his eyes were never gentle, "It's in a cave in Xiangshan, it's very deep and dark, and no one can find it." ”
Xiangshan?
I was stunned, and something flashed through my mind, but it was always like a meteor falling, and I couldn't catch it at all.
"I still remember that it was the ninth day of the ninth month of September."
His words reminded me of something again, on the ninth day of the ninth month, wasn't it the day I found out that Jiang Hongming and Guo Lin were splitting legs? I still remember a dream that night, in the dream with a certain tour group in Xiangshan play, but strayed into the mountain, a huge bronze stone door appeared in front of me, the stone door slowly opened, the breath gushing out of it was huge and terrible, so that I woke up from the nightmare, at this time, I think back at this time, everything that happened that day suddenly seemed to be a lifetime away, in fact, only a few months apart.
The ninth day of September, the ninth day of September.
I thought about this special day in my heart, trying to remember if there were any strange things that happened that day, which led me to have that strange dream, and when I came out of the company in anger, I really wanted to find a place to relax, so I casually walked into a small travel agency that was closest to the company and had not yet closed.
At that time, a female employee handed me a beautiful picture album, which has a lot of pictures of the nearby scenic spots, including the scenery of Xiangshan, I still remember that there are four pictures of Xiangshan, in addition to the rhododendrons all over the mountain, the endless sea of azaleas on the top of the mountain, a pool of natural blue lake behind Xiangshan, there is also a small natural stone forest, in front of the stone forest, an inconspicuous small stone, there are two ancient characters carved by knives, although the handwriting is traditional, but also because of the wind and rain for many years, But I've always been interested in traditional Chinese characters, so after looking at them for a while, I recognized them as "forbidden land".
It was also because of these two words that I was in a very bad mood at that time and became a little interested, so I stretched out my hand and pointed to the painting and said, "Let's go here." "But what I didn't expect was that the album was of excellent quality, the pages were covered with a layer of protective film, and the upper right corner was a little damaged, causing my fingertips to be accidentally scratched there when I closed the album, and the stinging sensation came, and a drop of blood rolled down the smooth page, which frightened the female employee's face turned pale, and she hurriedly drew paper to me, and by the way, she gave me a Band-Aid.
That little bit of pain was nothing, and I didn't mind, but because of this, I felt even more gloomy, as if nothing was going well, so I didn't really sign up for the tour, but dragged my suitcase and took a taxi home.
That night, I had that strange dream, and when I thought about it, I suddenly realized that my blood was working. After all, Brahman Wu Mantra once said that my blood is different, it only appears once in a thousand years, which can be called rare and extremely precious, right?
The corners of my mouth twitched slightly, I felt sarcastic and ridiculous, but now these are not the key, the important thing is Ling Kai's origin, it is rare that he is willing to confess to me, and he is willing to sit with me and communicate with my heart, I really think that after today, he may return to his usual indifference, so that I can't guess what he is thinking at all, I can only get straight to the point to deal with this kind of person, and ask him directly, "Is there a small natural stone forest on the very deep hole where you are sleeping?" ”
"Not bad." He didn't know about me, so he answered honestly without hesitation, but I was shocked and looked at him in disbelief.
Xu noticed that my gaze was different, and he asked me, "What?" ”
I don't know whether to be surprised or rejoiced, is it really destined for my fate with him? How could there be so many coincidences otherwise? I couldn't hide my excitement and told him everything about that day, his face didn't change any expression, and he didn't interrupt me, just listened quietly, until he heard my blood dripping on the album and frowned imperceptibly, and then I dreamed of the bronze door, and his eyebrows began to frown, and the more he frowned, the tighter and tighter, as if he had fallen into deep thought.
However, when I finished speaking, he still frowned, and I don't know if he thought of anything.
I didn't want to interrupt his train of thought, so I waited quietly for him, and after a long time, he said thoughtfully, "Maybe your blood woke me up, but I still can't remember what happened before I woke up." ”
I feel a little disappointed in my heart, and at the same time feel sorry for him, what kind of pity and sadness is it for a person whose memory is completely blank, who has no idea where he came from and where he will go on his way back, living in this wonderful red dust? I don't want my past to be a blank slate, and if it were me, I would be sad and sad.
But then I thought about it, what if I don't remember everything before? It doesn't matter as long as you can get through the future. So, I reached out and stroked his frowning eyebrows, slowly smoothed the sorrow between his eyebrows, and whispered, "It doesn't matter if you don't remember, it really doesn't matter, I don't care, the important thing is the future, isn't it?" ”
He looked at me silently, slowly raised his hand to hold my hand, his fingers were still as cold as jade, but I didn't feel cold, because my heart was hot, like being soaked in a hot spring, extremely warm and comfortable.