Chapter 42 It's not about Fengyue, it's just about sincerity
In the bedroom, Yuhan closed her eyes tightly.
That night, she waited all night, but he didn't go online again.
Yuhan silently turned on the computer on the table, it had been so many days, would he have been angry?
Maybe he's gone, but it's not a big deal.
In fact, before coming to S City, she never thought that she would have any intersection with him. In her heart, he is just a "big guy" in online games, and the only connection between them is games.
She is a "lonely ghost", he is a "soul of another world", the same kind of person, with a similar soul.
But that night, she saw that the distance between them was only 500 meters, and she was so excited that she couldn't speak, the great god who had only been located in the legend was only 500 meters away from her.
She thought that maybe this was fate, it had nothing to do with Fengyue, only sincerity.
At that moment, she threw away her reason, and the impulsive screenshot told him that she thought he wanted to see her too.
No matter what he looks like, he is the fairy king in the game, the one who gave her comfort.
She likes games to escape, to make up for mental damage, but she never indulges in games until she gets used to him.
In reality, he must be a very self-disciplined person, he is never obsessed with games, and he logs in about once every half a month, and self-disciplined men have a unique charm.
In contrast, Yuhan is a frequent player, and most of the time she is cultivating alone and practicing alone. But she knew that if he was online, he would come to her and take her to the ends of the earth to play, so she subconsciously hoped that he would be online when he was online.
Originally, "Soul of Another World" rarely played, if he was online and he was not online, wouldn't he have to wait another half a month before he could play with him in the "heaven"?
Therefore, Yuhan's mobile phone online is basically all-weather, but most of them are online cultivation, but they don't play.
At the airport, she also had a brain pump, so she didn't pick up her phone, she really didn't have important information in her phone, but there was a game.
Later, she lived in the hospital, and she didn't have the opportunity to log in, first, she didn't have a computer, and second, she didn't have a mobile phone.
Of course, the most important thing is that she didn't dare, she was a little scared, afraid that he would really not be online, afraid that he would really draw a line between virtual and reality, and never play this game again.
So she would rather not watch it herself, and will pretend that nothing happened.
Yuhan finally glanced at the computer and threw the mouse excitedly, her game chat history showed "read".
It turned out that he had really gone online, saw her explanation, and didn't reply to her.
Yuhan couldn't wait to slap himself to death, why didn't he log in before, if he had logged in earlier, or his phone had been online, maybe he would have met him.
Patting her head exaggeratedly, she remembered that it had been a long time since she lived here that night, so the otherworldly soul would be online, which means that he would actually still play.
It turned out that she overestimated her own importance.
Yuhan skimmed his head, his eyes were slightly red, and he blinked his big eyes, faintly with crystal clear dewdrops, moistening his long and dense eyelashes.
She didn't know if it was grievance or excitement?
His eyelashes fluttered a few times before he closed his eyes completely, Yuhan actually understood that he was a friend, a comforter, and a sympathizer to himself.
But she didn't understand why her heart hurt, and the thought of him ignoring her forever made her heart ache, like she had been robbed of a toy when she was a child.
There was a moment when she thought she was in love with a "soul from another world", but she just thought that her heart was like a piece of ice, and she didn't believe in love at all, how could she fall in love with a soul from another world and fall in love with someone in a virtual game?
Yuhan slowly understood, it turned out that she, like Xiaofeng, regarded the other party as her own private property, and it turned out that she was the same as Xiaofeng, they were both selfish.
Maybe it's because her spirit has been destroyed too much, and her worldview has changed, so she will take the people in the game as comfort and dependence.
But no matter what, she is the Shangguan Yuhan who never gave up no matter how difficult she was, and she is still the Shangguan Yuhan who can be calm and calm in adversity.
It was just a few breaths before Yuhan figured it out.
The tears on the eyelashes were already wet on the curls of the eyes, and they opened open, with a hint of a smile on the corner of their mouth.
The sane she is back, in fact, she is a lonely ghost, what is the difference between a lonely ghost and two lonely ghosts?
It was never him who comforted her, it was just her feelings.
She thought they were the same kind of people, she thought they were just comforting each other, but in fact it was just what she thought.
She didn't know how she could suddenly be so emotional, but she knew he was right, reality and fiction were two worlds.
Isn't it naïve to think that there really is an immortal monarch in the world who can take her to the sky?
She's not a three-year-old, and she doesn't deceive herself.
Reality is always much more cruel than the virtual society, and people can use the virtual to escape for a while, but they can't escape for a lifetime.
In reality, it is impossible for her to make friends unscrupulously, she is no longer the simple college student.
If she has friends, it's definitely bad news for friends, and she'll always be the ominous one.
Yuhan's fingertips were slightly cool, dancing on the keyboard, typing out a line of words: You're right, virtual and reality should never be confused.
Click send, and then type "Goodbye!" After thinking about it, I deleted it again and quit the game directly.
Yuhan thought that maybe she wouldn't be playing this game for a long time until she could let go of the mustard completely.
As soon as Yuhan turned off the computer, he knocked on the door crying.
"Little sister, why did you plug the door, hurry up and come out to eat."
Yuhan smiled, moved over slowly, opened the door, and said, "Got it." ”
"Little sister, be careful." Xiao Crying was afraid that the environment here would be too raw, and she would not be able to touch the road, so she had to help her.
"I said that my eyes are much better, and I can still see the big outline sometimes, so you don't need to help me."
"Okay." Xiao Crying said that, but he didn't relax his vigilance, for fear that his aunt and grandmother would have three long and two short, and Lu Shao wouldn't peel her skin?
It's just that when Yuhan sat at the dining table, he was a little dazed, and turned his head to look at Xiao Crying: "This is the dish you have cooked until now?" ”
"No, I'm sorry, I made a mistake, I didn't do it myself, yes, I went to taste the coupon I bought, I told you before, young lady, I can't cook, that's why I ......"
"It's okay." Yuhan smiled, it seemed that she was too immersed in memories, and now that she wanted to cry, she really called her once, but she didn't notice it.