The youngest daughter looked up at herself with such a happy and trusting smile in her arms, which made Luo Hongyi a little trance for a while, once his warmth was also like this, every time he looked at him, his eyes always seemed to be with wholehearted attachment and trust, but when did everything slowly change?

He smiled bitterly, he had reflected on himself countless times over the years, and only then did he realize that all the faults were not so much in others, but in fact the root was in himself.

His performance was so bad that he was completely biased and biased.

Even after many years, looking back, Luo Hongyi's heart is still very bitter.

What was the reason for Guan Yu's carelessness in Jingzhou? Isn't it because of pride, complacency, and arrogance?

Speaking of which, what is the difference between him and Guan Yu?

At that time, he was high-spirited, and his family and career were both bumper, so what reason could he not be proud and complacent, and not be extraordinarily confident in his judgment?

He always felt like a man. Good men should not be used too much at home, entangled in those small fights between parents and women.

He trusts and loves his family, he left home when he was not too old, he has not lived together for a long time, in his heart his parents and siblings have always been simple, and he even beautified them a lot in his heart because of his perennial thoughts about them. Even so, he thinks that he is clean, and feels that he loves his family, filial piety to his parents, and helps his brothers and sisters, which has no conflict with loving her.

He thought that she had always known this idea in his heart, and he also thought that since he was married, his parents, brothers and sisters had naturally retreated, and he needed to be treated with a little politeness when he became relatives; And she, him, and their children are now a real family, and they can naturally be casual with themselves......

He thought he knew enough about her.

But she didn't know how to be considerate of him.

When his parents, brothers and sisters kept in his ears, and even wrote letters and called her to complain, even when he was the most ferocious, he was just impatient with her, but he never thought of giving up on her, isn't this enough?

Seeing that she was "speechless" every time she opened her mouth, silently "admitted" all the crimes, he also had secret anger, angry that she was such a person, angry that when he was training hard in the army and on a mission, she didn't even know how to understand him, because he was away all the year round, full of guilt for his parents and siblings. Why does she always have to make all kinds of things when they rarely go back to their hometown......

At that time, when he was worried about the "trivialities" at home, it was not completely without effort. He found his comrades to drink, and searched for a solution; I have also carefully observed the daily life of the families of those comrades-in-arms in the family courtyard of the army, and it seems that the easiest and most convenient way to solve the problem is to raise the voice of his daughter-in-law and yell at him, and even more extreme beatings will make the world peaceful--

Of course, he was reluctant to yell at his daughter-in-law, and he was even more reluctant to beat him. He despises men who beat women, but from this, he can also see that as long as he can suppress his daughter-in-law, he can clean his ears...... This is very simple, he is a person who leads soldiers, and no matter how dishonest the soldiers under his hands are, he can train him to be honest and obedient, is it just that he can't suppress a woman without beating or scolding?

He thought there was nothing wrong with his ideas and practices.

He thought that it was enough to love her in his heart.

The funny thing is that he didn't expect that the root of everything was not in her at all, she had always been the one who was passively beaten. He trusted his parents, brothers and sisters too much, and he didn't distinguish between right and wrong too much, turned a blind eye to her grievances, and chose the simplest and rude method. It's ridiculous that he still thinks it's good for her, so in the end he lost his eldest son and made her finally completely disappointed in him, and never gave him a chance to make up for it~

The thought flashed, he stroked his little daughter's little head and secretly decided, this is the only remaining child between him and Nuan Nuan, Nuan Nuan is gone, he will never accept another woman in this life, and he will never and unwilling to have the child that another woman gave him. So he had to protect her no matter what. The youngest daughter could no longer be asked to repeat the grievances and disappointments that her mother had endured.

Thinking of this, the expression on his face softened, and his tone was very serious and firm: "Katsuo, you don't need to be afraid that anyone doesn't like you, someone who doesn't have good intentions towards you, even if that person is your grandparents, you don't have to endure it in private." You remember, you are my Luo Hongyi's daughter, the only child I have left in this life, you have the capital to live arbitrarily and do whatever you like. You remember, whether it is now or in the future, you will always have only one mother, I will not find you a stepmother back, let alone let you have half-siblings. ”

"Dad, is what you said true? There really won't be a stepmother? Luo Shengnan felt as if he had been hit by a pie falling from the sky, and he had a very, very happy feeling, and his eyes were full of stars.

"Really." Luo Hongyi nodded solemnly.

"Hongyi--"

Zhang Minzhen looked at Luo Hongyi and hesitated, no matter how good her son-in-law's promise sounded, in fact, she selfishly hoped that he could really do it, but she didn't believe that he could really hold on to it until the end and was still alone. Alas, it is enough to have one for five years, in the old days, it only took a man to guard a woman for one year, and those who could keep it for three years were already long-term love, and now that the son-in-law has kept it for five years, how can she ask him?

She sighed in her heart and mourned for her daughter, who had died young. When a person dies, it is a hundred, but the living are still alive and have to continue to live. Now she doesn't ask for anything, as long as her granddaughter can grow up peacefully and get married and have children smoothly.

She persuaded Luo Hongyi with a little depressed: "It's been so many years, it's enough for you to still have this heart, you don't necessarily have to do that......"

"Mom, don't say it. I'm not going to change my mind, after all, that's what I promised back then. Luo Hongyi shook his head with a huge sadness in his eyes, "Even if she can't see it anymore, I don't want to disappoint her again." ”

"However, in the future, when Katsunan is older, there will always be a day when he gets married, and you will be alone at that time...... What's the problem? Zhang Minzhen looked at Luo Hongyi with a long sigh.