115 I can't help myself
"Really, I'm really jealous...... " The smile on Xiao Nai's lips was very bitter, he held the glass in his hand, and said in a complicated tone: "Everyone is human, why is the difference so huge?" The eldest young master who was born with a golden soup spoon in his mouth, and I-"
"Xiao Nai!" Lingse raised his head suddenly, looked at him fixedly, and said word by word: "What does not match the excellent ability and outstanding appearance is the poverty of the family." That's right, you should complain about God's unfairness. Because in my opinion, it's really unfair to you. But Shaunai, all this is not a reason to support you to steal other people's money! There are too many people from poor families, and you are not the only one. There are many more people in this world than you are pitiful. There are also people whose family background is not as good as yours, and their looks and IQ are not as good as yours, and they grab a lot of them. But people didn't just do that kind of thing! If you explain what you've done in an unfair way, you're too unproductive. There is not even a duty to admit courage! I thought that five years later, you would feel guilty about what you had done, and even if you didn't feel guilty, you should always have regrets, right? But you still only talk about the poverty of your family, and you don't realize what you have done yourself. Xiao Nai, I think I may have misread you. β
Hearing this, Xiao Nai just smiled gently, not mentioning his grievances and bitterness, and now, he still wants to protect her, and is reluctant to mention the things of the year. It's just that he was afraid, and he pulled her into the abyss again. So he just smiled and said, "Lingse, I've been waiting for five years." I've finally waited for your accusations. It's great that you've finally spoken out about your displeasure with me. "Wouldn't she feel a little better in that way? Less oppressive pain?
Looking at this gentle face and the concerned tone, Lingse opened his small mouth, and he couldn't say a word of accusation. Obviously, she fantasized many times in her heart that when she met him again, what should she say to accuse him. Countless vicious words reappeared in her head repeatedly. But as soon as she saw him, let alone vicious words, she couldn't even say a heavy word.
Ye Chengshu is right, she is just a meat bun, she is rubbed by others, and she can't even say a word heavy. She was too weak and incompetent. No wonder Xiaoya has bullied her for so many years. I don't blame others for bullying her, I just blame her for being too incompetent. If she can have Jingjing or half of the strength of tomorrow's core, her childhood will be much happier, right?
Xiao Nai didn't care, just smiled and asked, "Is that all?" I thought you'd scold me a few more times. It doesn't matter, if you have any resentment in your heart, come and spark it on me. I have come back this time to atone for my sins. β
Lingse didn't know how to respond to his gentle gestures, so she pursed her lips and said stiffly: "It's been so long, I've forgotten it." β
"Lingse, you are so gentle." Xiao Nai smiled shallowly, "Obviously, after I did something like that to you, I walked away again, and you were injured and hospitalized." But you won't even say a word of reproach. Gu Lingse, you are really too gentle. β
Is she gentle? She didn't know, she only knew that in the face of such a forbearant face, she couldn't bear to accuse. Even though, he really did something very excessive.
"After I went abroad, I heard from my classmates that your injuries seemed to be very serious. How's it going, do you have a scar on your body? Has the scar ever faded? β
Taking a deep breath, Lingse didn't want to entangle with him anymore, she was tired, really tired. I don't have the strength to play this hypocrisy with him anymore. "Xiao Nai, you want to talk about it this time, so let's get down to business. Anything else, I don't want to mention again. β
"Lingse, you've really changed a lot. You wouldn't have been like that beforeβ"
"Xiao Nai!" Lingse roared angrily, "Are you still finished?" I'm wasting time with you here, not to hear you reminisce about the past! If you don't have anything to say, please go back! I still have to go to work, no more relaxed than President Xiao! β
Xiao Nai pursed his lips forbearingly, he wanted to say a lot of things, but when he opened his mouth, it was just one sentence, "Lingse, back then, I couldn't help myself." In order to protect her from harm, he could only choose to leave, ruthlessly. Even if he knew what harm it would cause her, he could only choose to leave ruthlessly. Because, the heart hurts, it's better to go to prison, right? It's better than parting with life and death, right?
"Involuntarily?" Lingse sneered, what a sentence I can't help myself!
After four years of entanglement, five years of pain, and a total of nine years before and after, he only used a sentence to pass it by himself? Isn't that ridiculous?
At this moment, her heart was like water, and she was not shocked. All the things that were in the past have dissipated with the wind.
Anyway, five years have passed, so what's the point of talking about this now?
Lingse stood up, pointed in the direction of the door, and said calmly: "President Xiao, if what you want to say is just a sentence that you can't help yourself, then I already understand." So, now please leave. β
Looking at her resolute little face, Xiao Nai suddenly wanted to spit out the grievances and forbearance in her heart. But no, although five years have passed, the sequelae of that incident have not completely faded! If it is mentioned, it will still set off a bloody storm! He can't say!
Xiao Nai pretended to smile lightly, suppressing her indifference in her heart, just warning herself that she was not ruthless to herself, it was just that she didn't understand the truth of the matter and didn't understand his patience. If she had understood, she would not have had such an attitude towards herself.
"Lingse, even if I do something to hurt you, we don't have the old love of lovers, but there is still the love of classmates? Why do you reject me so coldly? β
"Shaunai." Lingse called him calmly, and said expressionlessly: "Although it is often said on the Internet that we can't be lovers, we can still be friends, if you can't take care of you as a lover, let me care about you as a friend." But in my opinion, between us, after going through those things, I didn't draw a knife against you, and I was already nostalgic. You may not know how many times I endured it and persuaded myself how many times I didn't beat you. Between us, lovers are doomed to no avail, friends, so let's avoid it. Because as soon as I see your face, I can't help but think of the things you do. So, we'd better be strangers. β
"Strangers?" Xiao Nai asked bitterly: "Is it the kind of stranger who doesn't owe each other?" β
"Nope." Lingse shook his head, a small amount, but very firm, "Xiao Nai, you owe me all your life, and you will never be able to pay it back." We are not strangers who do not owe each other. Rather, he is a stranger who is like a stranger. β
"Lingse, won't you want to give me another chance?" Xiao Nai looked up at her, the injury in his eyes was very sad for him, he said: "In my life, I have only loved one woman, and that is you, Gu Lingse." Even five years ago, I was forβ" The words suddenly stopped, he pursed his lips, and just said: "Lingse, if you believe me, you should know that I can't bear to hurt you, and I have no intention of hurting you. I really amβ"
"It's involuntarily. I know, President Xiao, you have already said it. Ling interrupted his words indifferently, and calmly withdrew his hand pointing to the door, "President Xiao, I'm sorry, I still have to go to work, so I can't talk with you more." There are drinks at home, you take them and drink them yourself. If it's not enough, there is still my husband's treasure of red wine in the wine cellar, so you are welcome, just take it and drink it. I'll be out of company first. President Xiao remembered to close the door when he left. β
After speaking, Lingse didn't care that he was only wearing a nightdress, ran to the table in the living room in three steps, grabbed his bag with Bai Jingjing, and rushed out of the door.
It's ridiculous! This is obviously her home, and it is not she who has done wrong, but she has fled like a sinner through the ages. But there was no way, she really couldn't look at Xiao Nai's aggrieved handsome face that was extremely forbearing. Although, she didn't understand very much, what kind of face did he have! What qualifications do you have to put on a grievance! Even if she hated him and resented him in her heart, she didn't want to see his hurt expression.
That face is too similar to Ye Chengshu. That kind of face is only suitable for high-spirited calm and elegant. Grievances and injuries shouldn't appear on a face like that.
"Director!" Bai Jingjing was shouting something to Zhu You, but suddenly saw the door of the villa being opened, and a figure ran out from inside, it was the figure of their director who had not had time to change his clothes and was still wearing pajamas. At that time, I was shocked and understood that what she had talked to Xiao Nai must not be very pleasant.
"Let's postpone our business!" Bai Jingjing threw a word at Zhu You, and then went up and stopped in front of Lingse.
"Superintendent, you ......, "Are you alright?" Do you need to ask this? Their eyes are as red as rabbits, can they be okay?
Zhuyou is no longer making trouble, he naturally understands which is more important. In the case of his sister-in-law sobbing, if he is still entangled with Bai Jingjing, he doesn't need Ye Chengshu to whip him, he can find a belt and hang himself. Even if Ye Chengshu's relationship is aside, even if the crying woman is a stranger, he can't sit idly by.
Women's tears are really too heavy for men to bear!
"Is the bastard still in there?" Zhu You frowned, and began to pull his sleeves as he spoke, "Sister-in-law, you wait, I'll go in and help you clean him up!" β
Bai Jingjing pulled the person back, glared at him viciously, and scolded angrily: "Can you make less trouble?" How old are you, when something happens, you will pull your sleeves and fight and beat people, are you a primary school student? You keep me quiet! Don't mess with it! β
"Even if I was a primary school student, I would admit it!" Zhu You shook off Bai Jingjing's hand, "Damn, you've bullied people to the door, can you bear this?" If Chengshu is not there, my sister-in-law is my responsibility! I'm going to have to unload that grandson's legs today! How dare you provoke my sister-in-law to shed tears? It's against him! β
After speaking, Zhu You rushed to the villa, no matter how Bai Jingjing pulled, he couldn't pull it.