Chapter 164: Self-inflicted affection
"What did you say?" Xiong Zhang turned his head and looked at Shi Yiguang, who was curled up in a ball.
The cheeks in the firelight are delicate and beautiful. The girl tilted her head and looked at herself lying on her side next to her, her eyes shining in the night firelight, like stars hidden in the night sky.
That look was clearly looking at himself, but it was as if he had seen far, far away through himself.
For a moment, Xiong Zhang felt that the girl in front of him was not in the same world as him.
For some reason, the thought slipped through his mind, and the vastness of emptiness and abruptness overwhelmed him.
Xiong Zhang unconsciously stretched out his hand in the direction of Shi Yiguang, wanting to grab something.
Shi Yiguang lowered his head, looked at the corner of his skirt that was being pulled, raised his head, and looked at Xiong Zhang.
"Xiong Zhang, what kind of woman will you marry in the future?" Shi Yiguang looked at Xiong Zhang and suddenly asked.
Xiong Zhang pulled Shi Yiguang's skirt, facing the burning fire, his eyes fell on Shi Yiguang's body. After a while, he moved away again.
"Who to marry......" Xiong Zhang muttered in his mouth, as if he was a little dazed: "The people in the palace are decided?" ”
Shi Yiguang moved his body, turned around to Xiong Zhang in front of him, and pulled his half-dried hair behind his back. looked at Xiong Zhang's side face fixedly: "What about you, you don't have a favorite person?" ”
Xiong Zhang listened to Shi Yiguang's words, turned his head, and looked at Shi Yiguang. He nodded, and shook his head again.
Shi Yiguang did not speak again. There was silence in the cave.
The sound of rain in the dark night was clearly audible.
Shi Yiguang stood up, walked to the shelf with the clothes, touched Xiong Zhang's clothes, and then walked to Xiong Zhang's side with his clothes, helped him up, and put him on little by little.
Although it was mid-spring and the weather was warmer, it was still a little cold at night, plus it was raining. In any case, if the injured Xiong Zhang had a fever, it would be bad.
Shi Yiguang supported Xiong Zhang to dress him for him, because he was afraid of involving his wounds, Shi Yiguang's movements were very gentle.
Xiong Zhang leaned on Shi Yiguang's arms, his head was weakly resting on Shi Yiguang's shoulder, and his eyes were closed. There was a slight redness on his face, and the corners of Shi Yiguang's mouth, which he couldn't see, were slightly hooked.
The unique girlish fragrance of Shi Yiguang's body lingered on the tip of his nose, he took a light breath, inhaled it into his heart, and found that the fragrance seemed to have a honey taste, a trace of sweetness.
Shi Yiguang also tied the belt of Xiong Zhang's clothes little by little.
Xiong Zhang leaned on Shi Yiguang's arms, opened his eyes, and looked at Shi Yiguang's face close at hand. It was soaked in the lake and washed away by the rain. Shi Yiguang's face was not as black and yellow as usual.
The skin is like clotted white porcelain, the collar is like a grub frost and snow, the red lips are a little, and the apricot eyes are affectionate.
Xiong Zhang was a little stunned.
Why didn't he notice that the girl in front of him had such a beautiful face.
"You're going to ask me if there's anyone you like." Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yi's side face that looked like Sanxia Hanlian under the firelight, and spoke.
Shi Yiguang paused when he was tying Xiong Zhang's clothes and turned his head to look at Xiong Zhang.
It will be good to see Xiong Zhang looking at himself in a daze. The black eyes of the two are opposite each other.
"I thought about it." Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang's dark brown eyes and said, "It should be regarded as yes." ”
Shi Yiguang's hand holding the belt of his clothes tightened. She frowned slightly.
It was a moment before she looked up. Xiong Zhang was still looking at her.
"If she were the one who brought great misfortune to her, would you still like it?" Shi Yiguang lowered his head, looked at Xiong Zhang, and asked with some apprehension.
"Woe to you? Why is it a woe to the man? Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang and frowned. After that, he thought about it and said, "What's the trouble?" ”
Shi Yiguang looked at Xiong Zhang who spoke. The corners of her mouth twitched, tilted her head, thought about it, turned back again, looked at Xiong Zhang, sighed for a long time.
"Let me think about it." She said in a huff, then lowered her head.
"What do you think?" Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang with some doubts, and replied without thinking about it. As he spoke, he tried to sit up with his body propped up, but the wound was too deep and it hurt when he moved. So I stopped and continued to lie in Shi Yiguang's arms.
Shi Yiguang listened to Xiong Zhang's words, lowered her head and still thought, she picked up a wisp of green silk on Xiong Zhang's chest, put it on the tip of her nose and sniffed it lightly, and then lowered her head and looked straight into Xiong Zhang's eyes, her voice was gentle, and said, "What if she is a disaster?" It is...... Those who are with her, your country, will be in trouble. Well...... And yes, the one who wants her will die, what about such a scourge? So what? ”
Shi Yiguang didn't know what to say, she stammered a little hesitantly as she spoke. The voice was soft, but his eyes were staring straight at Xiong Zhang, and he didn't take his eyes off for a moment.
She has always been a free and easy person, just like a neat rejection of those she doesn't like, and she won't twist her posture to those she likes.
For her, if she likes it, she has to be close.
Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang's hesitation and apprehension, and he also looked at Shi Yiguang's eyes without evasion. The originally drooling eyebrows and eyes instantly wrinkled.
He looked at Shi Yiguang and thought for a long time, then shook his head: "In this case, I won't get close." ”
The fetters in the cave were blown by the cold wind. Shi Yiguang's face darkened.
Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang's suddenly darkened face, frowned, and explained seriously: "I am a member of the Chu royal clan, and I am still a descendant of the clan throne. Naturally, I can't abandon the mountains and rivers of my motherland. ”
Xiong Zhang tried to explain seriously, and as he spoke, he stared at Shi Yiguang's increasingly dark face, and became a little at a loss. So he explained a little panickedly: "No matter how deep the love of children is, it is also a private relationship." The royal family was born and learned the virtues of the way. In front of the avenue, personal feelings naturally cannot be compared. ”
Shi Yiguang looked at Xiong Zhang, who was becoming more and more fluent, expressionless.
As he spoke, Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang's face, his voice slowed down, he frowned, and wondered, "Where did I say something wrong?" ”
"Get out." Shi Yiguang threw the green silk of the bear chapter that he was still holding in his hand to the front, and then turned around and ignored it.
Xiong Zhang stayed behind Shi Yiguang, at a loss and confused.
After a while, Shi Yiguang turned his head and glared at Xiong Zhang: "Then why did you confess to me on the day of the Spring Festival?" ”
"Confession?" Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang, and his face became even more puzzled: "What is a confession?" ”
Shi Yiguang rolled his eyes upward: "It's the crooked neck under the willow tree on the day of spring, why do you say that you like me?" ”
Xiong Zhang's face was puzzled at first, and then he suddenly said: "Oh! Oh that day! Xiong Zhang said, frowned, looked at Shi Yiguang, and said with some hesitation: "Did I say it that day?" ”
Shi Yi's face was dark, and he tilted his head to think about it. It seems, indeed...... That day, Xiong Zhang didn't seem to say that he liked her from beginning to end. It's what she's been saying.
"Why are you shy and twisted if you don't like me? And how do you treat your sweetheart? Shi Yiguang turned his head and looked at Xiong Zhang again, his eyes were already filled with anger.
Xiong Zhang's usual indifferent face was innocent: "That's because you keep asking me again, I can only answer." Again...... I think I like it a little. Xiong Zhang said a little hesitantly, he looked at Shi Yiguang, although he hesitated, his eyes were serious: "When I listened to you, I don't know how it was in the past, at least at that time...... It's really exciting. ”
After that, he looked at Shi Yiguang, thought about it, and frowned again: "But I think this, thinking about it carefully, it doesn't seem to be clear what the emotion is." ”
Probably liked. Xiong Zhang thought, but when he heard the catastrophe that could destroy the country, he suddenly didn't dare to say what he thought in his heart without scruples.
Even if there is no such thing as an if, if you can't bear it, you don't dare to respond at will.
"Then why did you block the arrows for me?" Shi Yiguang looked at Xiong Zhang, his eyes were already sharp, and he asked questions.
Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang's gaze and did not answer immediately. After thinking for a moment, he said, "I saw you being shot off the cliff, and I habitually wanted to save you." ”
Saying that, Xiong Zhang paused, looked at Shi Yiguang, was silent for a moment, and then said, "I think, I don't want you to die." ”
"And if it's someone else, will it be saved?"
"I don't know." Xiong Zhang shook his head. He didn't save anyone else in that situation.
The fire in the cave was blazing, reflecting the rocky walls of the cave. The spring rain outside has stopped at some point. All that remained was the droplets of water hanging from the trees in the mountains, dripping from time to time on the stones below.
'Tick-tick-tick-' tapped, making the mountain wind a little lighter.
Shi Yiguang looked at Xiong Zhang for a long time, then suddenly raised his head and sighed: "Hey......"
It turned out that she was all self-inflicted......
When she thought that Xiong Zhang was affectionate to her, and when she was ready, she took the initiative to show her goodwill. I found that people didn't mean that at all.
Shi Yiguang rolled his eyes. It's not at all according to the routine of crossing women to see people's love.
"Sleep, sleep." She said in a dull tone, and fell towards the fire. I closed my eyes.
Xiong Zhang looked at Shi Yiguang, a little confused and embarrassed. When Shi Yiguang lay down, he raised his eyes and looked at Shi Yiguang deeply, then lowered his eyebrows, lay down and closed his eyes.
About an hour later, the sky outside had opened hazy.
Shi Yiguang got up first, propped himself up and looked at the sky outside. Then I looked at the fire with some small flames. She reached out and nudged the bear.
Xiong Zhang opened his hazy eyes and looked out of the cave.