※According to the humanoid "system", Dr. Nguyen Li's pink medicine can inhibit the malignant reaction in the female patient's body, and the "source of activity" of the female patient comes from this malignant reaction, so can the source of this malignant reaction be traced back to the new medicine given to the patient at the seminar? Dr. Nguyen Li's private actions obviously had a lot of conflicts with the ideas of the seminar, and although Dr. Nguyen Li was working for the seminar, the effect of the pink potion and the new medicine may be regarded as the difference in ideas and lines between the two sides, and the attitude towards this nightmare, and the two sides should also have a lot of contradictory opinions.

I think the seminar is to understand the situation of this nightmare, including part of the intelligence of the deepest night. After all, the seminar was not made up of people like Dr. Nguyen Le who saw the "mystery" as nothing. Instead, there are many proofs that prove that the interior of the seminar has been eroded by mysterious organizations, including the big financier "Dallas", who provided this peninsula psychiatric hospital and sponsored the seminar's activities, is itself an electronic demon messenger.

Since they have come into contact with the "mystery" and try to understand the "mystery", their own position will of course be eroded by the "mystery", and the bias of this perspective makes the way these people look at things and the angle will inevitably be close to other mysterious organizations. In turn, Dr. Nguyen Le mentioned on the phone earlier that she thought the seminar had been influenced by Claudia White, which is completely understandable. When the symposium is getting closer and closer to the "mystery", and more and more inclined to use the "mysterious" perspective and methods to promote research, in the view of Dr. Nguyen Li, it is these people who are becoming "mentally ill".

I think that although Dr. Nguyen Li may not necessarily express it explicitly when she comes into contact with these people, in her mind, these researchers who have gradually become "mentally ill" under the influence of Claudia White. The research of the seminar is being led astray, and the "paradise" that will be researched in the end will not be an elixir to fight against White Claudia and save the world, but a potion that further promotes the end of the world and strengthens the influence of White Claudia.

Case. Of course, Dr. Nguyen Li is not optimistic about the effect of the new drugs that the seminar has made so far on the patients, and even thinks that the malignant drugs are far greater than the benign, so she prescribes pink drugs to curb the malignant reactions in the patients' bodies. However, the new drug does already have an effect on the patient, and judging by the explanation of the humanoid "system". The patient's current activity is entirely centered on this malignant reaction, which is why the current situation of the female patient appears.

On the other hand, since the humanoid "system" uses the word "malignant reaction" in its interpretation, then, at a certain level, her view of the state of the patient and the situation in the nightmare. And Dr. Nguyen Le is consistent.

That is: the formation and change of this nightmare is not a good thing in itself. It doesn't reflect a good change. Because of this, the word "nightmare" is used appropriately.

Further, while the symposium was rejoicing in the effectiveness of the new drug, the new drug was actually a "failure" in terms of the original intention of the pharmaceutical - I can't judge whether the seminar was right. Dr. Ruan Li's opinion is correct, but on the scales in my heart, the humanoid "system" also occupies a very heavy weight, even if I still think that . She is an incarnation of the "color center", and her actions and purposes are very strict with me and "Jiang".

When the opinions of the humanoid "system" and Dr. Ruan Li coincide, I prefer to believe their opinion: the existence of this "nightmare", even if there is no deepest night, also reflects a certain deterioration after the patient takes the new medicine, and the storage of the deepest night adds to this deterioration.

Since Dr. Nguyen Li's pink elixir can only temporarily curb the patient's malignant reaction, and cannot even make him better, let alone let him spend the night in the middle of the night, it means that Dr. Nguyen Li's current research results are not enough for her to save anything.

However, patients who take new drugs are not just strangers. I'm not worried about my situation, but I'm more worried about Marceau's situation. As a regular patient, Marceau will of course be valued by the seminar, and this value is not a good thing in the current situation.

Even so, even if you want to take Marceau, it is not an easy task. The most important key is not whether we can break through the layers of blockades, find her, and take her away, but must consider whether the loss of new drugs and research in the seminar after taking her away will make her condition worsen quickly? In the past apocalyptic fantasy, "Paradise" was an addictive psychedelic drug that caused the person who stopped the drug to have a seizure reaction. Even considering Dr. Nguyen's research abilities, she would probably not be able to do anything without the support of the workshop.

After all, the reason why Dr. Nguyen Le brought me here to join the research at the symposium was because she had determined that there was only a limit to what could be achieved on her own. Although she is talented, she also needs the support of the workshop to be able to go further. Moreover, the pink medicine made by Dr. Nguyen Le has very limited effect on patients, and it is even more impossible to prescribe better drugs without the seminar.

In any case, leaving the seminar in the near future is still a matter of concern in terms of risk. The current situation is a bit like drinking to quench your thirst, knowing that the seminar is full of insiders and that it is producing some dangerous changes, but you have to use the power of the seminar.

I deeply feel that the world is difficult.

Whether it is Marceau becoming a routine patient, or Dr. Nguyen Li's participation in the seminar's paradise research, it is something that even if you know that the consequences are worrying, you have to do it.

And I can't stop them, and I have no reason to stop them, because, just from the current situation, I don't have a solution to their problems. I still believe in my plan, but I.[,! The plan is not to deal with the apocalyptic trend of a single world, but to try to achieve a good ending at a higher level, which is extremely idealistic.

I certainly know what this idealization means.

For the time being, the situation of the female patient can only be like this, I think, since Dr. Ruan Li has instructions, there must be a follow-up plan, and the pink medicine should be just one part of the plan.

Again, I hope she really has a full one. A plan that at least on the surface seems to work. As long as she has such a plan, then, I am eager to cooperate with her. Not a willingness to cooperate, but a desire to cooperate. Even though Dr. Nguyen Li's perspective is different from mine, I would like to believe it. She can see where I can't see, find out the answers I can't find, and then, go and save some people and save some things.

It can be seen that I, Dr. Nguyen Li and Netball, although our positions and perspectives are not completely the same, but we who also take action against the end of the world naturally have the ability to cooperate with each other. Basis for mutual recognition.

In the past, I would have been more sure of the perspective of "hospital reality", but now, in my mind, although "hospital reality" is still important, it is no longer the most important one, it is only one of the many aspects of "reality". The reality of a hospital that cannot give birth to a "miracle" naturally has its own weaknesses. And if you only look at a situation based on the "reality of the hospital" and take action, you will also be affected by this weakness.

In my opinion. The most substantial manifestation of this weakness is that in the reality of the hospital, or in other words, it is impossible to observe and understand the "virus", let alone make a "serum". Just like that. Only in science fiction can humanity rely on some miraculous loophole to fight back and succeed when aliens arrive enough to destroy the galaxy.

I don't think the hospital reality will be such a world full of wonders.

And because of that. So, the more certain I am that I can't follow the path that the color center, grade Dorothy and the other Takakawa are currently taking. I can't be sure that they will fail, and I am very sure that their efforts and will, the capital accumulated by generations of "Takakawa", in the hands of the color center and the grade Dorothy, will wield great energy.

However, the path based on the reality of the hospital still needs a "miracle", and the theory that guides the actions of the center of the system is full of uncertainties, and if there is no "miracle" in the reality of the hospital, as I think, then isn't this path doomed to failure?

Admittedly, no one can be sure of who will fail and who will succeed until the actual results are available.

But, as the saying goes, you can't all have all your eggs in the same basket.

I looked at the humanoid "system" and finally didn't say anything about it. I don't think this evil can influence their own judgment. They have chosen their own path, in their own way, trying to do something, if they will waver, much earlier, they have been shaken. I know very well that only by believing in my own rightness can I get to where I am now in so much pain and darkness that does not see the light of day. And now that we've come to this, there's no reason not to go any further.

I'm like that, "Takakawa" is like this, and so are they.

So, so be it.

I believe in myself, but I bless them too.

"Thank you." In my heart, I said this to the "system" of the human form in front of me, and to the color of the system that I don't know in what way and where. Thank you for persevering until now, without you, "Gao Chuan" is powerless, and without "Gao Chuan", there would be no current me. As "Takakawa", I tried to save you, but I was also saved by you.

You are my dear relatives.

So I'm definitely not going to stay.

"I've met some people in the Tower who are hiding from the night." I said to the humanoid "department," "I told them the location of this place."

"You're right, everyone is welcome at the shelter." The humanoid "department" said, "The reason why this shelter exists is precisely to protect more people."

"Can you stay here and spend the night safely?" I asked.

"Maybe. If you're here, there's always a silver lining." The humanoid "Tie" calmly stared at me.

I couldn't help but reach out and touch her head, and she protested calmly, "Please, please don't do this."

Hearing her say that, I couldn't help but touch it again.

Before I could hear her protest again, my vision suddenly blurred. I couldn't move, I just felt like I was rising involuntarily, as if I was being pushed back by a force that had come the way I came. The doors of my mind slammed shut, my body couldn't help but shake, my consciousness suddenly woke up, and the person in front of me had changed back into a female patient.

I let go of the female patient's eyelids. She was asleep, her face was peaceful, and I wondered if she would wake up, and how the nightmare would feed back into her.

The rest of the pink potion. Not enough to inject all the patients, maybe I should prepare a list based on the residents of the nightmare shelter.

I turned on my phone again and read the encrypted text messages in it, and the people who moved the text messages were not only Dr. Nguyen Li, but also the messages from the Netball, as well as the messages that were completely garbled. The garbled information cannot determine the content and the believer, which makes people feel doubly weird, so. I can only ignore it for the time being. And the message from the cyberball is a letter from a stranger. John Bull had mentioned before that Cyberball was a lurker at the grassroots level in the Peninsula Psychiatric Hospital, and she wanted us to take it. [,！ ] to get in touch. I've tried to look for it before, but there are no clues, they are well hidden, and now this text message should come from them.

compared to each other. My identity is more visible and more public. I don't think so. What a surprising thing they came to the door.

The text message briefly said that they hoped to meet as much as possible, because something happened that made them have to seek cooperation. Judging from this information, if it weren't for something as urgent, they might have refused to contact me all the time. Although for now. I have a good relationship with Cyberball, but these lurkers are very vigilant. I don't know exactly what they're doing, but it's clear that it's important to them.

This night I didn't dream again.

The next day. I arrived at the agreed place at the agreed time. The place was a long distance from my sick house and Marceau's estate, and the dirt slope was overgrown with trees on one side and sparse on the other, and on rainy mornings, the slope was devoid of vegetation and looked particularly muddy, and some stones buried in the dirt looked like they were about to slip at any time. There was no rain gear in the ward, so I was still in the woods, and the lightning in the sky made the place feel a little dangerous.

I arrived five minutes earlier than the agreed time, but the other party did not arrive on time. Someone walked into the range of the chain judgment from the mud of the dirt slope, it seemed to be a woman, but I didn't go out to recognize her, according to the text message, this time the joint does not need to be face-to-face, it is enough to be able to talk.

The other party obviously also has the ability to detect a large area. She circled behind me and stopped across a large tree from me. We turned our backs to each other and were silent for about a minute. It wasn't until the moment the "appointed time" arrived that she spoke: "Heavenly King Gaidi Tiger."

"Pagoda Town River Demon." I replied.

The timing of the opening, as well as the code of the joint, are arranged by the other party. For me, it's not that funny, but even if I can't see each other, I feel that each other is having fun.

"Why do you have to say this code word in French?" I asked her so.

"It's funny, isn't it? Moreover, I will not speak the Chinese language of the Central Principality." She replied.

Her voice is somewhat androgynous, but basically, it still doesn't mistake her for a man. But suddenly she said to me, "Do you think I'm a man or a woman?"

The topic was completely unrelated to the topic, but I answered anyway: "Women."

"Oh-" she said in a meaningful voice, but I didn't have much to think about, whether she was male or female, or indeed neutral, had nothing to do with me. She's a little self-acquainted, and in the past, I would probably talk about it with great interest, but now, I don't have much of an inquisitive mind about these things that ordinary people would be curious about. In such a world, it is not surprising that even if people suddenly become ghosts, and suddenly become humans. The world full of "mysteries" is also full of "miracles", and there is nothing surprising about gender?

"Is there anything I can do to help? John Bull told you about me, right?" I got straight to the point and said.

"…… Of the information I received, Mr. Takakawa is not such a boring person." "We still have enough time to get to know each other better and work better together, don't we?" she said.

"No, you don't." I said, "I never have a deep understanding with people who are neither men nor women."

She seemed choked up, didn't answer immediately, and paused before saying, "I'm a woman."

I couldn't help but smile, she was clearly not as lively and eccentric as she thought she was. Of course, as a lurker, this disguise of Cheng dù is broken, and it may be another means of disguise. However, it really doesn't matter to me what kind of person she is. We are tied up because of John Bull, and my relationship with Netball doesn't necessarily need to be maintained with every member of Netball. Even in Cyberball, although like-minded, there are not a few people who dislike each other because of their personalities, not to mention, I am no longer a member of Cyberball.

"Stop talking nonsense." I told her bluntly: "I don't have rain gear, I've been drenched here for a long time, and it's very uncomfortable."

"Okay, okay, that's impatient. Mr. Takakawa, I don't have the same impression as the intelligence. Let me confirm again, it's indeed Mr. Takakawa himself, right?" The woman said.

"Yes." I replied.

"I contacted you this time to get in touch with Dr. Ruan Li." The woman said very directly: "I believe that Mr. Gao Chuan has also sensed that some dangerous changes are taking place within the seminar, and Dr. Nguyen Li may be in danger."

"What do you want from her?" I still asked very directly. It's not surprising that Cyberball wants to get in touch with Dr. Nguyen Li, on the contrary, they didn't have in-depth contact with Dr. Nguyen Li earlier, and I need to go and connect with them now, which is what surprised me. Although I have no objection to Dr. Nguyen Li's contact with Netball, as I said before, the two sides naturally have the basis for cooperation, but there was no contact in the past, but the contact request was made at this time, of course, for some special reasons.

From the point of view of the Las Vegas repeater alone, it is also very likely that Dr. Nguyen Li is the controller of the core type of deposit.

"We appreciate Dr. Nguyen's private research more than the research at the seminar." The woman didn't seem to mean to lie, and said to me in a very honest tone: "After observation, we think that we can't stop the research of the seminar, but the research of Dr. Nguyen Li may be able to offset the danger caused by the research of the seminar. [,！ Insurance. Specifically, it is the impact of the new drug on the patient...... I believe Mr. Takakawa, he has already entered a nightmare, right? The nightmare of that deepest night."

"Yes." I didn't hide it, "Now, all the people who know the inside story of the seminar, have been operating in nightmares. I have some understanding of your plan, but I don't think it's the right thing to do. The night in the middle of the night makes me feel a kind of viciousness, and perhaps you want to use the power of evil to bring about positive results. Personally, I don't think it can be successful. Even if there is a deviation of the torchlight, the overall deviation tendency will tend to be more malignant."

"Maybe. But if you don't do anything, you won't have a chance to win." The woman said, "We have come into contact with the final weapons of the Nazis. We judged that the Nazis were trying to merge the final weapon with the monster bred in Nightmare Las Vegas, and then the repeater as well, and once they were done, a monster that had never been seen before would be born. In order to avoid the worst outcome, we hope to lure out the monster bred in Nightmare Las Vegas before it matures. The current actions of Area 51, although it has caused a very bad impact, are still part of the plan, and it is precisely because of this that they dare to act with such fanfare."

"You're going to use the night to dock this nightmare with the nightmare Las Vegas?" I asked calmly.

"No, it's not docking, it's just, forcibly pulling that monster out of the nightmare Las Vegas, pulling it into this nightmare, and annihilating it in this nightmare." The woman said, "We are going to transform this nightmare into a home field, and for this we must have the power of liberation in the deep night."

The power of liberation? Although there is an extra noun, the content is basically the same as I guessed. (To be continued!)