Mengqu Qingyan didn't do much related to this body's previous life, and the last time was to dream of his past life in the carriage with Yu Youtai.

Only this body's official career in his previous life was not smooth, especially when he remembered that Yang Jianxian wanted to restore his identity as a woman, it can be said that he has been walking on the road of not doing or dying.

In his previous life, Qu Wenhai was not as good as the cabinet elder who was doing the second grade like he is now, but all his energy and resources were spent on Qu Qingwen.

In his previous life, Qu Qingyan was sent to a remote county in the northwest, and he had been doing it for nearly ten years, and in that place, he came into contact with a group of people from the county government, such as Yu Youtai and Gu Enyang, where did she have the opportunity to meet them.

If you don't meet them, you won't know what happened to them.

So Qu Qingyan really couldn't lie down when he heard Yu Youtai say this at this time.

"What are you dreaming about?"

Her expression was too nervous, Xu was pregnant for a few months, so she let go of her guard, because of Yu Youtai's domineering and considerate, she closed her eyes and didn't want to see reality, she just wanted to live in a bubble for a short time.

The overseas news is not smooth, she hasn't heard what happened in Middle-earth for too long, and now she suddenly heard Yu Youtai mention it, and the rest of her mind is nervous.

Yu Youtai seemed to anticipate her reaction, and only helped her to lean on his body.

"A lot, what do you want to know?"

The subject turned and fell back on her, she bit her lip and closed her eyes.

"How's your grandfather in your dreams?"

"You ask Master Qu?" Yu Youtai raised his eyebrows, he thought that Qu Qingyan would ask her first: "Heh, Master Qu is not so lucky, he is still a servant of the Ministry until the bones of Zhishi beggars." ”

Zheng Sanpin's official position is not up or down, and it is the most useful to be regarded as a knife in his hand by Qian Shuben, and he will stab at whomever he points to.

It can be said that Qu Wenhai in his previous life was unable to integrate into the officialdom of the capital for a long time, and was calculated very miserably by Qian Shuben, and the Qu family completely collapsed after only two years.

Qu Qingyan lowered his eyes, and the hand that fell in the brocade quilt was already clutching the hem of his clothes.

"Grandfather would be so unlucky, it seems that he lacked me in his previous life."

The self-deprecating and indifferent words came into Yu Youtai's ears, and he could guess her expression without looking down.

"Yes, Qing Yan in his previous life has been a county magistrate for more than ten years, but he is not very lucky."

It smashed into Qu Qingyan's heart lake like a heavy stone, splashing waves that made her breathless.

How did she pick up these words, Yu Youtai's words and deeds today seemed to have deep meaning, did he want to probe her bottom or do he want to confess?

Qu Qingyan couldn't grasp it accurately, leaning his head on his shoulder and was silent.

They are like living together, even if a child is about to be born, but in her opinion, there is still a long distance between them, and the hearts of the two have never thought of leaning together.

Whether it's her, or him.

She sometimes thinks about why Yu Youtai is so obsessed with her, if it is because of ethereal feelings, he will not believe her even if he admits it in person.

As now, every word he said had to make her bother to think about why.

"Nothing to know?"

For a long time, just as the afternoon sun hit her and made her drowsy, she suddenly heard this soft sigh.

She slid downward, and there were things that she couldn't take seriously and couldn't figure out in detail, and that was the case between them.

"If you want to speak, I'll listen, that's it...... It's so boring. ”

Turning over until she fell into a deep sleep, there was only a sound in the courtyard.

In the next few days, the two of them never mentioned the events of that day, and Qu Qingyan only became more and more silent, eating, resting, and walking slowly in the hospital every day according to the requirements of Imperial Doctor Xu.

There is more and more like a wall between them, and Qu Qingyan feels that for the first time it should be the two of them who are talking about the same bed and different dreams.

She never denies that she has always put herself first in her heart, but her heart is not big, small is not small, and she can't fit a family and a country, but she can fit a few people.

But what is between them? She became more and more confused.

The controversy caused by King Guang's departure to the sea in the capital was completely calm in a few days, but he was a rich and noble prince, and he went out to sea without warning, and it had no impact on the government, the territory, or the prince.

Qu Wenhai carefully counted the days when Qu Qingyan was about to give birth, but Qu Qingyan was vague when he wrote the letter, and he could only rely on one or two details to calculate.

But as a senior old man, where will the time when a woman give birth!

Inquire with Gu Enyang, Gu Enyang will always sneer because he smashed his study, and he won't say anything he wants to know.

Qu Wenhai could only be extremely bored, and then waited for the news of their return from Guangzhou City again.

Yu Youtai calculated that he would go to sea to give birth to a child, and he would definitely not come back before Qu Qingyan gave birth, that is, all the people in their courtyard would not survive when necessary.

On the other side that Qu Qingyan doesn't understand, he has never been a soft-hearted person.

The conversation between them ended without a problem that day, and until Qu Qingyan gave birth, he never mentioned anything about Middle-earth, as if that day was just an illusion.

When they went to sea before, they were too urgent, Qu Qingyan couldn't eat or sleep well on the ship, even if they had been relying on tonic medicine to nourish them on the island where they lived now, their bodies were still weak, and they really started in advance in the worry of Imperial Doctor Xu.

The delivery room has already been prepared, Qu Qingyan gritted his teeth and was helped by Mama Wang to move into the delivery room, Yu Youtai stood outside the delivery room with his fists clutched and hung by his side.

It is said that giving birth is like a woman walking through the ghost door, but it is so dangerous that she didn't look at him before entering the door.

He just didn't want her to worry too much before giving birth, so why did she become estranged from him because of this?

Yu Youtai, who has never been able to understand a woman's heart, seriously reflected on whether he had done something wrong for the first time.

The process of giving birth will be extremely difficult if the body is weak, Qu Qingyan expected that the process would not be too smooth in the morning, so lying on the delivery bed, she asked Mama Wang to stuff a cloth towel in her mouth and bite it hard.

If yelling was useless and would only drain her strength, why should she waste what little strength she had.

"Master, Mrs. fell asleep with ginseng soup, and Mrs. Wen said that she was afraid that she would not be born until night, do you want to go back to the room to rest first?"

Mama Wang came out of the delivery room covered in sweat, and saw Yu Youtai standing under the eaves with a pale face, looking in along the crack in the door.

"It's okay, I'll be here to watch."

Knowing that Qu Qingyan blamed him in his heart because of what happened before, where would he go back to the room at this time and leave her alone inside.