Xue'er, for so many years, Xuan'er has never forgiven him. Was he really wrong?

Xue'er, if he had been a little braver and persevered a little longer, would he and Xuan'er still be the harmonious father and son they were back then, and would they be able to be with her forever.

Cher, now he knows he's wrong, but what can he do?

She was no longer by his side, and it was impossible for him and Xuan'er to go back to the way they were. I miss her so much, Cher.

Deng Haoran stretched out his old hand, which was once strong and powerful, but now it was crawling with old age spots, and gently ** the lovely man in the photo.

In just seven years, the once strong middle-aged man is as old as an old man in the "twilight".

Cher, he's really old. In the blink of an eye, she completely left his world, seven years.

How could she be so ruthless and throw him and Xuan'er in this lonely world.

When Xuan'er was born, she happily promised him that she would always accompany him and watch the child grow up healthy and happy.

It's a pity that it didn't take long for her to quietly leave him with Xuan'er. It was his fault back then, and he didn't hate you.

But back then, he at least knew that she and Xuan'er had been living together well.

Even if he couldn't be with her, he could breathe the air under this sky with her, and now this gray sky has not breathed for seven years.

I really don't know how long he can last, this body is really getting less and less.

If there really are eighteen layers of hell and heaven in this world, he really wants to see her again on the way to hell, and one side is enough. He knew she would be in heaven.

In this world, the saddest love is when he knows love, but the person who makes him want to cherish and protect the most has long since left him.

Cher, all this has long been like a derailed train, and it can't be repeated. If there is an afterlife, Cher, can he be the father of her children again, and the man she loves deeply. This time, he won't let go again.

Cher, is he too greedy?

And Deng Mingxuan, who was sitting in the car, couldn't stop shaking his fingers, so quiet that he could hear his intense breathing, and the complex emotions in his heart couldn't be calmed down for a long time.

He turned on the stereo of the car, didn't look at the name of the song, picked a song randomly, and as if it was fate, the chopsticks brothers' "Father" gradually flowed out of the car.

In the car, except for the chopsticks brothers, who are full of vicissitudes and singing, with strong fatherly affection, there is no other sound.

Why do you have to stand by that woman's side every time, never stand in his perspective and consider his feelings. If the man had genuinely thought about him, he would not have been deceived by that woman all the time.

Father, it's ridiculous, is that man really his father, a father who only accuses his own son! In the car, the singing continues:

"The child you care about, when you grow up~~~~~ I want to hold your warm palms like before, but you are not by my side!

Take the breeze to Ankang, time slows down, don't let you get old again! I am willing to use everything I have in exchange for your long life, and my father who will be strong in your life, what can I do for you......"

Listening to this song "Father", Deng Mingxuan couldn't help but show a wry smile on his face, his heart was as bitter as a cup of freshly baked, and the thick black coffee was so bitter that it was hard to swallow, and it was so astringent that it made people feel bitter in their hearts.

It's ironic that he has a real father, but he has never really enjoyed his father's love, and it is better to never have it in the first place.

"Bell, bell, bell......"

Deng Mingxuan took out his mobile phone from his pocket, put on a wireless Bluetooth headset, and answered.

"Why haven't you come back yet? The meals were cold. ”

Gu Lingyue's sweet and worried voice clearly passed through the earphones, entered his ears, and warmed his heart.

"Ling'er, I miss you so much, I miss you so much."

Deng Mingxuan seems to be a lost child who has found someone to rely on.

With a sigh of relief, he let go of the heavy burden he had been carrying, relied on her to the fullest, and spoke to her silently.

Through the mobile phone, just because the voice changed slightly from usual, Gu Lingyue found that something bad must have happened to Deng Mingxuan, and she was so disappointed.

Her worried voice eagerly came from the other end of the phone,

"What's wrong? Why do you suddenly say something like this, and your voice is so nasal! ”

Without hearing Deng Mingxuan's voice, her heart became even more worried, her tone became anxious, and she continued:

"If there's anything bad, come back and tell me. Don't keep it in your heart, I've been waiting for you at home. ”

"Well, wait until I get home."

Deng Mingxuan heard Gu Lingyue's anxious and worried voice, and his originally gloomy mood began to clear up a little.

yes, now he has a home, too. And the most important thing is that he has a person he wants to protect the most, who he has always cherished, waiting at home for him to come back.

As soon as the call ended, he took off his headphones, put his foot on the accelerator, and the car began to speed down the highway, the first time he was so desperate to go back to see her.

It was originally an hour's drive, but he was forced to return to the door of Gu Lingyue's small apartment in about thirty minutes.

He parked the car directly at the front door of the small apartment, and he didn't even bother to drive the car over to the parking lot, which was only a few steps away from the small apartment.

Deng Mingxuan shook the car door hard, and took out the key directly, without even pressing the doorbell.

There was no intention of letting Gu Lingyue come out to open the door for him at all, so he was simple and rude, unlocked the lock, and entered the door.

For the first time, he was so eager to see her.

"You're back!"

Gu Lingyue was wearing her pink pajamas, sitting on a small sofa, holding a pink panther in her hand, watching TV absentmindedly.

As soon as she saw Deng Mingxuan's figure, Gu Lingyue's eyes immediately lit up, and she smiled, her eyes were bright, and her expression was bright.

And the joy in his eyes was mixed with a hint of worry.

As soon as Deng Mingxuan pushed the door open, he saw her so warm and smelled the fragrance of light food.

Even though he lost his mother and lost his father's love, God treated him well.

let him meet her in the darkest time; Let him have her when he is most lonely.

Gu Lingyue felt that Deng Mingxuan's scorching gaze had been staying on her, making her face hot as hot.

What the hell was wrong with him, all of a sudden sad, and all of a sudden so excited.

As the saying goes: "A woman's heart, a needle under the sea." ”

In fact, this man is too, and his mood is so complicated that he can't be described by a submarine needle at all.

"Ling'er, I'm going to see my father today."

Deng Mingxuan slowly walked towards Gu Lingyue, his eyes kept falling on her without the slightest movement, and then sat next to her.

"What's wrong? What happened? ”

Gu Lingyue gently took Deng Mingxuan's big hand, sideways her delicate and beautiful face, her thick and slender eyelashes fanned gently, and her eyes showed a thick worry.

"I went to see my father today."

Deng Mingxuan hugged Gu Lingyue hard and rested his head on her petite shoulder.

A feeble voice came from her shoulder, and his tone was full of loneliness, and he continued:

"Why does he only stand next to that woman every time, and only put the fault on me?"