Chapter 883 - It Won't Affect You!
Gu Huaiheng's mood today is very complicated, very complicated. It is a mood in which many emotions come to my heart at the same time, which cannot be dissipated, dissolved, and corroded like bones.
He never imagined that he would one day be able to set foot in the South Palace. The South Palace, which in the eyes of too many people represents a place that is no longer just a luxury villa. Just like when it comes to special assistance in Jiangnan Province, people will only think of Ye Chengshu. When it comes to the South Palace, people will only think, oh, the South Palace, it is really an unattainable place, because this place is their Ye Tesuke's home.
How popular Ye Chengshu is in Jiangnan Province, outsiders may not be able to understand it. A ruler should do anything to benefit the people. Why do you think of him as a god? Only people in Jiangnan Province understand this.
Gu Huaiheng never thought that he would be invited to the South Palace. He never thought he would be here.
For his daughter Gu Lingse, Gu Huaiheng's heart is also very complicated until now. He hated this daughter, and for a long time he refused to even have this daughter himself. Because, Gu Lingse is the Waterloo of his life, because of her voice, he lost everything.
He has always blamed all the failures in his life on his innocent daughter. He never thought that there was something wrong with him that led to the failure of his life. He only blamed all the problems on Biren, Gu Lingse, and Mu Huiqiu. But, never himself. No, he thought about his own problems, but he didn't dare to face them, so he put all the fault on others.
Cowardly?
Gu Huaiheng has always known that he is an extremely cowardly man. If it weren't for his cowardice, Mu Huiqiu would not have left Jiangnan Province with hatred, and she would not be able to return to her hometown until she met Zhao Guobang. If it weren't for his cowardice, Gu Lingse would not have become a despicable wild species in everyone's mouth.
Gu Huaiheng has always known all this.
He deceived himself into living in his own world, in his own perception. refuses to step out of the cage he has drawn for himself, and only wants to live happily and without guilt alone.
But people, the older you get, the more you can't avoid the mistakes you made when you were young. The older you get, the more sentimental you become. Gu Huaiheng did not escape this fate.
After his daughter Gu Lingse married Ye Chengshu, all he thought about was how to profit from it. As a result, his mistakes became bigger and bigger, snowballing, to the point where he couldn't get out of his pocket. At that time, it was all his daughter's face that allowed him to survive in the world. Since then, it was as if his soul had been drained of him, and his whole life was a blur.
He had already begun to regret it in his heart and wanted to apologize to his daughter. But for more than 20 years, he couldn't pull his face to say sorry. The wedding between his daughter and Ye Chengshu was the first time he revealed the idea of wanting to reconcile with his daughter.
Gu Huaiheng must also admit that at that time, he wanted to reconcile with his daughter, and most of the reason was Ye Chengshu. Because her husband is Ye Chengshu, if it weren't for Ye Chengshu, he might still be the same as before, and he wouldn't have put this daughter in his eyes at all.
However, now, Gu Huaiheng is just a father who wants to get his daughter back. It's very simple, he just wants to get his daughter back. But he knew in his heart that he was no longer qualified to find his daughter.
Where is he worthy to be a father?
Gu Huaiheng has never said these words to anyone. That is, in the dead of night, when he is alone, he will say it to his mother, who is already in a vegetative state.
Therefore, this time, Gu Huaiheng had already noticed the signs of his accident, so he didn't ask anyone for help. He didn't want to cause trouble to his daughter anymore and destroy his daughter's hard-won happiness.
He thought about it, it was he who went to the side door, and he caused the accident. He also thought that if something happened to him would cause trouble to his daughter and son-in-law, he simply turned himself in. He didn't do anything illegal, and there would be no serious consequences if he turned himself in. Nothing more than ...... It's just that he has completely become a person who has achieved nothing.
The Gu family has long been defeated.
If it weren't for the fact that people looked at Ye Chengshu's face and occasionally rewarded them with a little contract, the Gu family's company would have been unable to survive for a long time. Since his daughter left Jiangnan Province seven years ago, Ye Chengshu has completely regarded their Gu family as a transparent person. Gu Peiya naively wanted to go to Ye Chengshu for help, but Gu Huaiheng knew it in her heart.
Ye Chengshu will take care of Xiaoya, just because he promised Gu Lingse that he will take care of her. He had never promised Gu Lingse to take care of the Gu family. Even if Ye Chengshu took the initiative to help, Gu Huaiheng didn't have the face to accept his help.
What you have done, you know best in your heart.
"IāI really don't have the cheekiness to step into here."
This is someone else's home, and it has nothing to do with him at all.
Shaking his head, Gu Huaiheng stretched out his hand and rang the doorbell.
It's happened, and there's going to be a way to fix it.
He had already decided to leave the South Palace and turn himself in. Whatever the outcome, he accepted it with ease. He categorically would not accept his daughter's help. This point, he will definitely explain to his daughter when he sees her later.
"It's coming, it's coming. Who is it? The luxurious door opened, revealing a woman's smiling face. It seemed that she was chatting with someone about something happy before opening the door, and the smile on her face didn't have time to fade.
Gu Huaiheng, who was standing outside the door, was speechless, he had never felt so sad.
Knocking on the door of his daughter's house, he couldn't even tell who he was.
In the few seconds he was stunned, Aunt Wu had already recognized him, and in an instant, the smile on Aunt Wu's face disappeared. With a dark face, she turned around coldly and walked towards the entrance, throwing out a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet at Gu Huaiheng's feet, "Mr. Gu, come in." The young lady mentioned to me that you would come today. You sit in the living room and wait, I'll call the young lady. ā
Gu Huaiheng nodded, didn't say anything, and silently changed out of the worn leather shoes he had been wearing.
Sitting on the sofa in the living room of the South Palace, the luxurious environment made Gu Huaiheng more and more depressed.
He sat on the couch tightly, his legs together, looking very nervous and embarrassed.
With a wry smile, he shook his head secretly in his heart.
I knew that he shouldn't have come here, this place was not something like him could come to at all.
"Dad!"
When the most natural call came from the top of his head, Gu Huaiheng's heart paused for half a beat, and he didn't dare to look up at his daughter's face. He half-hung his head and snorted indiscriminately, "Uh-huh. ā
Gu Lingse didn't seem to see Gu Huaiheng's unnaturalness at all, handed Tang Bao'er in his arms to Bai Jingjing, and said softly: "Bao'er, let Aunt Jingjing take you to Grandma Jia, okay?" Mommy has something to talk to your grandfather. ā
Tang Bao'er lay on Gu Lingse's shoulder, her big eyes blinked, and she nodded in a babbling voice, "Okay!" Look for! Jia, Grandma! ā
However, children who are a little more than a year old still cannot speak a complete sentence.
Gu Lingse kissed Tang Bao'er's head and handed her to Bai Jingjing, "Jingjing, you take Bao'er to Aunt Jia." You'll come back to the study later. ā
"Hmm." From the first time she saw Gu Huaiheng, Bai Jingjing's face had never been comfortable.
It is estimated that in the South Palace, the one who hates Gu Huaiheng the most is Bai Jingjing. Since the first time I met Gu Huaiheng, Bai Jingjing had a particularly bad impression of him. In Bai Jingjing's heart, Gu Huaiheng is still the drunkard who likes to go to Bumeiya to find fault as soon as he drinks.
"Dad, let's go to the study and talk." Gu Lingse is an introverted person after all, although she really wants to do something to relieve her father's embarrassment, but she doesn't know what to do.
When it comes to distance and strangeness, it's the same on her side.
In her mind, father is a distant word. She rarely met her father calmly, and every time she met with him, it was a disaster.
"No need." Gu Huaiheng raised his head, "What I want to say is very simple and fast. I don't have to go to the study. ā
The longer he stayed in this home, the more painful he was to die.
"Okay." Gu Lingse suddenly felt that it was a wrong choice to ask his father to come to the house to talk.
knew that she had asked her father to be in the Gu family's mansion.
Father and daughter sat on either side of the couch, as far as a Pacific Ocean. For a moment, no one spoke first. Because, I don't know what to say. Although, before the two of them met, they had already pondered what they wanted to say in their hearts for a long, long time.
"Mr. Gu! Drink! Aunt Wu slammed a cup of cold water on the coffee table with a stiff attitude, feeling that her nostrils were smoking.
Gu Lingse understood that the whole family was holding grievances for her. But she really didn't feel that she had anything good to do and needed others to hold on to her grievances. Those things are in the past, long gone.
People should look forward, shouldn't they? Blindly holding on to the past, that is a kind of torture for yourself.
Why bother?
Such self-punishment is so stupid!
"Aunt Wu, go help Xiao Ming. He is rude, and I am afraid that he will take care of my flowers to death. ā
"Humph!" Aunt Wu made it clear that she didn't have a good face for Gu Ling, so she left with a hum.
Everyone knows that there is a lot of care in the South Palace, and that is definitely Huang Xiaoming. The flowers and plants at home have always been taken care of by Huang Xiaoming. Will he be rude? It's just an excuse for Gu Lingse to get rid of Aunt Wu.
When Aunt Wu left, Gu Huaiheng rubbed his hands and pulled the corners of his mouth, "People in this family don't welcome me." ā
"yes." Gu Lingse also tugged at the corners of her mouth, "It's quite unfriendly." ā
Then, there was another silence.
Gu Huaiheng looked at his daughter in front of him who was dressed without makeup, and he was even more embarrassed in his heart. Her simple dress is worth a lot of money when you look at it. And he, the cuffs of his shirt are almost worn out, and this is the most decent clothes he can take out now.
Staying here for even a minute is torturous for him.
It's so tormenting!
Gu Lingse raised his head and looked at his father's old face, and the ...... in his memory She simply couldn't connect him with the father she remembered.
In my memory, my father was always very decent, and he had to eat and wear the best. People in their forties also have few wrinkles on their faces. With the dark-skinned man in front of him and his wrinkled face, really-
"That." Gu Huaiheng suddenly spoke, interrupting Gu Lingse's memories, he was caught off guard and said unnaturally: "That, why did you come to me, I already know." I already have a plan for this. ā
"Huh?" Gu Lingse was stunned, "What are you going to do?" ā
"What I do, I do. It won't affect you and your daughter, and the ...... daughter" After holding it for a long time, Gu Huaiheng didn't hold back the two sons-in-law, "It won't affect you and Ye Tezhu." I've got all the information ready, I thought about it before I came, and I'll turn myself in after meeting you. ā
He has turned himself in, and those people can't threaten his son-in-law with his affairs, right?!