Chapter 34: Goodbye
Suddenly, I felt a little worried in my heart, why should I look at them?
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Alone, from the sense of the word, it always makes people think that it only exists in a dark corner or something. For the loneliness of the ancient style, it is staged in a dignified manner. As if to prove it, a vacuum formed around him like the eye of a typhoon. Gu Feng sat on the steps of the pedestrian street, not because he had nothing to do, but because he didn't want to do anything, his eyes were gloomy thinking about something, and his expression was rarely melancholy.
He hates crowds.
He has never understood life, nor feelings, nor has he the luxury of understanding. Gu Feng hated it, people who always talked about topics such as thinking about the meaning of life, hated people who said that they felt self-pity for themselves in three days, and Gu Feng hated the human race.
He dismisses the words that people lament the world like this. For this world, Gu Feng does not say that he has seen anything clearly, nor does he have the desire to see anything clearly. A group of people who have not entered the WTO and have not dried up are expressing their dissatisfaction with the world and their own lives, expressing their feelings and self-righteously criticizing others, which is nothing more than childish arrogance in the eyes of the ancient style.
Therefore, the ancient style is disgusted with people who define others, life, and the world without authorization. People who don't understand others, people who haven't experienced life, people who haven't seen the world clearly, and people who don't have the qualifications to define things without permission, Gu Feng thinks so.
Life and the world, these two words are more like a bland and tasteless movie in the eyes of the elderly, and they are also like chewing gum that becomes more and more tasteless. When you get old, you can continue to accumulate experience, but at the same time, you are also accumulating sins. Accumulates more and more, to the point where you can engulf yourself.
Gu Feng is also disgusted, and he defines himself without authorization. Because the person watching does not understand the other person, they will find the other person annoying. Does that mean you don't even know about yourself?
What am I doing?
Inexplicable identity, the duty is to maintain the balance of the city, to maintain the status quo. But how long will this last, how long will it last, and what will become of it when the status quo can no longer be maintained? I look at them, probably because I think I can get answers from them. Life can never be turned back, even this bland scene will eventually fall to pieces, and then one day there will be no regrets for the loss.
Nothing to do, that's probably the best-case scenario, but if that's the case, what have we, been doing so far?
Gu Feng always casts his eyes out of the window when he is awake, not because he likes it, but because he looks away from the crowd. He knew very well that the distance between him and the crowd might be less than two meters, but there was a barrier that could not be crossed.
There is a clear difference, a decisive difference between him and them, and since a long time ago, the ancient style has noticed this fact, or rather the truth. No matter how close he is to them, his heart will always be lonely.
Under the blue sky, a gentle breeze blows through the green trees on the side of the road, making the leaves rustle. Gu Feng raised his eyes, which had been staring at the steps, and looked in the direction where the wind was blowing.
Inadvertently, the eyes of the boy and the girl touched each other unexpectedly, and the two were slightly stunned. It's not a long time, it shouldn't have taken a few seconds, but it's subtle and feels like a long time. As if inadvertently, she staggered her gaze and cast her gaze elsewhere.
The hair swaying in two strands, the light quarter-length cream cardigan, and the neat and flowing dress with ribbons tied below the chest gave the impression of being more effeminate than usual. When walking, simple sandals worn on top of plain feet make a cool and quiet foot sound.
After that night, Gu Yu never went to look for Gu Feng again, because Gu Yu's problem had been solved, and Gu Feng did not go to see Gu Yu again.
Gu Yu didn't know what kind of expression he should use to face Gu Feng, obviously he helped him, but he said something very excessive to him, and now what could he say to him. As if he had made up his mind, Gu Yu took a deep breath and looked towards the location where Gu Feng was, but Gu Feng's figure had disappeared.
"You're so kind."
"Are you blind?"
In an uninhabited alley, Gu Feng leaned against a relatively clean wall around the corner, and an ice-blue butterfly was perched on his shoulder.
"Huh? Isn't this kind of behavior of helping the elderly something that good people do? ”
The girl's voice coming from the butterfly's body is still so familiar.
“…… It's just to carry an old guy lying on the road to the hospital and continue to lie down, and there is no need to even worry about it. And it's just a chance encounter, like a wallet that has been returned, giving up a seat to the elderly, and then 'Oh no, I've done a great thing!' Don't think of me and those idiots as if you were just entertaining yourself. ”
Gu Feng's answer was still bland.
"Hmm! What is this? What an awkward answer, what about the reason why you deliberately alienated her? ”
"It's the most efficient, that's all."
Gu Feng replied as he looked at the blue sky.
"Thinking becomes language, language becomes action. Then, actions become habits, and habits become characters. ”
The girl's tone was subtle and seemed to mean something.
"What do you mean?"
Gu Feng replied.
"Huh?"
For some reason, the girl was silent for a moment and continued.
"You know what I'm talking about, you're running away, you're running away from the opportunity to make contact with people."
“……”
There was no answer.
"Are you speechless because you were right?"
“……”
"I don't know why you're doing this, but this kind of ambiguity probably won't be what you want."
"By the way, I heard that you have the ability to absorb other people's lives, it's true......"
Click......
Before the words fell, the murderous aura flashed in Gu Feng's eyes, and the ice-blue butterfly shattered in response and fell from Gu Feng's shoulders to the ground. Mixed with unknown emotions, Gu Feng sighed.
"Unclear...... Is it? ”
Still in the same apartment, on the bed, a girl stretched and hugged the pillow again.
"Sure enough, it's destroyed again, so ...... That news is probably true, Gu...... What the hell is the secret of this strange clan. ”
……
Gu Yu sat on the bench at the entrance of the dessert shop, looking at the bricks on the ground intently. Suddenly, a hand reached out in front of her and shook it, followed by a familiar voice.
"Classmate Gu, classmate Gu, do you need help?"
Gu Yu was taken aback, raised his head, looked at the young man standing in front of him, and stopped talking.
"Is it bothered? In fact, the current situation is easy to understand, it's just an idle guy who has nothing to do and is recommending himself to Gu Yu. ”
Gu Feng's face had a smile that made Gu Yu feel familiar.
“…… I'm sorry. ”
After being silent for a while, Gu Yu hesitated to say this, his eyes lowered, as if he didn't have the courage to look at Gu Feng.
"Forgive you, who made me a man?"
Gu Feng leaned forward slightly, clasped his hands behind his back, and said proudly.
"What are you doing, it's an unhappy reaction."
Gu Yu seemed to look away a little unhappily.
“…… Also, I want to say, I'm sorry. ”
Gu Feng paused and continued.
"Forgive you, who made me a girl?"
Gu Yu suddenly took over and said in an ancient tone.
"Ah, aren't you angry?"
"yes, really...... It's very infuriating. ”
Gu Feng and Gu Yu looked at each other's eyes and smiled. Gu Yu, who was immersed in the early morning sun, had a gorgeous face that did not eat the fireworks of the world, his long black soft hair glowed with brilliant brilliance in the sun, his black and white eyes, and his slender eyelashes trembled slightly.
"Speaking of which, Gu Feng, did you just ask me if I needed help?"
Gu Yu seemed to have just remembered, and a sly smile appeared on his face.
"Uh...... No, no, no, how is it possible, you must be misremembering, it must be. ”
Gu Feng hurriedly denied it, joke, my brother was lazy once, how could he give your time at your disposal because of your words.
"That's right...... I guess I misremembered. ”
Gu Yu lowered his head as he spoke, his shoulders shrugged slightly, and a few sad tears jumped on his face.
The sadness of the beauty is definitely lethal, coupled with a few tears and a sad look of drooping eyes, the ** people around who have been hesitating for a long time to come forward to talk to them have become indignant, they sharpen their knives, and their faces are not good. If Gu Yu really wants to shout some taboo words now, riots are predictable, and group fights must be inevitable.
"Uh...... Okay, can't I say yes to anything? ”
Gu Feng saw that the form was not good, and hurriedly changed his words.
"Really? You said it yourself, I didn't force you. ”
After speaking, he immediately changed his face, Gu Yu's face instantly turned cloudy and clear, and the sad tears were long gone.
"So ......"