Chapter 323: A Deep Love
At night, Baili Yu came back from outside, Baili Jin De looked at the scene of his uncle and aunt side by side, if it weren't for the two of them wearing a calm color system and changing into a more beautiful color, he probably thought that this pair of beautiful people was only two years old.
The uncle is even more different from his father, although he is also majestic, but the occasional humor makes Baili Jinde quite emotional.
Baili Yu drank a little too much, smiled and sighed, and his peach blossom eyes were full of grace: "In a blink of an eye, you are so big again, your father was only as big as you at the beginning, and the women of the whole capital with a good-looking face are drunk by it, but you don't look like him." ”
Baili Jinde felt that he couldn't take this sentence, where can the person with a big beard look good in his father?
Qin Ruobai nodded matter-of-factly: "Jin De is indeed not as good-looking as that guy from Baili Jue." Seeing Baili Jin De's embarrassed face, she continued: "You don't have to be in a hurry to deny it, peach blossom eyes have always been easy to attract peach blossoms, and it is not an exaggeration to say that your father's peach blossoms can be arranged from the capital to Luoxian City." ”
Situ Jixing almost squirted out a sip of wine, patted his chest before swallowing it hard, and there was no embarrassment.
Uncle said this, Baili Jin De felt that the other party disliked him for not being handsome enough, but when the uncle said this, he seemed to hear it when he was a child, as if his father's beard seemed to be kept by the queen mother, was it used to block peach blossoms?
However, why is the topic said here, Baili Jin De touched his face inexplicably, and thought depressedly, am I really ugly?
As if knowing his thoughts, Qin Ruobai said with a smile in his eyes: "You follow your mother, she is a very spiritual person, her eyes are transparent and clean, and her temperament is quite likeable." ”
Baili Jin De always felt why his parents in the mouth of his uncle and aunt seemed to be a little different from what he saw on weekdays.
In front of them, the father and the emperor were very irritable and very irritable, and the mother was lazy and didn't want to care about anything.
In front of the minister, the father is the king that everyone wants to bite into, and loves and hates, and the queen mother is so dignified and elegant that she can't find any mistakes.
Anyway, I don't want to be like that in the mouths of my uncle and aunt... Cute, yes, it's cute, lively, and interesting.
But the words that came out of my aunt's mouth were always very pleasant to the ear.
After finishing the dinner, Baili Yu woke up from wine, first glanced at the big fat man, and was silent for a long time: "It seems to be a little fatter." ”
Qin Ruobai agreed: "It's not just a little, you still said it a little more tactfully." ”
Big Fat snorted unpleasantly: Am I fat?
"Time seems to be frozen in you, and I don't know if it's good or bad. "Baili Yu's heart is not very comfortable, it's not that he will be old, and the people around him will not be old.
It's that she is old and dead, will she be lonely, gain too long, if she can't die all the time, isn't it a punishment?
He couldn't imagine the situation of never being able to die, the long loneliness, the mood gradually weakened, he didn't know what he liked or hated, and he couldn't help but shudder just thinking about it.
"I thought you would want immortality. ”
This topic is not sensitive, although it is rarely mentioned, but Qin Ruobai has also said some of his own problems, and in recent years, he has always wanted to find other elixirs, in order not to live alone.
But as time passed, nothing was found, and she thought of other ways, always trying to improve his health and prolong the life of the person in front of him, who might not even live to be seventy years old.
The hard work on the battlefield once hurt the fundamental dark wounds, which could not be repaired at all, and it seemed that she couldn't find any way except for the elixir.
Even if she found it, she couldn't guarantee that it wouldn't turn into a harmful poison if he ate it.
For this reason, Qin Ruobai was anxious and crazy in private, but now she just wants to cherish the time, not to waste the time when he can survive all these years.
Humble gentleman, gentle as jade, this is the principle that Baili Yu has pursued all his life, how can he not understand Qin Ruobai's persistence, and he understands the words 'forced' earlier than her, but there are some things that need her to look away.
It was his perennial companionship that made Qin Ruobai, who could see him as soon as he turned around, not fall into obsession, and finally gave up the idea of looking for the elixir.
Since the time spent together is limited, she wants to leave her best in his limited life.
Whether he likes it or doesn't like it, only he knows it, and it only exists for him.
"No, I don't want to live forever, and dying peacefully is also a blessing, I'm sorry. Baili Yu smiled gently, but he had his own insistence, because he didn't want the relationship between the two to be tired with time.
Qin Ruobai had tears in his eyes, no matter how unwilling he was, he could only put it down, took two steps forward, his forehead against his chest, stretched out his hand to hug his waist lovingly, and let the tears flow into his clothes.
She said softly in a hoarse voice, laughing hard, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, immortality should have an end, maybe it's an exaggeration or not, I just hope that if there is a next life, you and I can meet, know each other, and love each other." ”
In the end, she was already choked with tears, and she hugged the person in front of her tightly, afraid that he would disappear from her arms, very afraid.
Baili Yu sighed lightly and hugged her back, his eyes were gentle and pitying: "It will be." ”
If this can be the only thought in her heart, he is willing to make a promise that she will not live alone in the future without any hope.
does not seek long-term companionship, just for the déjà vu of the future line, that is, it is another person who will accompany her at that time, which is also good.
It's a pain in her heart, Baili Yu also tries her best to think about her, if he can't be with him often, then what qualifications do you have to prevent her from getting to know another person... Or even in love.
The two of them have their own hearts, and they all think about each other.
Baili Yuxian just stayed for a long time, and he had to leave for the capital, and when he left, he hugged Qin Ruobai and cried: "Mother, I can't bear you." ”
Qin Ruobai patted her son, who was already taller than her, and needed to bend over when she held her, coughed, and whispered: "You say this every year, every time you cry so unimaged, I almost forgot that your two lives combined are older than me." ”
Baili Yuxian cried and cried, and when he heard this, he hiccuped directly, instantly restrained his tears, turned back three times in one step, and got into the carriage aggrieved.
Qin Ruobai sighed, and said helplessly: "After half a year, your father and I will go to Beijing and stay for a while." ”
Baili Yuxian first looked incredulous that you shouldn't be lying to me, and then there was excitement in his eyes: "Really, you didn't lie to me." ”
"In a word, it is difficult to chase the horse. Qin Ruobai gave a cold and arrogant look, glanced at his son, turned around and left.
Baili Yu followed closely and waved his hand at the son behind him, signaling the old father's goodbye to be offered.
Baili Yuxian was as happy as a two-hundred-pound child, and when he saw the two elders leaving, Baili Jin Decai sneered: "It's a pity that I didn't let those girls in Beijing who think you are maverick and charming look at your crying like a dog." ”
Baili Yuxian didn't care about his embarrassment at all: "What do you know, this is our family's way of expressing feelings, my mother is in a light mood, so as a son, I should take the initiative." ”
"But the way you express your feelings, I don't dare to compliment. Situ Jixing drove the carriage that had not been used for a long time, and replied.
Think of it if he cried wolf to his mother, she would definitely think that my son was hopeless, and it was time to give birth to a new one.
Because of his words, Baili Jin De couldn't help but bring himself into the role, thinking about the smooth and shiny stick in his father's imperial study, he subconsciously trembled, and shook his head nervously: "I can't imagine at all, if I dare to do this, my father will definitely carry the stick and chase from the imperial study to the city gate." ”
The three of them glanced at each other, and laughed like a barbell at the imaginary scene where Baili Jinde was vivid.
The three of them didn't know at this moment that after returning to Beijing, they came into contact with the affairs of various power centers, and this time they went out was the most rare wanton in their lives.
In the pavilion, Baili Yu skillfully cooks tea.
"Ever since he grew up, you always seemed to be alienating him. ”
Qin Ruobai's expression changed slightly when he heard this, but he didn't have the mood he imagined, and his eyebrows and eyes were gentle for a long time: "My son can't help it, there are many ups and downs that need to be experienced when he is old, and I don't want to be the one who drags him down." ”
Letting go appropriately, this is the perception of Qin Ruobai, a person who has been learning to be a mother.
After he is tired, she will be his pure land again, it's that simple.
Baili Yu couldn't help but ponder, then looked sideways at her soft side face, reached out to brush the broken hair kissed by the breeze on her forehead, and looked at her distantly: "No wonder I like you." ”
Hearing his intoxicating words, Qin Ruobai looked back at him, with a light and sweet smile on the corner of his mouth, and seemed to be a little embarrassed to correct his demeanor, staring intently at the teacup in front of him.
is an old husband and wife, with a steady and natural love words, there will still be a little shy, shallow but beautiful.
Time is ruthless, but memory is quiet and beautiful, and the sweetness of a certain moment will always be frozen in my mind and cannot be forgotten.
The big fat who was lying under the corridor basking in the sun glanced at the two lazily, licked the cat on the back of his paws, turned over, and squinted his cat eyes as if he was laughing.
After a few months, the three people in the carriage returned to the capital faster than they traveled.
Emperor Baili Jue began to slowly hand over the power in his hands to the prince, and when the power was replaced, some forces that had been dormant in the capital all the year round had faint signs of emerging.