Chu Yulan returned to the guest house, looked at the frolicking crowd, and fell into deep thought.

What happened just now touched her a lot, Tian Xin's uncomplaining and unrepentant dedication for love, and her dedication without asking for anything in return was not wrong. But in the end, she became the culprit who killed her parents, and even affected the destruction of the entire family, the culprit was only because she stubbornly fell in love with someone she shouldn't love.

Chu Yulan is a rational person, she was like this in her previous life, but she was more accustomed to escaping in her previous life, she will not escape in this life, what she wants, she will get it through her own efforts.

She has always disliked those noble princesses, on the one hand, she enjoys the material life provided by the family, and on the other hand, she selfishly pursues her spiritual life. For example, Tian Xin, she doesn't approve of her behavior, Tian Xin's food and clothes from childhood to adulthood are all provided by the Tian family, but in the end, she asked all her relatives to bury her for a person who doesn't love her.

To enjoy rights comes to assume corresponding obligations.

Therefore, she never blamed Liao Defeng, who let her accept the help of the Liao family at the beginning, and spent the Liao family's money to go to college, she had to pay it back. She didn't blame anyone, she never complained, who made her not refuse in the first place, it was a deal.

Tian Xin is in a different situation from her, but the reason is the same, as long as you take the first step, there is no way out.

Suddenly, she was a little lucky, glad that she was born in an ordinary rural family, coarse tea and light rice, three meals a day, and a simple and happy life. Fortunately, Xiao Zhanguo's parents are reasonable people, and they didn't embarrass her for each other's marriage, if one day, you need to choose between your parents and your lover, it must be very painful.

"Yulan, why hasn't Aunt Tian come back yet, is she okay?" He Feifei looked at Chu Yulan, who was silent as soon as she came back, a little worried, hesitated for a long time, and still felt that she should ask.

"Oh, it's fine." Chu Yulan looked up, only to find that in the room, only she and He Feifei were left, and Chu Changgui and Zhao Gang had left at some point.

"Is something wrong with Aunt Tian?" He Feifei had an intuition that Tian Xin must not be as happy as she said, and not as indifferent as she said, "If you don't say it, I know that no woman really doesn't care, how can she be happy in the face of a man with a dead heart!" ”

"Fifi." Chu Yulan took He Feifei's hand and sat down on the bed~ face to face.

"Magnolia, you know what? I want to persuade Aunt Tian a lot, I want to persuade my dad a lot, when I was very young, I have always been very protective of Aunt Tian. I was afraid that one day, she would take my mother's place, she would marry my dad, she would become my dad's wife, she would have children for him. At that point, I was a superfluous person, but then, I really didn't mind, my dad was so lonely and he needed someone to take care of him.

You know, my dad would be in a daze with my mom's picture every night all these years, and I felt that he had no love for my mom anymore, and all that was left was guilt. He felt that he was very responsible for my mother's death, so he could only torture himself in this way, and by the way, Aunt Tian.

Over the years, I have long regarded Aunt Tian as my mother in my heart, I don't think this is a betrayal, my mother exchanged her life for my life, doesn't she just want me to live well? If she had a spirit in heaven, she would not have wanted my father to torture herself so much, and she would have wanted me to have a complete family! ”