112 Dark Grey Dream 2
It's no longer clear whether this killer is Takakawa or Shirai, and perhaps its essence is a mixture of the two.
And whether this dream is Shirai's or mine, it's completely impossible to judge, maybe it exists in both my and Shirai's hearts.
I knew I was dreaming, but I couldn't wake up, maybe it was because of the confusion between the murderous ghost me and Shirai.
The more sane it is, the more it is suppressed, and I already understand why.
If I and Shirai are equal to four, then I am only a quarter now, and I am only half of the soul of Takakawa who belongs to the "honor students". The murderer in front of him is three-quarters, a crazy combination of complete Shirai and the murderer Takakawa.
Just like the murderer Takakawa said, he wants to lose control, because loss of control is his essence.
Although after visiting the Goat Guild branch at night, I felt that I already knew the power of the murderer Takakawa, in fact, he knew more than I thought I could.
He is so pure, it is because of his purity that he becomes a murderer, as long as he has even the slightest self-control and contradictory thoughts, he cannot become a "ghost", and the ghost will neither negotiate nor compromise, because he is a natural insulator who refuses to be polluted by foreign substances.
I grabbed the dagger with my remaining right hand and fought the "ghost", judging and interpreting his actions with non-stop thinking, but nevertheless, or rather, because of this, I did not have the slightest advantage at all. The killer's actions are simple and clear, but even if he knows the way, he can't adapt to it. He's always one step ahead of me.
Although the wounds on my body continue to accumulate, this is a dream, even if I have a cut throat and a severed head, as long as I veto my own death, I should not really die.
In the world of completely distorted dreams, Takakawa, an honor student, is constantly thinking while suffering the pain of being hurt.
Thinking is the source of reason, but thinking takes time, even if it is a momentary thought, it takes a moment's time. Thinking is distracting, and even thinking about the battle itself will waste energy by reading and analyzing. This is the difference between the honor student Takakawa and the murderer Takakawa, a ghost who doesn't need to think, and has an unparalleled concentration and reaction time.
Thinking perfects instinct, but instinct triumphs over thinking.
Perhaps this is the essence of the battle.
Even so, even if the honor student Takakawa gives up thinking, he can't defeat the murderer, because when the quality is the same, naturally the party with the largest quantity has more advantages, and once the essence of "thinking" is abandoned, will more terrible results occur?
Will you completely lose your mind and become a beast like Shirai?
"It's stupid...... I don't know who Lu Dao is talking about, but Takakawa, an honor student, mutters to himself, and is punched in the jaw by a murderer, and his body flies up like a spiral, and then he is grabbed by the murderer who jumped into the air and smashes his head to the ground. With the sound of a huge flesh impact, the top student Takakawa bounced and rolled like a tattered rag doll, lying on the ground, as if he no longer had the strength to stand up.
Only what the other party can't have can be the key to turning the tide of victory and defeat. Honor student Takakawa lay on the ground, his eyes blank, but his thoughts still ran sharply. The difference between himself and the murderer, if the honor student has the only characteristic that can surpass the murderer, then it is still self-control and reason.
I can't feel the operation of my talent at all, and I can't lock on to the killer who is coming. But if this is a dream, if this is my dream......
yes, I remembered, how could I forget?
One question, how exactly do dreams come about? What is the nature of dreams?
The answer is, think.
The cause and effect of thinking about it day and night may not be inevitable, but if you don't think about it, there is no source of structure for dreams.
Takagawa and Shirai's thinking created this bizarre battlefield.
If it is said that the murderer Takakawa is not thinking and is out of control, it means that it is actually Shirai who is thinking.
From this point on, the conclusion is clear, Shirai didn't really become a beast. On the contrary, he manipulated the battlefield with unbelievable control and speed of thought, bringing the dream that originally belonged to the two of them closer to the direction he was.
Is there a gap between myself and the alienated Shirai in terms of the quality of thinking? Gao Chuan, an honor student, doesn't think so, so there is only one reason why he is at a disadvantage, and that is that he is thinking in the wrong direction.
Gao Chuan, an honor student, felt that the speed of his thinking was accelerating, like a streamer, passing through his mind in an instant.
The figure of the murderer rushing at him became slower because of the abnormal acceleration of his thinking
If there was a part of this dream that belonged to me......
At least you can control your body!
Don't change the environment, limit all thinking to the scope of your own self, at least physically drive out the limitations of Shirai's thinking, not unfounded delusions, and judge the realm that your own shell can achieve within the scope of what you think is credible.
"My speed, my strength, is equal to that of a murderer." Honor student Takakawa said.
So at the moment when the murderer fell with a kitchen knife in his hand, the honor student Gao Chuan jumped ten meters away with unprecedented agility, and the sharp increase in speed even made him have to stick his dagger on the ground to control the inertia of the sprint.
Tut! The killer's eyes turned cloudy as he looked at him.
"It's really annoying to struggle at this time, why don't you just suffer to death?"
"So...... Your words are too much. Honor student Gao Chuan's hand conjured up a pair of black-rimmed glasses and put them on his face, "You said before that this dream is extremely real. Imply to me that if I die here, I will die in reality. So, is the dead "me" the honor student Takakawa, or the real and complete Takakawa?
If it was the real and complete Takakawa, then the murderer Takakawa would also die. You in front of me are not a single murderer, Takakawa or Shirai. I think that the murderer Takakawa doesn't want to die, so he won't cause the real Takakawa to die.
Then the answer is obvious, it will be me who will die - the honor student Takakawa.
In this case, there is another question, how can Gao Chuan, who is actually only a "personality" or "thinking" and has no physical substance, die? ,
There is only one truth, and that is that the honor student Takakawa thinks that he is dead, or has given up the essence of his existence.
Now, Shirai, actually, you just want to turn Takakawa into a beast, right? β
The killer was silent, and his bandaged face gradually cracked into a huge and hideous smile like a crescent.
"He deserves to be an honor student. Do you know the truth? Like me, who has no characteristics at all and gives a weak impression, I envy and hate a guy with a smart head like you the most. β
"Really? In fact, I try very hard to pay attention to those students who are not social and have a weak sense of existence, and I will send them greeting cards every holiday, and a large percentage of my support comes from them. It's just that the senior didn't meet a guy like me, so it's really bad luck. β
"Ah...... It's so bad. It's hard to be in the limelight, but it's the result it is now. "The killer's vertical pupils are as red as a fiery cloud. How long has that been the unwillingness, anger, and sorrow that has been accumulated? Honor student Takakawa seems to have seen it again, in the woods where Morino was killed that day, Senior Shirai opened his arms, as if he wanted to inhale all the smell that Morino left here into his lungs.
Although ignored by most people, Morino chose him, and she was the only one who identified with him, saw his characteristics that distinguished him from others, and thought that Shirai was Shirai.
Perhaps, even his own parents could not see the uniqueness in his soul, and only regarded him as an "ordinary child who is no different from other children", and paid attention to him, not because of the uniqueness of human nature, but only because of the uniqueness of the relationship between "our children".
However, Morino, the only one who can understand him, died, died at the hands of Mae, died in his own eyes, which is naturally unacceptable, right?
He didn't have the strength to kill Mae.
It is also known that even if he kills Mae, Morino will not come back.
"That woman is the type who is indifferent to her own death. However, I got a piece of information, her lover is you, Gao Chuan, if you kill you, no, turn you into a runaway murderer, and let you kill that woman with your own hands, is the best way to get revenge! β
Irrefutable and irretrievable.
Shirai hated the murderer so much, hated himself, and hated the world that had killed Morino.
Therefore, if there really is a god who decides to let the world be destroyed and start over......
"I know the Tao, I know the Tao, what a naΓ―ve idea." The killer slices open his chest with a kitchen knife, tearing his skin left and right. He shouted, "However, if there is really a chance of even one in four billion, I also want to see that kind of world!" β
An angry tornado emerged from the body opened by the killer and rapidly expanded, completely replacing the shape of the human body.