Chapter 376: Heartless
Support the king of Yue Goujian to restore the country, and solve all emotional entanglements and involvements for him. Yayu is the most important person.
Shi Yiguang stretched out his hand and stroked the wooden hairpin on his head, and his gaze fluttered lightly, falling on the neck of Queen Yue Yayu.
Try again. Even though I still suffer from heartache.
Outside the hall, a palace lady walked in, holding a pot in her hand. Queen Yue Yayu turned around, looked at Xiao Gong'e who walked in, and stretched out her hand.
In the gap when Yayu had his back to her and took the medicine, Shi Yiguang raised his hand and pressed it on his wooden hairpin. One pump.
When she pulled it out and was about to stab it at Yayu's neck, a strong force enveloped her, making her whole body from hair to toes unable to move at all. The next moment, the ensuing heartache swept through the limbs.
This time, Shi Yiguang didn't have time to clear up for a moment, and he fainted in pain.
Yayu turned around with the medicine, and was shocked when he saw Shi Yiguang who had fainted.
"Go and get the Imperial Doctor!" She said.
"No!" Xiao Gong'e next to her responded and hurriedly retreated.
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When Shi Yiguang woke up again, it was already three days later. She woke up slowly, and there was still a dull pain in her chest. Xiao Gong'e stood by the window, looking at Shi Yiguang who opened her eyes, and was overjoyed: "Ah! The girl is awake! The slave and maid go and report to the queen! With that, he turned around and ran out with his skirt in his hand.
Shi Yiguang lay on the bed, staring at the carved beams above his head, stunned.
If it's next time, how much will it weigh?
The first time it was just pain, and the second time it hurt for a while and I was unconscious. Wake up at night. The third time, this time, I fainted in pain, followed by three days in a coma.
Next time, how long will you be unconscious?
If you can't do it yourself, can you tell Anyang and let him do it?
Shi Yiguang suddenly thought of Tianwu's instructions. I can't even say anything that can reveal my identity and the way forward. So even if you don't do it, it's impossible to tell Anyang.
Shi Yiguang suddenly felt powerless in his heart. The powerlessness of wanting to change but not being able to change. The frustration of knowing how to worry about the road ahead but not being able to reverse it.
Rolling red dust, she can't change anything on her own after all. Nor can it be changed. Knowing the way forward, she was at a loss.
Where do we go from here? Fate is predestined. Her future seems to have been decided. But why is it that when you know that you are powerless to change, you are even more at a loss.
Do you want to be sunk by the river again?
Outside the palace, Queen Yue Yayu had already walked in, followed by Xiao Gong'e.
Shi Yiguang heard the sound and turned to look at Yayu who walked in from the door. Yayu walked over to her bedside and looked at her. Stretched out his hand and waved. The palace ladies around her all retreated.
When she was persuaded to sink into the river that day, she also came from outside the palace like this.
Once again, the icy river water spread over her, and the biting cold came. An Yang stood on the Gusu platform, holding a blood-stained long sword, standing long, dressed in white and with black hair, fluttering away. He turned his head and looked at her. A faint smile.
Go back. When you return, live well.
An Yang was on the Gusu platform, in order to exchange for her safety in the first life, blood spurted out of his white neck.
"Shih Tzu? Shih Tzu? ”
A call came from the side, recalling Shi Yiguang's mind. She turned her head to look at Yayu standing next to her.
"Queen." She said.
"Why are you crying?" Yayu sat on the edge of Shi Yiguang's bed.
Shi Yiguang raised his hand when he heard the words and touched the corner of his eye. Only then did I realize that I didn't know when tears were falling from the corners of my eyes. She wiped the water stains from the corners of her eyes and said, "I'm going to wake up, yawning and feeling a little sleepy." ”
The picture of Anyang killing himself in front of him has dissipated. Shi Yiguang's eyes were firm. She can't sink into the river, even if it's for Anyang, she can't just accept her fate.
Yayu looked at Shi Yiguang and asked with concern, "Is your body better?" ”
Shi Yiguang responded: "Thank you for the queen's concern, it's much better." ”
Hearing this, Yayu picked up Shi Yiguang's arm, put his fingers on her wrist, and took it.
"Your pulse still looks so steady." Yayu said: "If you didn't personally watch you get sick, I wouldn't believe that you have a hidden disease." ”
Shi Yiguang didn't speak, just bowed his head apologetically.
"Are you okay with this?" Yayu said again: "You are going to enter the Wu Palace, if your body has always been like this, how can it be good." ”
"The queen doesn't have to worry, if you pay attention to it, it won't be easy to get sick. I hadn't been sick for many years before I entered the palace. Shi Yiguang said soothingly.
Yayu listened, but frowned: "Since you haven't been sick at home for many years, why did you come to this Yue Palace twice in just a few days?" ”
Shi Yiguang heard this, and his heart moved.
She can't say things that don't know, and she can't imply things and feelings that haven't happened to anyone. That has already happened, can it be?
Thinking of this, Shi Yiguang raised his hand to hold his heart. Lips are pursed.
Seeing this, Yayu hurriedly asked, "But my heart hurts again?" ”
Shi Yiguang shook his head, looked at Yayu and stopped.
"If there's something to do, it's okay to talk about it. I'm not going to embarrass you. Yayu said.
Shi Yiguang raised his head and glanced at Yayu, and then said: "I shouldn't have talked about the king......" As he spoke, Shi Yiguang's voice stopped abruptly.
Yayu turned cold for a moment.
"But the king has come to see you?" She asked.
Shi Yiguang buried his head and nodded: "I was cutting flowers in the house that day, and suddenly I saw the king coming. And he was frightened and became ill. ”
Yayu listened and was silent for a long time. When Shi Yiguang looked up again, her expression had returned to normal.
Yayu's expression returned to normal, tucked the quilt for Shi Yiguang, and reassured: "You don't have to worry. The king will not come over in the future. You just have to take care of yourself. ”
Shi Yiguang looked at Yayu with doubts in his eyes, and asked cautiously: "Is the queen going to tell the king?" Will he reprimand you? ”
Yayu laughed when he heard Shi Yiguang's words.
"Don't worry, the king won't dispose of me until I return to the country." She said.
That's what I said. Shi Yiguang was puzzled: "What about after the restoration of the country?" ”
Yayu didn't answer again. He only said, "You have a good rest, I will come to see you tomorrow." ”
Shi Yiguang nodded first, then looked at Yayu and said, "If the king comes to me again, what should I do?" ”
"He's not coming, don't worry." Yayu said, she looked at the confusion on Shi Yi's face. Stretched out his hand and touched her smooth forehead: "The king is the army of heaven to restore the country, because he is the most ruthless person in the world." ”
Shi Yiguang was dazed: "Is the king not good to you?" ”
Shi Yiguang's question sounded in the empty hall.
"Whether it's good or not, it has nothing to do with never being ruthless." Yayu said: "You'll know when you enter the Wu Palace in the future." Fucha is a lover. ”
Shi Yiguang frowned.
"Did he have affection for the queen?" She asked.