The first update

Although Qingyu and Chery never met again, they were both paying attention to the undercurrent in the court.

Qingyu and Chery didn't interfere, and even, Qingyu didn't let Xianfeng summon those courtiers anymore, he didn't have enough time to play with the children every day, so he didn't bother to put his limited time on those courtiers.

But the children had actually felt something, and in the evening, Xianfeng stopped walking but let Xianfeng hold his son's hand in the hall and write stroke by stroke.

Qingyu was watching from the side, she picked up the embroidery bandage again, she knew that the first time Xianfeng fell in love with her was because of the way she was embroidering by the window. Although she laughed and said that she was deceived later, she knew that deep in Xianfeng's heart, she still expected someone to love him wholeheartedly like his mother.

Rong An looked for a day, and when Qingyu was in front of the director, he suddenly came over. Qingyu looked at her face, told everyone to go out, and looked at her daughter quietly.

"Is Amma very sick?" Rong An was entangled for a while, but still pursed her lips and asked, she didn't dare to say in the end, whether Ama was dying.

"Yes, do you want to take your E-niang over?" Qingyu thought for a moment and replied with a smile.

"Why is there no Imperial Doctor?" Rong An screamed, her eyes already bloodshot.

"Because it's good now." Qingyu replied softly.

At this point, she wanted to laugh, she gave the two children free thoughts, and then, what she got was that the girl did not trust herself. At this time, she was only afraid of suspicion in her heart, she wanted to murder Xianfeng, and she would be in power.

But she didn't bother to explain, she didn't laugh cold, she laughed at herself, it turned out that this was the sorrow of her stepmother, so what her father said to herself back then was not wrong, it was not her own flesh, and she would never be able to stick it to herself. So he wants to get married and have children by himself, even if he is divorced, but he must have his own children.

Back then, she was too lazy to reply, she didn't like children at all, so she didn't bother to get married in order not to have children. What's more, if she is like a mother, for the sake of her children, she will tie herself to a family that has no love for each other, she will go crazy.

Now, when she saw Rong An, her mind suddenly popped out of her father's anger back then, so she had never forgotten him, and his words could still appear so clearly in her mind after ten years.

"E-niang!" Rong An saw her wandering, and his anger became even greater.

"Rong An, remember when you came back to your mother?" Qingyu raised her eyebrows and looked down at the imposing Rong An.

Rong An was stunned, she didn't know why her mother asked so.

"When you were three years old, you may not remember anything at that time, so I'll tell you about what happened back then. At that time, you were the only child in the palace, and your mother saw your dignity, so she wanted to exchange it for my status. So you, Amma, asked me to give you back to your mother! Qingyu looked at her daughter lightly, and still chuckled.

"The day you left, you lost your temper with me. That day, I suddenly thought, yes, you are the only princess of the emperor, and you have the qualifications to lose your temper. So I let you go, and I tell you, you are the most noble girl in this dynasty, and you can live as you please. I've been saying this to you all these years, right? ”

"Do you want to spoil me?" Rong An looked at his mother-in-law, and suddenly thought of what his mother had been saying to herself, and her mother-in-law had been indulging herself.

"No, you saw how I raised Sissy, and I don't discriminate with you. Even if one day, I found out that you were jealous of Sissy, I still didn't intervene, and you Ama and I finally chose a better path for you, which is his love for you. Qingyu let out a long sigh.

"You are not my own child, and I will tell you honestly, I don't like children at all, if you were not your Amma's child, I would be as respectful as those nephews and nieces. Rong An! For me, you Ama is the person who loves me the most in this world, and in this world, except for my own mother, only you Ama allows me to give wholeheartedly. Do you understand what this means? ”

"Are you explaining to me?" Rong An looked at his grandmother with some anxiety.

"You're so smart, you probably understand what I mean." Qingyu smiled at her, "Go down!" ”

Rong An's face turned pale all of a sudden, she really understood what her grandmother meant at this time, her suspicion just now had made her mother push her away from her, and in the future, she was just Amma's daughter, no longer her daughter.

But after ten years of pampering, she couldn't lower her head to apologize to Qingyu, bowed her head and bowed, and retreated.

Mama Lin came in from the dark, looked at the back of Rong An, who had left alone, and then looked at the mother who had lost a lot of weight recently, sighed softly, and gave Guiyuan tea.

"Am I going a little too far?" Qingyu looked at Mama Lin, these two children were brought up by Mama Lin, her feelings for these two children should be much deeper than herself, right?

"You're still spoiled by the princess!" Mama Lin told the truth.

"Yes, I gave her too many rights, and then held her high, and now I let her go and let her fall, I am afraid that I will be a vicious stepmother in the eyes of the world." Qingyu laughed and drank Guiyuan tea in one gulp.

Looking at the folds again, she has to correct a large number of folds every day, she is not like Yongzheng can approve longer than others, but these massive folds, even if they are all read, it will take a lot of time.

This is what she left over after throwing some unimportant ones out. Therefore, the folds that Xianfeng brought into the inner palace before were really the most important, and most of the others had already been approved by him outside.

"The slave knows the hard work of the mother, and now it is more straightforward, than in the future." Mama Lin felt more sorry for Qingyu than her two children.

They all know that the emperor will not be successful, and now Niangniang not only has to face the courtiers who are like wolves and tigers outside, but also has to face their two children, asking the mother to replace the father, so that they will not be deceived, and then the mother and son will fall apart, so that outsiders will take advantage of the loophole.

"It should be said that I gave up Rong'an." Qingyu lowered her head and sighed in a low voice.

She doesn't have time to take care of her two children, and Rong An has a biological mother, and Rong An has actually been hesitating between herself and her biological mother all these years. A little thing, she can put it into the feeling that she is not her biological mother.

Over the years, Qingyu has always known, although she has never shown it. However, the balance in her heart is slowly tilting towards the kind-hearted Xixi.

At this time, Xianfeng was about to leave, and she knew that Xianfeng hoped that she would help her son grow up. It is their responsibility to put this dynasty in the hands of their sons. She doesn't have that time in the United States to pay attention to this second-year girl.