Chapter 393: Essay

Chu Yulan only felt shortness of breath and her heart beat faster, and suddenly opened her eyes, only to find that she was lying under the covers.

Looking up at the window, the night was as dark as ink.

It turned out to be just a dream, and my whole body was already soaked with sweat, so I got up and changed into clean clothes, and took the quilt out to dry. Chu Liye and Cheng Fengzhi haven't come back yet, Yang Suen's house is dark, I think she has already slept, look at the watch, it's past ten o'clock.

After coming back, I couldn't sleep no matter what, and the strange thing was that my stomach didn't seem to hurt as much as I did just now, and I don't know if it was the reason for sleeping, or if it was really brown sugar water that played a role.

Sitting alone in a chair, unconsciously rummaging through old things in her hands, these are all messy essays she wrote when she was in high school.

"No one can afford to give me what I want, and all I want is a feeling of love, like the warm comfort of the winter sun. It's a very simple and pure feeling. ”

Well, Xiao Zhan Guo gave her this feeling, warm, simple, and pure.

"I long to hug my lover and hope that he will give me the courage and faith to stand up to the rest of the world."

Oh, yes, it turns out that in her heart, he is already her lover, no wonder these few times, she always can't suppress the inner urge to hug him.

"A woman who pretends to be dismissive of love is like a child who walks at night and sings because she is afraid."

Chu Yulan read the previous notes word by word, with a slight smile on the corner of her mouth, she couldn't imagine that what she could hope for in her previous life could be so easily possessed after being reborn.

This time, from the bottom of her heart, she no longer has a sense of psychological rejection for rebirth.

In her previous life, she didn't have much contact with her cousin, and she didn't have the slightest sense of sadness when her cousin passed away on the first day of rebirth. Now, accepting her parents and accepting everything about her, she suddenly misses her a little, maybe she should think about helping her cousin erect a tombstone.

A tombstone that truly belongs to a cousin. Maybe it can't be engraved with the name openly, but that is the tombstone that can really place the soul of the cousin, not the tomb with Chu Yujie's name written on it.

There is also Wu Xiuying, she can really understand him, because she had experienced all this in her previous life, and she didn't blame her for her previous life.

She will definitely find out this matter clearly, seek justice for herself in her previous life, seek justice for her parents in her previous life, and seek justice for those who died in her previous life.

Since Wei Donglai is so vicious, he should be responsible for his actions and spend his life in a dark hell.

Chu Yulan wouldn't let him die, even though she had a thousand and ten thousand ways to put people to death without knowing it, but she wouldn't do that.

This is her bottom line, she will never let hatred cover up her kind heart, and she will not become an executioner with blood on her hands for revenge.

She believed in herself, believed that she was wise enough to solve all this with legal means, so that the wicked could get the punishment they deserved.

She said that she was not coming back for revenge, but to build a new world. The grievances and hatred in her previous life, she can not blame the past, she has always believed in the saying "one thought of heaven, one thought of hell".

For example, Chu Changgui, such as Ding Haiyang, in his previous life, he was a bad person, and he is not necessarily a bad person in this life, maybe he will get better. She can't use the grievances of her previous life to harm someone who hasn't done her harm, that's unfair to others.