"No, it's not good at all."

Shaking his head with a complicated face, Yamato said in a difficult voice:

"I have always regarded the Admiral as a father, and I think that the Admiral is a very respectable person to whom I respect, and I love him, but not between a man and a woman. So when the Admiral proposed to me, I was scared and just rejected him. ”

"I reprimanded him harshly, saying how could he have such an opinion of his daughter. Then I kicked him out of my room and told him to reflect on his actions. ”

"Disgusting, right? An elder actually feels this way about himself, although he still respects him very much, but it's still disgusting, right? ”

"But I've heard that this kind of tone has been quite popular lately, and it's called something that betrays morality......"

As a good listener, Fuyuki sensibly did not say his complaints, but raised his hand to signal Yamato to continue.

With Blowing Snow's approval, Yamato leaned against the wall with a sad face and said in a low voice.

"Maybe I went a little too far, and the next day I was kicked out of the fleet."

“…… Ha? ”

I'm a little scary about you?

Looking at Yamato with a calm face, Fukiyuki's mouth couldn't help but open into an 'O' shape.

"If you think about it carefully, if it weren't for the fact that my seniors directly spoke out about my weakness when I was in the Pacific, I'm afraid I might have agreed to the Admiral in the atmosphere at that time."

Regardless of the frightened expression on Blowing Snow's face, Yamato sighed and said to himself.

"But my predecessors have already shown me the way, how can I be so confused? I am the super-crossbow-class battleship Yamato, I am a weapon, I am a strong man. I should use my own abilities and means to achieve my own position. ”

"This status should not be earned by means of groveling or selling one's body. As a fighting man, I should be on the battlefield to win my reputation and interests. I shouldn't allow myself to rot in this kind of place, it's not right to do so. Because of the words of my predecessors, I understand this. ”

Exhaling softly, Yamato looked at the white wall in front of him with a wistful expression, as if he had seen a phantom of the past. A smile of affection was revealed.

But soon, the soft smile was swept away by herself, and replaced by a more energetic smile.

In Fuyuki's eyes, Yamato's smile seemed to have an inexplicable strength, resisting the weakness and unbearableness in the ship's instinct, as if it was an iron being forged, constantly torturing himself and sharpening the sharpest light.

"The Admiral once said, when did I figure it out. Just let me go back. But I won't go back. I won't go back anyway. Now that I've seen the vastness of the outside, how can I go back to where I came? The world is so big, and there is such a vast field waiting for me, how can I possibly go back? ”

Looking at a certain point in the void, Yamato's eyes were confused and he stretched out his hand to shake it, and his expression became more and more determined.

"I'm going to try to get stronger, I'm going to work harder to get stronger. If I don't have the resources anymore, I'll go to work. If there is no inspiration left. I'm going to ask somebody else. ”

"This world is very tolerant of ship mothers, as long as you do simple things like delivering couriers, you can get a lot of money. Because I'm a little more skilled than humans. Even if it doesn't work, it will be much kinder for the sake of my face. ”

"So, even if you become a wandering ship, there's nothing to be afraid of. There are no rules that require the ship's mother to give everything to the Admiral. I still respect the Admiral, and I will help him when he is in danger. But if I go back to that soft world, I don't want to die. ”

"Only in this way will I be able to live up to that miracle. The weak Yamato was already dead on that day. Now I will definitely live up to the expectations of my predecessors. ”

Clenched his fists tightly, Yamato's face was full of hope. But looking at Yamato like that, Fuyuki's eyes narrowed slightly.

…… This guy is the target of the crusade.

Looking at the girl with a serious face, Fuyuki already fully understood.

Yamato this kind of thought. It is precisely one of the main dangerous ideas that the gendarmerie wants to crusade against.

Although Yamato himself is just very simple to say his thoughts, and he doesn't have that rebellious consciousness at all, Fukiyuki knows that as long as it's this idea, it's enough. What Tianjing fears is the idea that the ship mother may exist in itself.

Even if you don't have a brain, you can't just tell the truth. Even if it's just a casual conversation with each other, it doesn't work. Under no circumstances can such a thought arise.

'I am not an adjunct of the Admiral. ’

Such thinking is not allowed.

No matter how evil the Admiral does, it is only a matter for humanity to do so. As long as you are a human being, you cannot live alone from human society.

Whether it is resources, tools, or medical care, the existence of human society has long penetrated into all aspects of human existence. Therefore, no matter how much human beings toss, it is only an internal matter of human society, and it is within the legal issue.

However, what if the ship's own consciousness awakens?

That was the Second Great War.

Completely detached from human society, completely independent, and even more terrifying, self-conscious.

Powerful, dangerous, beautiful, and uncontrollable, the existence of this kind of ship girl is the main target of the Tianjing gendarmerie.

Fukiyuki admits that he is a member of the existing order, and there is a reason why he kills the ship girls who have awakened their self-consciousness, and disdains the existence of the Admiral. But now, since leaving the Tianjing Gendarmerie, this obligation is naturally gone.

Yamato's idea is dangerous, what does it have to do with her? Anyway, she is also Tianjing's outcast. What about the conversation between two dangerous people?

After thinking for a while, Fuyuki looked at Yamato who picked up the rag and wiped the stains with a serious face.

“…… Yamato. ”

"Huh?"

"You're such a scary guy."

"Thank you for the compliment, I'm far worse than you."

Yamato, who was wiping the stains, raised his head and smiled embarrassedly at the blowing snow.

…… So, it's really annoying to tell the truth like this.

Looking at the girl with a sincere face, Fuyuki pursed her lips.

But it's not a bad feeling. ’

Facing the light projected from the window, Fuxue looked at the three people who were starting to wake up a little in the living room, and couldn't help but think so. (To be continued......)