Lu Shaotian's muscles suddenly tightened, his breath was suffocated, even if Yuhan couldn't see it, he could clearly feel a different breath, and asked with some uncertainty: "What, are you okay?" ”

"Fawn, what's wrong with you? Why don't you speak? ”

“……”

"Dead." The man's tone was slightly cold, one could even say cold, and he gently withdrew his hand.

"What?"

Yuhan shook his head in disbelief: "How could he die?" ”

"Do you care about him?"

"Well, he's really pitiful, he was ignorant when he was a child, I thought he didn't want to play with us, but later I realized that in fact, he was just too lacking in love."

"......" Lu Shaotian sat sideways next to Yuhan.

"Xiaofeng, he is different from you, because he is an illegitimate child and a mute, and later he thinks that you robbed him of his things, and his temper will be so violent, before you came, he was a very gentle and quiet child. The second aunt has never treated him very well, he didn't hate us at that time, but he lacked love, so he hated everything, in fact, we shouldn't have played with him at that time. ”

In fact, compared to Xiaolu, she and Xiaofeng are really small, until the appearance of Xiaolu when she was eight years old broke this pattern.

Xiaolu is the orthodox second young master of the Lu family, and Mrs. Lu had a difficult birth when she gave birth to Xiaolu and almost died, so this little son has never been liked.

But I don't like it anymore, and the Lu family doesn't lack a bite of food for him, it's no wonder that Xiaolu is too introverted, and somehow he got pseudotype HIN8, such a disease is not only contagious, but also has a high mortality rate. Later, I don't know who would have thought that there was an illegitimate child in the countryside, and the deer was naturally thrown to the Lu family's distant relatives and second aunts, and they were still left to fend for themselves.

And this illegitimate child is naturally Xiaofeng, the adults said that his mother was a wine girl, and he drugged Master Lu before he became pregnant, according to the feelings of Master Lu and Mrs. Lu, Master Lu will definitely not leave this child, but Xiaofeng's mother hid it too well, and everyone didn't know about it until the child was born.

Maybe the woman didn't expect that even if the child was born, Master Lu still wanted to kill the child. In the end, he had no choice but to kill himself in front of Mrs. Lu, the old man of Lu, and begged them to let go of the innocent child, but in the end, the child stayed, but he was a dumb person, so he was thrown to the countryside, and the provincial one was discovered, losing the face of the Lu family.

These are all things that the second aunt talked about when she chatted with her grandmother, and she didn't shy away from the children when she said this, they all knew it, but they didn't say it.

Yuhan likes to talk to Xiaolu very much, in addition to Xiaolu's well-behaved and obedient, there is another reason why the two of them can chat.

At that time, the countryside was very desolate, and there were not too many people around, and grandma didn't allow her to run away, and the closest to her house was the second aunt's house, before Xiaolu didn't come, she and Xiaofeng played very well, but Xiaofeng couldn't speak, and she was talking to herself alone every day, until Xiaolu came.

[My name is Yuhan, what's your name? 】

[My name is Lu ......]

【Deer? Yes, yes, your eyes are like fawns, they're so beautiful. Then you will be called a fawn from now on! 】

[Then can I call you Xiaoyu?] 】

[Of course!] 】

Although Xiaofeng is introverted, he is a very good person, even if Xiaofeng is his half-brother, he doesn't care.

The strange thing is that his illness is cured for some reason, the people of the Lu family have never come, and the second aunt called twice, but they were all rejected. However, because of Xiaolu, the Lu family would give the second aunt two payments every year, and the second aunt did not mention it later.

Originally, she thought that they would be the best trio, but suddenly once, she saw Xiaofeng bullying Xiaolu, although Xiaofeng was a mute, but he was a few months older than Xiaolu, and his body was bigger, and Xiaofeng was pushed to the ground at once.

She got angry and left with the fawn.

But she was just a child at that time, how could she be angry for a long time, and the next day she would play with them like no one, but later she saw that Xiaofeng was still bullying Xiaolu, so she refused to pay attention to him, and when she was angry, Xiaofeng stopped paying attention to her.

It's obvious that he was the one who hit people, is it reasonable?

Later, Yuhan couldn't remember, but remembered that Xiaofeng's temper became worse and worse, and he was hostile to everyone, and even the second aunt hated him more and more.

Later, when she grew up, she realized that in fact, for Xiaofeng, she was his playmate, but the arrival of Xiaolu would more or less snub him, he was just a child, he couldn't speak yet, all emotions could only be expressed by actions, and his playmate was snatched away, so he would be angry, but no one could understand him at that time.

Yuhan never thought that he would die, and she died before she had time to apologize, and before she could say sorry to him. She never had the chance to make amends for the mistakes she had made in her youth and ignorance.

Yuhan's eyes did not have a trace of light, but they were full of tears, falling drop by drop.

"Don't cry." The man's rough fingers gently caressed her little face, and there was a hint of emotion in his voice.

"I'm sorry, for example, if I had tolerated him and been considerate of him, he wouldn't have become more and more violent, and he wouldn't have ..... Whew, sorry. ”

"Silly girl, how can I blame you, it's not your fault, it's his own willfulness and selfishness, he doesn't deserve your cry." The man gently took her into his arms.

"Xiaolu, do you know, because you were very thin at that time, he was taller than us, all I was worried about was that he would bully you, his violent temper would hurt you, I never thought about what would happen to him, I never tolerated him, I understood him."

"Xiaoyu, don't be like this, I really don't blame you, he won't blame you."

"I've always treated him like a normal child, and I've never known the grievances of his inability to speak, the feeling of being despised by others, and the powerlessness of not being able to do anything. Fawn, do you know what was the first thing that came to mind when I knew I was blind? ”

"No, Xiaoyu, you have to trust me, I will definitely heal your eyes."

Yuhan cried and laughed: "At that moment, my sky collapsed, but I still have to pretend to be casual, I want to die, but I know I can't, I still have to live humblely." ”

"Xiaoyu, don't say it, I understand, don't say it." Lu Shaotian's voice trembled a little, with a little choked, it was a memory that none of them wanted to mention.

"But now, all of a sudden, I found out that this is really retribution, retribution for my mistakes.....

"Enough, Xiaoyu is obedient, don't say it, I promise he doesn't blame you, really, how can he blame you, that's all ignorance when I was a child, Xiaoyu believes me, I will definitely cure you, you won't be blind."

Yuhan cried for a while, then stopped crying, and his eyes gradually cleared: "I'm fine, how did Xiaofeng die?" He ...... Is it suicide?

"Drowned."

"Drowned?" Yu Han's face changed suddenly, and it could even be said to be a little weird.

Yu Han's face was already pale, but it was even more blue at the moment, his neck moved stiffly, as if it was no longer his own, and his face was so strange that Lu Shaotian was afraid.

"Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you? Is there anything else uncomfortable? I'll call ......" Lu Shaotian was so frightened that he stretched out his hand to ring the call bell for help.

"He can swim."

The light and fluttering voice was like a ghost, and it turned into Lu Shaotian's ears, calm and cold, but it made the man's hand stiff in mid-air, and he didn't move for a long time.