The appearance and words of the young Gao Chuan made the fire more and more aware of the grotesque and wonderful world of this world. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoMysteries will always encounter mysterious events, and no matter how much they learn, they will always encounter things that they can't understand. I thought I had penetrated everything, but there will always be unexpected things that prove my ignorance and shallowness. I can't catch all the clues with logic, I thought that the cause I had mastered had covered the scope of what I wanted to know, but the result would prove that what I got was just a "cloth", which seemed to be smooth enough on the surface, but when I zoomed in, I could see a thick hole, and the unknown things continued to drill in from these holes, drilling into the things I thought I knew, making them become what I didn't understand.

The more he studies the mysteries, the more he becomes unable to comprehend this world full of mysteries. The macrocosm seems to be infinite, the microcosm seems to be infinite, and the unknown is infinite, but one's own vision and knowledge are limited, and compared to the infinite unknown, the limited knowledge of the self only occupies an extremely small corner.

Therefore, there is a very important question of life waiting to go off: if no matter how long you live, no matter how smart you are, no matter how much you have learned, what you know will always be a small corner of the unknown compared to the unknown, then what is the point of the self's pursuit of the known? If the concept of "world" is a mystery that can never be solved within the infinite unknown, then once the origin of the apocalypse comes from an unknown distance that can never be understood and inaccessible, then does it make sense to fight against the apocalypse?

If the unknown is infinite, then the strength within the known range will also become meaningless, because the known strength can never resist the unknown power. The existing logical way of thinking can effectively expand the range of people's knowledge, but as long as the unknown is infinite, then the logical way of thinking will also become meaningless to expand the range of the known, because the known is always limited relative to the unknown.

People and human society, in the unknown that has no time, beyond logic, infinitely distant and infinitely deep, has always been a fire that has just been lit up and may be extinguished in the next moment. In that terrifying and dark abyss, which can never be understood, there will always be something that people do not expect, and it is by no means wonderful, it just exists, and if it does not move, it will bring harm to people.

Everything about human beings is so small and limited, and if the time limit of human existence is not extended indefinitely, human existence is meaningless to the profound and unknown darkness.

So, what is the purpose of human existence?

The existence of the end of the world, of course, was full of pain and wanted to resist for the people who existed at that time, but were these emotions and behaviors derived from the affirmation of self-meaning, from the instinctive struggle of life, or because this was part of a certain law that existed in some huge and far-reaching unknown unknown that human beings could not understand?

Is it predestined that people are born, grow, experience love and hate, have different possibilities, build a society, resist their own destruction, and then inevitably collapse one day? What people think and do is not for the continuation of the self, as people think, but is mistaken for the continuation of the self, and its essence is actually something else.

And if you think about it this way, is it an insignificant screw in some great inevitability?

Whenever he thinks like this, the thing called the doomsday truth will stir in his consciousness, intending to replace his existing ideas about the world, of himself, and of others.

Yes, like many occult experts, the fire has been eroded by the truth of the end times because of years of exposure to mysteries, the ensuing unknowns, and the inevitability of the apocalypse. He realized that this erosion was not physical, but ideological, not conscious, but more like the act of "thinking", so that he had more resistance and fear of the apocalyptic truth than others.

The Doomsday Truth Cult is only a product born under the erosion of the doomsday truth, they are the embodiment of the doomsday truth, but they cannot fully represent the doomsday truth. He knew this very well, and it was precisely because of this that he found a way to temporarily resist this erosion of thinking and thinking from resistance and fear.

In the eyes of the fire, Yoshita Takakawa is undoubtedly facing the same problem, under the same pressure - those strange performances of Yoshita Takakawa are so similar to his own personal experience, the silence is not because there is nothing to say, but because it is difficult to speak, once you start to think, you can't avoid the negative, self-destructive, chaotic thoughts that breed in your mind.

It couldn't be more difficult to resist these heartfelt thoughts. He always had a keen sense of anyone caught up in the erosion of apocalyptic truth.

However, when looking at the young Takakawa, no matter how closely the connection between this being and the prosthetic Takakawa is, the fire does not feel it in him, and it can always be felt in himself and the prosthetic Takakawa - the young Takakawa is obviously sensible, sober, logical, knows many things, and can think, but the problem is that when he thinks, the fire does not see in him what happened to himself and adult Takakawa.

The young Takakawa is very pure, and there may be many words that will make people think that he is eccentric, like a madman, but he knows that it is only because the world in his eyes is different from everyone else, but it is only a matter of perspective, not a difference in the thinking process. The young Takakawa's perspective on the world and people is different from ordinary people, but his thinking is completely only at the level of a normal high school student. The perspective of himself and Yoshita Takakawa's observation of the world and people is closer to that of ordinary people, but many of the things that have been bred in the process of thinking have deviated a lot from ordinary people.

"You...... It's not like us. I couldn't help but say. At this time, he actually didn't care about what the young Gao Chuan was saying, or what was the deep meaning behind those words. He felt that it was impossible for him to understand the thoughts of the young Gao Chuan, because all the ideas and starting points of the other party were completely different from his own, even if the level of thinking was only the level of a high school student, but since even the source was different, then the process and result were even more different and incomprehensible.

When a person says that he can understand another person, it must be because the two have or have had commonalities in observing and understanding things. However, the young Takakawa is different—he is a real outlier, so he thought.

This inexplicable difference between languages is manifested in this world of consciousness, where there are all kinds of dialogues between bulls and horses' mouths. The words of the young Gao Chuan were bloody: although the two were in the same place, what he saw was completely different from what he saw by himself.

"Do you think I'm abnormal?" The young man Gao Chuan asked rhetorically, "But, I think, in fact, none of us can say that we are normal. You're a sick person, too, and you're on fire. ”

"Patients? Very well described. "However, our diseases are definitely different. ”

"No, it's the same." The young Gao Chuan said with great certainty.

I don't plan to argue on this topic, that won't lead to anything. It is impossible for him to be convinced, and it is impossible for him to convince this young Gao Chuan, and the verbal confrontation is actually unnecessary. In the process of resisting the erosion of the apocalyptic truth, and on the way to the negativity of thinking, he learned one thing, that is: no matter how many thoughts he generates, he should not adjust his initial judgment because of those thoughts.

For ordinary people, it is very natural to change their behavior at the same time because of the change of ideas, but in the case of the fire itself, if the behavior is constantly changing because of the thoughts, then nothing can be done, and those endless thoughts will disrupt their steps, so that the original not very bad situation will evolve into a very bad situation.

To separate one's thinking and behavior to a certain extent is how to counter the corrosive influence of apocalyptic truth on one's own behavior and thinking.

As the supreme commander of the cyberball, most of the judgments and decisions made by the fire are not made after understanding the actual situation, but have already made decisions before understanding the actual situation. It sounds incredible, because it's like gambling - I've always felt that I'm lucky, and even if it's a decision made in advance, it's often the right choice for a sufficient amount of time, and these choices have really made the Netball grow.

The same is true when facing the young Takakawa. Before facing the young Gao Chuan, he already had an idea, and all the thoughts that arose at the moment, whether there were results or not, would not affect this idea.

"I don't know about you, but, I don't think it's a bad thing for you to join forces with us." Misfire said to the young Takakawa very bluntly: "More importantly, I don't think you will help the Doomsday Shinrikyo and the Nazis." And, whether you choose to help them or not, they won't be kind to you when they win. ”

"Victory?" The teenager Takakawa smiled calmly and said, "No one will win, from the very beginning, we were all losers. In order to achieve victory, it is not the Doomsday Shinrikyo that needs to be defeated at all. ”

"Maybe." Misfire did not refute, but said: "But I believe that whatever it takes to achieve a substantial victory, it is necessary to defeat the Doomsday Shinrikyo and the Nazis, who may not be the most essential disaster, but they must be part of the disaster." ”

“…… You still don't understand, go off. Young Takakawa's voice showed a tired color, "Without solving the root cause, it is absolutely impossible for the Doomsday Shinrikyo to be defeated." ”

"So, what about the Nazis?" Instead of asking questions such as "why it is absolutely impossible for Shinrikyo to be defeated" or "what is the fundamental problem", the fire is just a narrowing down of the Nazis. Yes, this was the initial decision, perhaps in the eyes of others, it was a very one-sided, short-sighted decision, because the young Takakawa seemed to have a big secret hidden in his body, but in his negotiations with it, he was limited to the Doomsday Shinrikyo and the Nazis. However, he only expected the other party to stand on such a small position, and he asked the net ball to give the teenager Takakawa some assistance before, but it was only out of this expectation.

Misfire does not intend to change this initial decision.

“…… I understand. The young Gao Chuan paused for two or three seconds and said, "You are really the same as if you were going to go fire, and the goal is simple and clear." ”

"Which side? Nazi? Or is it Doomsday Shinrikyo? "If you go off fire, you must be sure.

"Nazis." The young Takakawa finally gave an affirmative answer.

A smile appeared on his face, and he further asked at this time, "Is it because the other Gao Chuan is also over there?" ”

"Yes, because, 'Takakawa' is there." The young man Gao Chuan replied meaningfully.

He wanted to say something, but the mist-like light became thick again, and soon obscured the young Takakawa on the opposite side, leaving only a hazy outline, a change that seemed to have happened in an instant. Misfire felt a tugging force, and he was about to get out of this Las Vegas repeater that he didn't know where it was. Although this meeting and negotiation can be described as sudden, and in the taste of coincidence, there seems to be a deliberate feeling, but the fire does not care, or rather, does not intend to care about these things, whether it is a coincidence or really some kind of deliberate arrangement.

The Las Vegas repeater was going to launch an operation against the Nazis - and that was the outcome he had originally wanted. As teenager Takakawa said, his goals have always been simple and clear.

The fire did not resist, the room shrank in his field of vision, and in an instant it became a point in the endless darkness, and the ground, which had lost its support, began to fall again. He let out a long exhalation as he felt a feeling of suffocation, choking on the strange-tasting solution in his mouth and nose, and he immediately regained his keen sense. At this moment, he knew that he was back, back in the London repeater, back in the experimental capsule.

When he opened his eyes, he raised his eyes and saw that around the cabin that contained his body, those familiar comrades-in-arms were all looking at him.

Omi opened the hatch and stood up naked, while Dorothy, who was next to him, threw him a towel and wrapped it around his waist.

"How does it feel?" Catwoman asked with concern.

"Okay." Misfire said.

"It's a pity that it still failed." Chang Huaien's voice fell from above his head, and he was a little regretful, "I didn't receive a connection message here at all. ”

"No, not a complete failure." "I got in touch with the Las Vegas repeater. ”

When these words fell, the surrounding atmosphere couldn't help but be quiet. (To be continued.) )