Su Yingxue turned her head to look at Liu Lingjun, and saw that there was finally a slight change in her expressionless face these days. It's like a closed eggshell with a little crack.

Of course there will be no answer.

He could never say another word.

But, fortunately, his hands are already much better.

Su Yingxue didn't wait for his answer, these days, although she said some inconsequential things, she had already seen through the emotions on his seemingly unwavering face.

"Although you can't speak, and you haven't expressed any emotions, I already know your thoughts. You know why? Su Yingxue said with a wry smile, "Speaking of which, it's really strange." Although you and Jiang Li do not live together, and even the temperaments of the two of you are very different, many of your subtle expressions are strikingly similar. ”

"In the past, when he appeared inexplicably, he just felt fate, until later when I realized the danger, he appeared again." Su Yingxue rubbed her fingers against the stone table and smiled bitterly, "The timing of his appearance that time was really wrong, so I have been guarding against him, and I have always wanted to see what he wants to do." So, at that time, I always tried my best to pay attention to all his expressions, trying to find his true emotions from those small expressions. However, every time I couldn't understand it, he was hiding too deep for me to see. It wasn't until after I got drunk that time that time that he said that I gradually began to understand his contradictions and entanglements, and some of his emotions, I also began to slowly understand. It's just that I still hate him, and although I occasionally soften, I don't dare to let my guard down against him. He's been rocking all the time, so how dare I trust him? ”

"It's just that what I never expected was that in the end, he would really let me go. According to your father, who gave birth to you, he betrayed him. ”

"At the last moment, he gave me the information that could prove my father's innocence, and handed me all the facts of the matter, and he completely lost his life."

"I hate and miss him...... So, after that, there were countless nights when I would dream about the things we had experienced together, and those things would be in my mind over and over again, deepening my memories again and again. ”

"So, you see, in the end, he kind of gave you a gift."

"When you can't speak, I can see your answer in your little expression."

"Look, your expression now really tells me that there is a tremor in your heart."

"In the past, I was also nostalgic and sad every day. However, after a long time, I felt that I was full of disgust and disgust for my own state. Not because I feel too sorry for myself, but because of the past, I will bury the future. ”

Seeing that the corners of Liu Lingjun's eyes twitched, Su Yingxue hurriedly said:

"I know that your current situation is really not ordinary. However, after seeing so many people fleeing again, and seeing the life and death of those people, I realized that there are many poor people in this world. If everyone is like us, there will be too many people in this world who can't survive. ”

"People, you have to look forward."

Su Yingxue saw a mocking smile on the corner of Liu Lingjun's mouth.

"Yes. I know, do you think there is a more pitiful person in this world than you? You feel like your life has been completely destroyed, your whole life has been ruined.

However, have you ever thought that compared to Jiang Lilai, you are the luckiest one. ”

"He was forced to leave home when he was five years old, and your mother was there for you all these years, when he was suffering outside, when he was thinking about his mother, when he almost forgot what his mother looked like."

In Jiang Li's memory, his mother and father were just as ruthless. However, Liu Lingjun, after hearing what Liu Fu said that day, these days, when you lie there and recall the things when you were a child, you will definitely think of your mother, and for you, there must be a matter of mother-son affection. He doesn't know what belongs to you and your mother. And I believe that when your mother looks at you alone, she has two people in her heart. What you enjoy belongs to the three of you. ”

"I'm not saying that you stole Jiang Li's love, but I want to tell you that there is such a person who has always been looking forward to having such a family affection, but he didn't know until he died, in fact, he had. It was very little, but I believe that if he knew, he would have been content. At the very least, when it comes to death, I will leave with such an expectation. ”

"It's a blessing to be able to get what you want in your lifetime."

"Having said all that, actually, I just wanted to tell you. Liu Lingjun, your life has been freed from the confinement of those people, although it has been tortured and lost too many things, but the soul is already free. Of course, you can choose to die, and that's your freedom. I'm definitely not going to stand in the way. ”

"It's just that in this world, you have one more fortunate thing than Jiang Li. You've met someone who loves you that way, and even she's pregnant with your child now. ”

Speaking of Dong Wan and children, Liu Lingjun's face flashed with a trace of tenderness mixed with deep regret and pain.

He regretted it.

Of course he regretted it.

Dong Wan was so sad that he wanted him to stay, but he abandoned her for that stupid obsession, abandoned the person he loved the most and the unformed child, and went to Kyoto, just to protect that person's life, but as a result, he was used by him to escape from prison, so that he was finally killed like this.

He had no reason to feel sorry for himself, because everything was his choice.

At the moment when Liu Fu was arrested, he had already regained his freedom, and he could have completely realized his life, but in the end, it was destroyed in his own hands.

Speaking of hate, who does he hate?

He hates himself!

Liu Lingjun turned sideways and raised his hand to hide his face, his expression was full of pain.

With his current state, how can he have the face to go back to see Dong Wan? Even if you go back, what can you do? Do you want Dong Wan to see her ghost? In the future, in addition to dragging Dong Wan down, what else can she do for her?

He had no eyes, no tongue, no legs, and he couldn't do anything for her, not even a glance at the child, or coax the child.

Rather than that, it's better to leave.

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