Jiang Nan, who was standing on the rooftop, touched the sheets and quilts that were caught by small clips, smelled the smell of laundry detergent, and swirled in his mind what Jiang Yuanda told her:

"I had diarrhea last night, and Zitao ran to the nurse's office, and now called the nurse on duty to prescribe the medicine for me.

After taking care of me, I lay down again, and he began to wash again.

At six o'clock in the morning, as soon as he went to work in the hospital to manage the sheets and quilts, he went to ask for a new set.

Dressed me and made the bed, I was transferred to this hospital bed again. ”

Jiang Yuanda only told Jiang Nan these short words, but Jiang Nan seemed to be able to imagine the whole picture.

Brother Zitao had to scrub her dad, change her clothes, and wash her hair in the bathroom for an hour or two.

That bottle of perfume was also bought on purpose, right?

Hehe, fool, and told her lightly that she accidentally fell.

Jiang Nan's ponytail was a little messy by the evening breeze, and she tucked the broken hair around her ears, just like now, her heart was also a little messy.

And at the same time, not only his daughter's heart was disturbed, but Jiang Yuanda's heart was also very chaotic, because his eldest brother came to see him.

Jiang Yuanda looked at the old ginger who had lost a whole circle, and he didn't know what it was like.

It's also strange, obviously before going to the south, Lao Jiang was also wearing a hospital gown, but now that he sees this again, how sad he is.

"Brother Jiang, I was supposed to go to see you."

Lao Jiang smiled: "Which of us looks at the other is different, my family Xiaoya said that you are back, I still don't believe it, it turns out that my waist is twisted." ”

Jiang Yuanda said: "I'm afraid that you will be in a hurry, I didn't even tell Brother Li, I was planning to call him tomorrow and ask him to help me run to the cargo station, the goods I sent back from the south are estimated to be coming, and a few stores didn't ask, alas, let me do this business, don't mention it." ”

After thinking about it, Jiang Yuanda asked, "Brother Jiang, what is the situation on your side now?" No matter what, it's all treated, now the medical conditions are much stronger than before, and my mother-in-law's heart problems are fine, ah? ”

Five minutes later, Jiang Nan and Jiang Xiaoya, who were standing outside, heard Old Jiang crying.

Jiang Xiaoya stubbornly raised his head and held back his tears.

His father only cried on the day he got home, and he has been very cooperative with the treatment since then, and he looks quite strong, but when he sees Uncle Jiang, he can cry like this.

Jiang Nan also lowered his head when he heard this, and he was in a very bad mood, because Uncle Jiang was crying bitterly and crying with her father:

"Yuanda, reconcile with your younger siblings, kneel down and admit your mistakes, you have to reconcile, a man is not a man who wants to lose his temper in front of a woman to save face, we are sorry to be sorry.

While you are still healthy, you can still give her a good life, and be better for your younger siblings and children.

I regret it now, a lifetime, just these decades, is actually quite short.

Ups and downs, poor, rich, stumbling, scenery, it feels like a blink of an eye.

Now it's like this again, it's all Xiaoya's companion to me, and in the end, I'm like this today, and I'm still Xiaoya.

She scolded me, was scared and cried a handful of snot, and discussed that I should live well, but I had to fight for one more day, don't be discouraged, and apologize to me, crying into tears and saying that she was wrong.

Yuanda, it's not that she's wrong, she's afraid, afraid that I'll die, it's me who is wrong, it's us who is wrong! ”

Old Jiang cried very excitedly, and the frightened Jiang Yuanda supported his body with his elbow, afraid that Brother Jiang would cry and faint.

But Lao Jiang's next few words made Jiang Yuanda's eyes red in an instant.

"My Xiaoya also said: Dad, I was wrong, I understand what children mean, they are regretting knowing that I have today, and they will be better to me.

But the lady didn't know that these words pierced my heart, and I regretted it more than them.

If I had known that I would not be able to accompany them for a long time, I should have been kind to my wife and children. ”

"Brother Jiang, don't say it, alas."

Jiang Yuanda sighed, Jiang Nan, who listened to this scene outside, she was not Jiang Xiaoya's identity, but she felt a little unbearable.

Jiang Nan sniffed and silently walked out of the ward.

She leaned against the wall outside, and at this moment, she was suddenly a little scared.

I don't know why, I'm afraid that one day my mother will be better, and my father will make her regret something.

I'm afraid that one day, looking back at the road I've traveled, there are still a lot of regrets, and among these regrets, I'm very, very afraid that even one thing has no chance to be recovered.

She suddenly realized how smart she was before, how many times she "won" her father, or even "win" her mother, and let them listen to her, how good she was.

She was always self-righteous.

Speaking used to be her job, but later this mouth became her weapon.

How painful she can be, how embarrassed she can be when she scolds people, how angry she can be, how much extremely cold-blooded she can use to say it to her closest people with the most vicious words.

It turns out that the more people who can speak, the better they are at hurting people with words.

Jiang Nan bit her lower lip, remembered the scene where she waved the contract, and asked her father in an extremely calm voice: Do you sign the transfer of property? Her father took a few steps backwards, the hurt and shock in his eyes.

Thinking of the cruel words she said with a kitchen knife, the subtext was almost to say: "You're sorry for my mother, why didn't you die?" ”

She asked herself, Jiang Nan, is it because you know that he didn't die in the end? That's why you can be unscrupulous, and the person you obviously love very much, can you say cruel things if you want to?

Did you know that language can become violence? Did you know that you are also an abuser? Why are you so awesome? Can you be so awesome that one day if he is like Uncle Jiang and has to count down to live, will you really not regret it?

Jiang Nan, how much he needs to love you before he chooses to forget your words, to ignore the heart that was pierced by you with a verbal knife, and he has to pretend not to hurt to get close to you.

"Male?"

When Ren Zitao approached, Jiang Nan hurriedly blocked his eyes with his palms, but the snot kept flowing, and he looked embarrassed.

Ren Zi panicked: "What's the matter?" What's going on? ”

"No, nothing happened, it's just that my dad's friend came, he had leukemia, talking or something, I felt uncomfortable listening to it, so I ......"

Ren Zitao looked inside the ward and found that Jiang Nan was crying, that is, there was still a person standing at the door of the inner room, and the kid's shoulders were shaking when he was crying, but the strange thing was that he couldn't hear Uncle Jiang talking?

Because of Lao Jiang, who is already under the persuasion of Jiang Yuanda at this moment, his mood has slowly stabilized, and he does not have the miserable cry of the man at the beginning.

But these two fathers didn't expect it, they didn't expect the children who eavesdropped on the two outside, and they were so worried that they couldn't cry themselves.

And this scene silently shed tears, so that the two children listened to the conversation between the two fathers, and just let go of a thing called "heavy" in their hearts, something they had always thought of.