Something is happening in the Peninsula Psychiatric Hospital, and although we can't confirm all the details, in general, the occurrence of such and such things, leading to all kinds of dangerous anomalies, is completely expected by everyone. The only people who really don't understand why this is happening, or who don't understand the direction in which things will go, are ordinary people who simply look at the world with normal eyes. On this peninsula, there is more than just seminars and occult organizations that exist. Whether they are patients, specialists, or people who come to this peninsula with other purposes, there is no shortage of people who are still living simply as ordinary people in the wave of mystification.

However, in terms of the scope of activities, I don't have much intersection with these ordinary people. Throughout my life, my life after I came into contact with the "mystery", the things I experienced and the people I interacted with were completely different from those before I came into contact with the "mystery". With the passage of time, I don't miss the life of ordinary people, but for dealing with "mystery", facing those unexpected situations that seem incredible, unimaginable to ordinary people, and feel that they shouldn't be like that, I no longer feel fresh, exciting and yearning. After the torrent recedes, all that remains is calm, in the calm, to think, to experience darkness and helplessness, to feel the fate of nothing that can be done, the mind begins to become abnormal, the spirit is tormented, the soul is tempered and becomes strange, but still to find hope in such a transformation.

I still haven't @ given up my original dream. Even if that dream is too ideal, naïve and incomparably distant, there are countless voices suing sù that they can't do it, and the facts are proving that they always fail. Even so. I still haven't given up, and in my heart, I still have zài, a yearning for that dream.

In the midst of countless pains, torments, confusions, and failures, I have likewise said to myself countless times that I want to be a hero.

Obviously, it is also the same countless times. Tell yourself that you can't be a hero anymore, and if you can save someone, you can only save the people you love at most. Even so, in the silence of thought, the voice from the heart still said to himself: I want to be a hero.

You want it, but you can't get it. Although it was unattainable, it never gave up on such an idea - from a occult point of view. This is the source of suffering, the beginning of self-torture, the sign of descent into hell.

But-

But

But I never regretted it.

Although it was painful, I didn't feel that I should change my attitude at that time and that there was a better way. Look at it and solve it. Perhaps, in the eyes of others. My choice was never the best, not even good, not the right one, but I now understand why I didn't do it at the time. Simply because it was my choice, not someone else's, it was my own thinking, judging what was good and what was wrong. Instead of other people thinking, to judge what is good, what is bad and what is right. So, the results of other people's thinking and judgment don't mean much to me. The good, bad, and right that they think and judge are theirs, and they reap theirs and carry their own. Their victories and successes, their failures and pains, have nothing to do with me.

What I have to bear, and the only thing I need to bear, is only my own thinking and judgment, and the various results that come about.

In these days, my thoughts are telling me that although people inevitably have commonalities with each other, and need these commonalities to maintain their own survival and development, at the same time, as an individual, how strong is the individuality and independence of human beings. In the complex and intertwined sociality, there is a kind of "loneliness", which some people may see as shameful, but it does exist. It is "contemplative", very strongly, in the fear of the unknown.

"Jiang" is here, in "thinking", in the fear of the unknown, in the insoluble confusion, in the loneliness of being an individual, I feel and determine its existence in these thoughts, cognitions, judgments, fears, confusions and loneliness that only belong to me.

In philosophical parlance - it's really like a specter of thought.

This is true of "Jiang", and of course it is true of "virus".

In the world of matter and energy, things that cannot be observed become clear when placed in a world composed only of philosophy.

If science is only narrowly focused on what is "physically existing" in the conventional sense, then it must be unable to grasp the "rivers" and "viruses".

As I thought so, I suddenly felt someone tapped me on the shoulder. I woke up and knew that I was once again involuntarily lost in thought. I suddenly had a thought: Is this kind of involuntary thinking a kind of pathology, or is it "Jiang" talking to me?

"I'm sorry, I just got distracted." I said to the boy who forcibly suppressed the divergent thoughts, and said to the teenager who came to his side at some point.

This boy is a mysterious expert in this repeater world who can really cast the power of the third-level magic pattern, and his appearance is a little older than his actual age. At this age, I can't help but think of my past self. But, of course, I know that I am still different from him. The previous self-introduction made me know that this boy awakened a super "genius" when he was in the second-level magic pattern.

Among the demonic messengers I dealt with, like me, when I was promoted to the third-level demonic pattern, I was forcibly developed by the demonic pattern to develop "super" mediocrity, but there are very few, perhaps because a mediocre talent like me, under normal circumstances, my own ability is not enough to face those high-intensity mysterious events. Therefore, they all go to solve easier incidents and deal with simpler jobs, and these people who stand on the front line and face super powerful enemies must of course be "geniuses" and "masters" who have reached the same level.

The reason why I got involved in it is simply because the "Quick Sweep" super that I forcibly developed by Demon Pattern is a bit over-spec in terms of mystery and performance. And I can roughly give a reason why such an over-spec ability occurs.

The superpower forcibly developed by the magic pattern, or rather, the superpower forcibly granted, has nothing to do with the characteristics of the user, therefore. What my "quick sweep" symbolizes and represents, of course, is not the characteristic of me as Takakawa. So, in me, isn't it precisely because of the existence of "Jiang"?

Because of the power of "Jiang", I am in many complicated situations. can make a different table xiàn.

And the third-level Demon Pattern Emissary boy in front of him, his Demon Pattern Super Ability, is what makes him different from others, and he can continue to use his original ability in this repeater world without the need to transform into an electronic Demon Emissary.

The five people who asked for my help did not hide their abilities. This teenager's ability is called: Burn Out. This ability can "incinerate" mysteries of different properties and forms of different expressions. Whether this "burning" is physical or conceptual is not known to me. But. As long as the ability is activated, any mysterious power that comes into contact with him will turn into a form similar to "ash" and be used by him.

It sounds powerful, but in reality, of course, there are limitations. What the restrictions are, though, certainly won't be revealed here. If it weren't for the fact that the situation was confusing at this time. The future is uncertain and requires dedicated cooperation. Otherwise, a mystical expert would not have told others about his mysteries so lightly. Even if he will gradually be understood by others in battles and long-term contacts, and then spread through various channels, and finally be parsed and archived by others, he will not tell his secrets himself. Say it to anyone else.

Maintaining mystery is not the basis for the continuation of the mystical force, but it is a natural consequence of the influence of the mystical force itself.

It's like a person who recognizes science can't help but look at things from a scientific perspective. Those who possess mystical powers maintain a mystical posture. It's also natural.

In the exchange with these five people, in order to show sincerity, I released some of my secrets, but it does not mean that this secret will be completely exposed.

The boy's magic pattern superpower is "burned out", and even in my feelings, it is not the "real name" that he belongs to, and from the perspective of occultism, it also means that "burned out" is not the "real name" of this superpower, and thinking and judging the characteristics of his ability from this name will only lead to a deviation step by step, and finally lead to a wrong result.

However, just from his brief description of this superpower, it already makes people feel that the future is limitless - the reason why he can still use his power as a third-level demonic messenger in this repeater is precisely because the mystery in the form of "electronic demonic messenger" and "nightmare" is "burned" by this ability in an incomprehensible and unobservable way, and finally turned into the form of "ashes" of this demonic superpower.

The "Ash" of the third-level Demon Emblem Messenger boy and the "Ash" of another Demon Emblem Envoy I once met were similar in appearance, but their essential power was different. The "ashes" of this teenager are not the remains of ordinary physical objects that have burned out.

Because he was about the same age as me, I had some interest in his origins and abilities, but although the boy looked shy, he did not leak a drop in his conversation, and gave him a very sophisticated feeling.

"It's been ten minutes. I didn't expect that I could really escape the pursuit when I came here. Suddenly, the old man with the injured leg said in a tone of surprise.

As if to say, they weren't just looking for help. I couldn't help but look at the connector, who shrugged her shoulders and said, "Sharp intuition." ”

She was referring specifically to the young man in the group, whose face was paler than the others, as if he was sick. His power, when introduced, looked like a "talent" that would only be developed by a second-level demonic emissary, just like my chain judgment, his description was "super sharp intuition". The intuition of the occultists is extremely sharp and often correct, but the young man's intuition seems to be many times stronger. However, it is difficult to describe how sharp and correct it is in terms of quantified values such as "how many percent" or "how many times".

"What do you think is the reason why the seminar people didn't catch up?" I asked the young man, "Do you think they know that you are here?" ”

The young man's face turned a little paler, but he quickly replied, "Ah, yes. That's it...... Permission is required to get in and out of here. Those pursuers are all seminar people, and of course they have to follow the rules. So, I think, they're going to apply for permission. ”

However, such an answer seems to be a bit difficult for everyone but me to accept.

"It's ridiculous. Obviously in their own backyard, they don't even have permission? Even if I really don't have permission, I don't think those people are easy to talk to, and they won't enter if they can't enter. The other woman said in a complicated tone.

"I don't understand. However, I feel that is the case. The pale young man scratched his head embarrassedly and said.

"Isn't it because of the deviation?" The connector asked. There are two people on this team who are members of the Torchlight, the collaborators of the Cyberball, trying to use their deviant power to interfere with all that is happening here.

"No, maybe the bias plays a role, but it's not all." The young man seemed to be the one of the torchlight, and he shook his head, denying the claim.

"So, there must be something strange here, right? Why, it takes so much permission to get in and out of here. Knowing that the people they were going to arrest just broke in, they still needed to apply for permission before they could take further action? The old man looked at me: "Mr. Takakawa, have you noticed anything?" ”

"There's a lot of questions." I said calmly, and without concealment, I informed them of what I had observed in this ward, 1510, "The biggest problem seems to me to be two, one is that there is no official access to the 'main gate' outside, and the other is that there is no one else here but me, but now there are five more outsiders. ”

There is no "main gate" that has a deep allusive meaning in the occult. In the same way, "there is only one person" and "there are more outsiders" also have some ominous factors. If something strange happens next, these suggestive situations must be included in the consideration. As experienced mystical messengers, I think they will understand what I am trying to say.

"Sounds terrible." The old man laughed dryly, and he seemed to think that the situation was a little bad, "Turner's instincts shouldn't be wrong, though. ”

"No, my intuition can only solve the problem of pertinence, not the problem of derivation." The pale young man Turner said with some embarrassment: "Coming here can avoid pursuit, but it doesn't mean that it won't cause more situations." Don't forget, my abilities are also a type of deviation. (To be continued......)