Chapter 190: The Dream of Being Woken Up!
Wang Kouluo was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and then he couldn't say a word, Lu Aiyi was right, even if there are thousands of people in this world, even if other people are good and excellent, but they are not the one she wants, what is the use of him?
Isn't it because she and Mr. Wang are irreplaceable to each other that they still persist to this day despite being noisy?
Everyone knows the hard work of a long-distance relationship, how could she and Mr. Wang not know? Obviously they are lovers but live the life of a single dog, and other people's holidays are all over the world to see the world, but they can only tighten their belts to save money so that they can go to each other's cities to accompany each other during the next small vacation, even if they are just taken in the hotel and do nothing to talk.
Because of the phrase that a person falls in love with a city, she used to only think that she was hypocritical to death, but after she really experienced it, she would know that it really existed.
She only went to Mr. Wang's city once and liked it, and she thought about the scene with Mr. Wang on the streets and alleys of that city more than once, but their time together was always limited.
For a while, Wang Kouluo couldn't say anything to comfort her, so he could only pat Lu Aiyi's back to comfort her.
The word love, how hurtful.
"Wen Yan didn't do it right, since he didn't have an ordinary relationship with Du Mo, he shouldn't have been pulled into this matter again, now although the previous turmoil is over, it doesn't mean that everything is over, and now it's good, it's too much to instigate Du Mo to separate from you, we asked ourselves if we didn't do anything sorry, but she did it...... It's really ......."
The more Wang Kouluo thought about it, the more angry he became, he couldn't slow down for a long time, and he thought of all the happy scenes they had together before, and he felt even more sad in this comparison.
During the National Day holiday, I took Wen Yan to her house to go shopping with her mother, went for a walk by the river at night, walked around the small night market together, joked and laughed together, slept lazily together and was caught from bed by Ma Ma, went to buy a cake for her birthday together, and spent a rare combination of the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday and the National Day holiday together.
Thinking of her and Shen Wenyan Xiao Moxian at the end of the holiday, the three of them went to the city where Xiao Moxian was located to eat and drink hard, and the bits and pieces of those days were still deeply imprinted in her mind, and their smiles and smiles were full of memories, but why did it become like this now?
It seems that everything has changed since they came back from the National Day holiday, and everything began to ferment and deteriorate at that time.
From that time to now, there has not been even a single day of stability.
"Koluo, in fact, Wen Yan has done well enough, all this has nothing to do with her, it's me, it's me who hasn't done well enough, it's me who is not good enough to be likable enough to catch Du Mo's heart, so he made up his mind to leave me, I should know, I should have been a little bit from the beginning, I knew that the twisted melon was not ripe, but I was still a moth to a fire."
"Don't hit the south wall and don't look back, this sentence I really experience at noon now, and only when a person hits the south wall will I know how stupid the impulse to swear is, and only at that time will I wake up, and I will know what is really suitable for him, I am like this, but it's just a dream." Say goodbye, it's full of tears again.
She feels so tired, really tired, she has worked very hard, she thinks that as long as she works hard enough, there will be good results, but now it seems impossible, everything in this world except feelings can be equal and fair, but feelings are impossible.
He can never be equal, love and dislove can never deceive.
It is one's right to love someone, and it is also the right to accept the love of another person and reject the love of another, and if you become angry because others reject your love because of the exercise of your rights, you are imposing your own rights on others, and you are suffering others and yourself.
Life is so short, the road of life is so long, why should you be sad and delay the rest of your good years because of a person who is just a passerby, life is short, and you should not spend it in self-pity and pain.
But she understands the reason, she just can't control her emotions, and when she thinks that Du Mo will never be by her side from now on, she feels so heartache that she can't breathe, as if a ball of cotton is choked in her throat, she can't get in or out, and the choked person can't relieve his chest tightness and shortness of breath.
The tears also seemed to be out of her control, gurgling straight down, she also wanted to control herself not to shed any more tears, but in the end she found that she couldn't control it at all, and she couldn't control herself when she thought of Dummer.
While you are still sane, you can just cry quietly for a while, and maybe everything will be fine after venting.
In fact, she doesn't want much now, as long as someone accompanies her, even if she doesn't say a word, just accompany her, quietly hand over the paper, don't ask her what happened, and don't complain about who is right and wrong, just be quiet.
All she needed was a quiet environment.
However, Wang Kouluo, who didn't know what to do, thought that Lu Aiyi just wanted to help Shen Wenyan speak and wanted to excuse her, so he became even more angry when he thought about it.
Now that it is Lu Aiyi who is obviously injured, why can she still feel at ease and do nothing as if nothing happened, so standing on the moral high ground and making Lu Aiyi have suffering, this is inevitably too much.
"Ayi, don't worry, this matter is wrong, if she doesn't give us an explanation, we won't easily forgive her, no one can hurt others for no reason, and not all sorry can be exchanged for okay, she relied on our trust to do such a thing, we should have expected the final result." Wang Kouluo's face was firm, and she was already thinking about how to make Shen Wenyan admit that all this was his handiwork, and how would she say that they would forgive her?
Where can broken things be so easily replaced?
Lu Aiyi didn't have the strength to correct anything at the moment, she knew in her heart that this matter had nothing to do with Shen Wenyan, but she didn't know why, Kou Luo seemed to have been holding her on this matter and didn't let go, as if she had grabbed some handle.
But she knows the ins and outs of this matter, including the situation that appeared today, she also thought about it, she once thought that she could become an exception through hard work, but later found that there was no possibility at all, maybe everyone is qualified to be an exception to the dream, but most of them have failed.
And she was just woken up at the right time!