1796 Madoka Magica

Inside the London repeater, the uneven walls are like clinging to the layers of scales, all the way to the end of the line of sight, whether from a high place or from the lower floor, you can see these walls, the top of the wall is the path, showing a variety of roads, stairs, pipes and bridges, all of which are passable places in people's common sense, these paths have been spread in all directions, to the high and low places along with the wall, a person has to walk these roads, can not do it in his life, Even if you just go in one direction, you won't see the end until the end of your life. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

These walls and pathways are like a never-ending labyrinth, and without a navigation system with the relevant permissions to match, instinct and sight alone will inevitably lead to a complete dissolution in these accessible pathways after a certain distance.

Madoka Magical Girl thinks she'll never get used to such an alternative scenery, but when she can calm down and think about what to do in the future, she realizes that she has long since integrated into life in the repeater. Here, lacking many things that normal society must have, Madoka feels that she is not very smart, because she has never been able to figure out what is missing, but she can feel the difference between the two worlds, which is like another world.

Was it a blessing or a misfortune to be able to get into the repeater? Is it lucky or unlucky to be a magical girl? Is it lucky or unfortunate to be drawn into the Third World War, not as a civilian, but as a fighter on standby? A few months ago, such a question did not exist in the mind of this high school girl—but lately, she couldn't help but think of it naturally, and then agonize about it.

As the original magical girl, and now the theoretical leader-level figure of the magical girl crusade, Madoka doesn't care too much about her identity and status, and if she uses other people's descriptions, she is too self-aware. Many times, she is accustomed to looking at everything that is happening around her from the perspective of the high school girl she used to be. If only from the fact that I can survive, the relatives, friends and family I care about can have a safer situation than other ordinary people in this normal war, then I should be glad. Madoka, a magical girl, was indeed happy, but as she watched more people die, there was also deep pain and sorrow.

"Mystery" has been revealed in this world, and magical girls, as users of mysterious powers, support them behind a strange creature that calls itself "Kewpie", and even, according to "Kewpie" himself, it remains to be seen whether it belongs to the category of "creatures". But there is no doubt that Kewpie used his mysterious power to make many people become magical girls, and eventually formed a magical girl crusade, and hosted under the banner of a larger mysterious organization "Cyberball", which in this sense, is the veritable core of magical girls, and is the source of the mysterious power possessed by magical girls.

The appearance of Kewpie originated from the night of Valpurgis in London, and in this sense, it is deeply related to the repeater, but it is not the creation of the repeater, because it existed before the repeater was completed.

Cyberball built the repeater with the Night of Valpurgis and is currently an extremely important organization that shelters people around the world in war. Their abilities may be questioned, their mystery is incomprehensible, and their actions are in the style of secret organizations, but it is undeniable that they have rescued many people who have been devastated by war, and they have fought hard against those who have no humanity invaders, and all the results they have done are just, necessary, and urgent to maintain the right order in the eyes of those who are currently devastated by war.

Following Kewpie's advice, taking refuge under the net ball, and participating in actions that are enough to be righteous, right, and necessary in the eyes of most people, the magical girls, including Madoka, have no doubts or hesitations. The problem is that the war, though less than a year old, makes people feel tired of spending a century in the flames of war. The threat posed by that terrifying enemy has caused the magical girl crusade to be attrition several times, so it is too much pressure for many magical girls to continue to participate in this war like a warrior. After all, before the magical girls became magical girls, most of them were ordinary ordinary people: two-thirds of them were elementary school girls, junior high school girls, high school girls, and the other one-third had college girls, housewives, professional women, and even some men who didn't know what to say.

The outbreak of the Third World War was so sudden, lured by mysterious forces, in the clouds of war, these ordinary ordinary people chose to fight, only to realize in the battle that this war was completely different from the war they wanted to participate in when they were full of spirit, whim, or full of revenge.

Their enemies are not human, and even if they have a human form, they are completely distorted inside, and all the attempts to defeat them, to educate them, to make them taste the pain of defeat, or to save them, are not feasible or fundamentally unsuitable.

The only way to keep yourself safe, to bring peace to the world, and to save innocent people is to kill them, to kill those monsters, whether in human or non-human form, but their numbers are so numerous, and their abilities are so outstanding, that people can only feel more and more despair and madness in battle, wondering if they can really defeat them, and when will the day of victory come?

The side that they think is right and righteous is losing one after another, and even if the magical girls gamble their lives, they are still insignificant in the frenzy of the enemy. So, even if all this you pay is right, what is the effect? Madoka knew very well that such doubts were spreading among the Magical Girl Crusaders, and that she was just as confused.

Madoka doesn't regret becoming a magical girl, and she doesn't feel that she is doing a wrong thing, she just feels that she is not smart enough to find any other solution to the problem except to fight and fight, and at the same time, she feels that this kind of battle may be a last resort, but it is definitely not a good solution to the problem - she often feels happy that she has saved a few people after the battle, and at the same time, she feels something suffocating and anxious from the irreversible situation, She couldn't describe what it was, but there was something intangible, approaching herself, and it was so ominous, so powerful, that she couldn't describe it, and it was full of powerlessness.

Madoka tried to describe her feelings to the people around her, hoping that those who seemed smart would give a definite answer, so that she could clearly know what the creepy, invisible, but approaching her and others in the dark, was, what kind of enemy it was. However, the people around him couldn't give this answer, and they couldn't even feel what Madoka felt.

Madoka's closest friends, the other two who first became magical girls with her, Sena and Xiaomei are also incredulous about her problem, they are willing to believe Madoka, and Madoka is very grateful for this, but this trust is not enough for her to get rid of the confusion in her thoughts, and the sense of nominous instinct, and the fear that arises in her heart when facing the ominousness that only she feels.

Madoka felt that if this continued, everyone, including herself, would die. She didn't want to die, but before, she didn't want these comrades-in-arms, friends and relatives who got along day and night to die. If she could, she would be willing to use her own death to save these people from dying. However, there was no god to answer her prayers, and she felt a deep helplessness as she fought, as if she were watching the car she and her companions were riding in, heading towards the cliff, but unable to make any sound to warn them or do anything that would change the outcome. can only show a vigorous smile when others care about it.

Madoka didn't break down because she was kind to herself and loved others deeply, but every time she thought about it, she could only be deeply distressed by herself.

She likes to stand on the wall, along the path with no end in sight, through the stairs and stone-paved roads, avoiding those black holes and holes, when she walks, looking up to see the same dense walls and paths, there will be a "there must be a right path among so many roads", to dispel the haze in her heart, to make her feel that the reason why she feels helpless is only because of the lack of "navigation", and she can't choose the right one from these dense roads, and even obsessed too much with the wall itself and ignoring the passage above the wall.

Recently, Madoka ran into a big man, the supreme commander of the cyberball, "Gone Fire". In surprise and uneasiness, Madoka tried to describe to him what she felt, but instead of giving her a definite answer, she asked her not to think about it so much, and this kind of thing was just for the adults to worry about - from those words, even the dull Madoka could feel that the other party still regarded them magical girls as "children who don't understand the world", even if they and others had been involved in so many life-and-death battles.

Madoka doesn't feel that she has been humiliated, because she is very keenly aware that there is a huge gap between the standards of herself and others and the standards of herself and others. The standards of the two are different, and the angle of looking at the problem is also different, even if the fire gives an answer, I am afraid it is not the answer that Madoka is trying to know - it is the correctness of the fire, not the correctness of Madoka.

So, Madoka can only be confused, until now.

"Hmm......? Are you still bothered by that kind of thing? The voice suddenly came from under her feet, startling Madoka, and when she came back to her senses, she felt a small thing jump on her shoulder. She doesn't panic because that's the strange life of Kewpie, making her a magical girl.

Kewpie is a cat and a rabbit, it doesn't seem to die, but it doesn't see anything other than turning people into magical girls. Compared to the enemy, compared to the magical girl, compared to some ordinary people, it is extraordinarily weak. However, its heart is hard, right? Madoka sometimes thinks so. She had no idea what was going on behind the silence and smile, but for the most part it was indifferent to the miserable world and the people at the moment.

Even if she doesn't want to, Madoka has to agree with some smart people among magical girls: Kewpie is a monster, and there is no substantial difference between it and the monsters killed by himself and others, but in a temporary position, it is biased towards the net ball - it can't even be said that it is biased towards magical girls.

The magical girl born of its mysterious power is not known to it. Everyone Madoka knows is very wary of such a Kewpie. Madoka wanted to believe Kewpie, but she didn't know how to express that trust, so she could only pet Kewpie's fluffy, delicate and seemingly fragile body like a pet.

Kewpie is free, but more often than not, he will always stay by Madoka's side and talk to Madoka, but he will never answer any of Madoka's doubts directly.

"Kewpie, is there really no way to change the world back to what it was?" Madoka had asked this question countless times, and every time Kewpie would talk to him left and right, so Madoka gradually didn't expect it to answer positively this time. Kewpie is incredible, but in this world, with the expansion of mystery, there are many more incredible things, such as the repeater where he is at this time, everyone says that this is the most incredible thing in the world.

However, even repeaters have no way to stop the war in front of them and get everyone back on track with normal life. The world outside the repeater is miserable, and people are living in even greater suffering of war than in the past. The Nazis, who were only known in history classes in the past, appeared in such a real way in this world, bringing people a tragedy that is even more tragic than what is described in textbooks. Death and painful death are far from describing the horror they bring to normal people.

Compared to those who suffer outside the repeater, Madoka feels that she has the power of a magical girl and relies on the power of the organization to settle her family and friends, and she must help those people, no matter how distressed she is, she must find a way to get the world back on track, even if she will face a life-and-death crisis in battle. (To be continued.) )