Who will take care of her?

Su Yingxue didn't have so many ideas. All she needs is her father and mother, and she doesn't feel like she needs someone else to take care of her.

Who will spend the rest of your life with? How can this problem be solved in a moment and a half? Some people have never been able to solve it in their lifetime. Mrs. Su did not continue, knowing that there was nothing to say. If you want to blame, you can blame yourself for just wanting Su Yingxue to marry Qin Ziqing before, and you haven't even had a second candidate.

Besides, even if there is, what if there is? Didn't the Qin family still do that kind of thing, even if there was one more person, there would be one more guarantee?

No, there is no way to rely on anyone except for his own strength.

Su Yingxue really wanted to talk about Tang Jun. But who is Tang Jun? The prince of King Duan is now on the cusp. Although what she did was not much safer than the Duanwang Mansion, the Su family refused to marry the powerful. There is no need for an explanation. What's more, what kind of attitude is Duanwangfu? For her background, such an identity, and whether they can spend that time together safely

There are too many questions to explain, not to mention, not necessarily

Their time is running out and they can't afford to waste it

They didn't hug each other like Fang Cai at the moment, they just looked at each other with clenched hands, as if they couldn't get enough of it.

Caiyun was silent on the side. yes, never thought there would be such a day. The wind outside the window blew softly, very softly, and the leaves shook gently, but did not make the slightest sound, as if it was afraid of disturbing the people in the house.

The room was quiet, only Mrs. Su's breathing became heavier and heavier. She couldn't help but moan.

"Mother" must be very painful, right? It must have hurt.

"I'm sorry." Except for this sentence, Su Yingxue didn't seem to know what to say. If she could, she would rather that pain be on her. But where is the if?

Mrs. Su gritted her teeth and smiled, without another moan, and shook her hand. "It doesn't matter. Seeing my daughter again is the most beautiful thing for me. ”

Mrs. Su obviously felt that she couldn't lift her mental strength, although she had worked hard, but because she had to endure the pain in her body, most of her strength was used there. The voice was much quieter.

It seems that her time is coming.

Not assured, not assured, still not assured.

But I can only be helpless.

"Cher." Mrs. Su's voice was soft and inexplicable, which made Su Yingxue feel comfortable and stable. "After I married your father, he was not completely in charge of the affairs of the mansion at that time. Your grandfather said that there would be no time left, so he promised him a year to take me around. We used to go to Dali once at that time."

Mrs. Su had a smile on her face, with infinite reverie and lingering, as if she had returned to the original time.

"The snow in Cangshan and the moon in Erhai are really beautiful!"

"It's like a fairyland on earth, there is no disturbance or noise, the sky is clear, the water is clear, and people feel that the whole person has been sublimated. Especially the snow in the Cangshan Mountain, between the blue sky and the clear water, like a white jade belt, and when the moon rises, after seeing the moon in Erhai Lake, you will no longer feel the beauty of the moon in other places."

"Back then, we said that if we reached our old age, we must put down everything we had and go there to spend our old age, and at the last moment of our lives, we planted a hibiscus tree in the place where we were shangguanhua." Speaking of this, he laughed again, "I haven't been there for so many years, and I don't know if I've grown up."

After laughing, he was solemn: "When you find your father's bones, take the ashes of the two of us to that place, it can be regarded as a wish."

Dali? Yes, I did see someone write in a book that it was beautiful.

What makes my mother miss so much is, of course, a beautiful place.

"Okay." It's beautiful, but it's a pity that it can only go this way. I can no longer see it with my own eyes. Su Yingxue agreed, but couldn't help choking.

"Let my mother hug you again." Mrs. Su raised her arm.

Su Yingxue leaned over and stuck to Mrs. Su's body, wrapped her hands around Mrs. Su's neck, and Mrs. Su's arms hugged Su Yingxue.

That place is beautiful, beautiful, if there is really any place in this world where a person can cleanse his soul and return to himself, that place will definitely be one of them.

When you avenge us, whether or not you will ever be stuck in the abyss of hatred, that place will be a chance to save you.

This is probably the only thing my mother can do.

"Mother, I'm sorry." Su Yingxue still said this.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry what?

There are so many things to be sorry for.

I'm sorry, I didn't listen to you at the beginning, and I left home without permission, I'm sorry, if it weren't for my wayward father, I wouldn't have left Yangzhou to go so far away to go to danger and have an accident, I'm sorry I didn't take good care of you, so that we should have been happy to get together at this moment into life and death.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for too many things.

She couldn't say it, she could only apologize over and over again.

"Cher." Mrs. Su gently patted Su Yingxue's back, "You are good at everything, but there is a little bit that you are too yourself, so you will blame yourself for everything." Whether it's your fault or not, if you're involved, you're going to take all the blame for it. ”

Su Yingxue buried her head deeper, frowning and closing her eyes.

Is it? Isn't it all because of your own fault?

"It's always hard to prevent if you have a mind or not. Besides, you're still a child. "How can a child fight those old foxes?

"You criticize yourself so much, it's all because of me, that you have been so harsh to you since you were a child, otherwise how could it be so. If so, it's probably my fault. ”

Su Yingxue shook her head, "No, mother, how can this be your fault?" ”

"It doesn't matter whose fault it is. What my mother wants to say is that in the future, you should be kind to yourself. No one loves you, you have to love yourself, never again. ”

"If even you treat yourself like this, how can my mother feel at ease under Jiuquan?" Mrs. Su's voice was ethereal and choked, as if she was speaking with the last of her strength.

Time is running out.

Caiyun glanced at the hourglass.

There is no time left.

She fell to her knees and wept.

"Madam, don't worry, the slave will take good care of the girl."

Mrs. Su heard the voice and her eyes moved to Caiyun's body. This kid has been kneeling like this for so long.

This is an honest child.

"Then, you'll have to do it." After Mrs. Su finished speaking, a tear slipped down and she closed her eyes.

There was a momentary pause in the air with the flapping hand, and it fell heavily and softly.

Su Yingxue's body stiffened, tears slid down, and her body lying on Mrs. Su's body trembled, hugging Mrs. Su's neck tightly.

"Mother~"