This is destined to be an extraordinary night, everyone's heart is filled with their own things, thousands of things, other people's thousands of words, not as direct as their own personal experience.

Wen Qing lay on the bed, not sleepy for a long time, and the sound of Bian Yuwei's breathing could be faintly heard on the bed on the other side, and in the quiet night, the long breathing was particularly clear.

When Bian Yuwei was asleep, her breathing was always like this.

Wen Qing tossed and turned, and her sleepiness gradually disappeared by half, and she became more energetic unconsciously.

She is no longer a child, but she is like a child.

Wen Qing thought a lot, thought far away, she thought that when she was in the third grade of primary school, she was still a chubby and sloppy girl, not beautiful but with good grades, she had a soft temperament, and her family always told her to get along with her classmates at school, and if she endured it, she would pass, take a step back and open the sky.

So in the face of waves of ridicule and ridicule of the girls who isolated her, she always told herself that she couldn't cause trouble, just endure it.

I endured it like this for nearly twenty years.

When she called Bian Yuwei at first sight, she told herself that she wanted to be friends with such a person, she couldn't help but want to get close to such a person, she felt that such a person was glowing.

She has always been forbearing, and when other girls pleaded with the girls in the class to isolate her, she would only hide and cry secretly, but she was arrogant to the male classmates who were careful to treat her.

At that time, she was sick.

But she was really scared, she was like a rootless duckweed drowning in water, and she wanted to cling to every little hope, but she never thought about what she would bring to others.

Yes, at first when she was cautious about accepting the kindness of her tablemate, she overheard others talking about the innocent tablemate behind her back.

If it is against her, it is her business, but if it is against others because of her, how can her conscience be at ease?

So she became the bad guy who only promised in front of others but only dictated to her tablemates?

It wasn't until later that she finally forced him away, and never once had she had it as easy as that.

She knew that as long as he left her, he would definitely live a better life, but no one knew that she had been secretly wronged to the point of crying alone for countless nights.

She spared no effort to drive him away, and she was sad to death for a year.

Perhaps, this is the trace of the original love.

She thought she would go on like that forever, alone, without scruples, isolated, ridiculed.

Maybe God wanted to give her a little mercy, Xiao Shengchu made an unprecedented score in history, and for the first time, her name appeared in the first line of the report card.

From then on, she finally had the opportunity to get away from that school, away from her classmates who had been studying together for six years, and she was given a chance to start over completely.

In the new school, she worked hard to improve her grades and work hard to integrate into everyone's circle, and everything seemed to be slowly getting better, but she missed her former table mate more and more.

Until now, she is twenty years old, and watching her junior high school classmates and high school classmates take off their singles one by one and form pairs, she is not envious of it is fake.

She has also tried to change someone to like, and she has tried to like someone else, but she can't do it at all.

She couldn't forget the person in her mind who was still cautious about trying to protect her.

During the Spring Festival winter vacation last year, she went home and went back to the group of primary schools again, the school is still the same school, and the teachers are still the same teachers, but the years have quietly left indelible marks on their faces.

She found her former classroom, and tried to find the slightest trace of the past on the same desk she used to sit on, but there was nothing.

That's right, it's her extravagant hope, it's been ten years, everything that was, how can it be left, this classroom, except for memories, there is nothing left.

His name, which she had carefully carved on the table, had long since disappeared as the table was painted layer by layer.

It would be nice if people's memories could also disappear with these, she was really tired, and she also wanted to like to live her life alone.

Two days ago he sent a message to tell himself that he was getting engaged.

Subject appears petite and cute. It's very protective, but she feels very glaring.

In fact, sometimes it is really a wrong step, for example, he did not enter a good high school because of a mistake because of his excellent grades, and later, he and himself became people of two worlds.

Her world is full of topics and tasks, and the list of English is level 4 or 6, but he only has firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea. But even without a common language, he hid in the deepest part of her heart and refused to come out.

She had wondered if she really liked him, but after so many years, she couldn't tell the difference, but vaguely remembered that every time she secretly cried, he was handing the paper to the side, and every time she scolded him loudly, he was at a loss but stood firmly beside her and refused to leave.

She thought that this was the end of her life, and she couldn't tell whether she would like people, whether she could accept other people, and what she would do.

However, God once again gave her a new chance.

Thinking of the person she saw, her heart was still pounding now, she had never seen a person so nervous, so nervous that she couldn't say a word coherently.

He looked sad, he must have encountered something, but he looked so good with a frown.

That day, she had something to do to go to the college administration building, and when she passed by the Faculty of Letters, she saw him wandering outside.

He looked to be about twenty-eight or nineteen years old, and there was a hairy boy in his early twenties next to him who kept calling him boss.

He didn't know what he was thinking with a sad face, but from time to time he glanced at the door of the administrative building, as if he was waiting for someone.

She never thought that she would think like this about someone so much older than herself, and that thought would haunt her mind every minute and every second once it was ingrained in her heart.

Today, when Shi Niang was talking about whether she had a boyfriend, her first reaction was his sad face.

She wanted to know what was going on with him, what was the difficulty, and she wanted to reach out and soothe his frowning brow, but she had no qualifications, let alone a position.

Later, she finally saw the person he was waiting for, it was Professor Zhou Lu of the Faculty of Arts, the two seemed to be quite familiar, and she also found countless classmates in the Faculty of Liberal Arts to know that the person he was looking for was called Zhou Lu, but who was he?

She asked someone to check all the activities that the school was going to hold in the near future, but she didn't find any guests who matched his conditions, did she really want to give up? But she was really unwilling, she really wanted to find him.

Almost at the first sight of him, she knew that he must be a good enough person, and there was no way to deceive the confidence and aura that emanated from his body, and that feeling was many times stronger than that of Bian Yuwei.

She couldn't tell how many nights it was the first night that he couldn't sleep, but he didn't even give her a superfluous look that day.

She won't give up, how short a person's life is, since God gave her the opportunity to meet him, he will definitely give them the opportunity to meet again!

During this period, she must work harder, be better, and at least have the confidence to stand by his side at that time.

If he is still alone, then she will try to be his harbor, and if he has a family and a loved one, then she will hide behind him and love him silently!