"A person can only live incognito, and you think how lonely and miserable he must be."

"Oh?"

"In this world, he is considered dead by others. If he wants to live, he has to carefully hide himself, or change his identity and live with an identity that does not belong to him, what is the meaning of life for such a person? ”

"yes, who would have thought what the meaning of his life was?"

"Sister, do you remember the black mark on the crime scene?"

"Black Mark?"

"It's the marks left by the wheels rubbing against the ground."

"Well, that's after a hard braking."

"You told me that the murderer suddenly appeared in front of the car and caught the driver off guard."

"Yes."

"From this point, we can think that the murderer has people who want to die."

"Yes, either he dies or the person who stopped the car dies."

"It turned out that everyone in the car was going to die."

"What are you trying to say?"

"I want to say that he has always had the desire to die."

"yes, I've said that before......"

"Let's think about it from the perspective of a murderer, why does he have the desire to die?"

Melinda's eyes lit up, "Why?" ”

"Because he lived a lonely and miserable life."

"You've already said that."

"But why did he live so lonely, so painfully?"

"It has nothing to do with him seeing his wife and children die, and his current embarrassing life, right?"

"Not bad. It is because he is immersed in the grief of the past and cannot extricate himself, and because he lives like a living dead and cannot see the sunshine of hope, so he has that feeling of despair. ”

"By despair, do you mean ......"

"The despair of life, the despair of happiness, the despair of beauty, and the pessimistic thinking of everything makes life fall into despair."

"Why do you think that?"

"Because I live in a dream, sometimes, I will become like that."

Suche's tone was flat.

But it was full of desolation.

Melinda realizes that she has made an unforgivable mistake.

She shouldn't have asked him.

However, when he entered the dream and wanted to find him to think from the murderer's point of view, wasn't it because he could only live in the dream, and it was very likely that he had the same state of mind as the murderer?

Only he can deeply feel the loneliness and pain of the murderer.

- In a sense, they are the same people.

- They are all alive, but everyone else thinks they are dead.

- A living person can only survive in the way of a dead person, and this feeling is something that only Su Che can understand.

Actually, Melinda didn't want to dig up another side of herself that Su Che had hidden so well.

She knows that this is a way of facing self-deception.

She knew Su Che's loneliness and pain, but she couldn't comfort her.

Because when he is comforted, he also thinks that he is being sympathized.

There are too many negative emotions, which will affect his perception of the current situation of his existence.

She didn't want Su Che to live pessimistically in her dreams.

However, if you don't mention it, it doesn't mean that the matter is over.

Su Che's loneliness and pain are there, and there is no way to avoid them.

Even if she pretended to turn a blind eye, she couldn't keep deceiving herself like this.

Now that the words are said in the open, it will be somewhat embarrassing.

She didn't know how to deal with it.

However, now that she had spoken, she had to face it again.

……

……

Melinda was also very sad.

If the plan had been more thorough, maybe Su Che wouldn't have had an accident.

He wouldn't be like he is now, living in dreams.

She blamed herself.

"Archer, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have put you through so much pain."

"Saying that, Sister, we're going to get a little angry...... Let's move on to that topic. ”

"Okay."

"Where did I just go? Oh, why does the murderer want to die, doesn't he? ”

"Hmm."

"His desire for death sometimes becomes as strong as a fire, and sometimes it is self-defeating."

“……”

"When he kills, it's probably when he wants to die."

"Why?"

"Because when he kills, he seems to have been prepared with both hands."

"One is that he was hit to death, and the other is that he killed someone who didn't kill him?"

"Yes. And he was lucky enough to never die. ”

"In this way, it is the kindness of others who has harmed themselves,—— no, it is their families who have suffered."

"yes. The way he gave his death was so cruel and ravaging people's hearts. ”

"If I were the client, I would also become hysterical."

"There's one more thing that I don't understand."

"What is it?"

"Since he is desperate and he wants to die, why doesn't he find a place to commit suicide, and let someone else hit him with a car and let himself die?"

"The answer I gave was that he was timid."

"But how can a timid person go and kill someone?"

“……”

"How can a person who is afraid of death choose to die, or kill someone else, and do that kind of hurtful thing?"

“……”

Yes, how can a person who doesn't even dare to kill himself kill someone else?

If the murderer really hated the cowardly, this series of cases might not have happened.

Why didn't you think of this yourself?

It's so careless.

Such an obvious suspicion, I didn't even think of it, it was too careful enough.

Melinda secretly accused herself of not being smart enough to think more about certain things.

Su Che didn't care about the change in her expression and continued, "Actually, I've been thinking about one thing all along. ”

"What's the matter?"

"A person who has committed seven murders, will there be any shadow in his psyche?"

"Unless his psyche is already distorted, if not, how can there be no shadow?"

"Sister, have you ever thought about it, he wants to let other people's parents see his children die, and at the same time, he will have to let himself see other people's children die......"

"You mean ......"

"Maybe you have already thought that when he sees someone else's child die, it is impossible not to think of the process of his own child's death, and once he remembers it again, it is equivalent to seeing his own child die again, that is, he repeats what he experienced over and over again."

"Wouldn't that make me feel more painful?"

"Yes, so, I've always wondered what kind of mentality he used to face this pain, and how he spent it when he ran away after killing someone and continued to live incognito."

"Can you think of it?"

"I didn't think of it for a while."

"Maybe, we can't even think of it."

"Oh? We have not experienced the pain of losing a child, and we don't know what it feels like to let this pain ravage our hearts again and again. ”

"So, here, I can only raise my own doubts, and I can't solve any problems at all."

"No, maybe the question you're asking is close to the truth."

"Oh?"

"I can basically judge what kind of way the murderer Chen Shiming chose to hide himself."

"I don't understand what you're talking about."

Melinda gave him a shallow smile without explanation.

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