Chapter 195: Doubt
After three days and three nights when I finally arrived in Yongding County in western Sichuan, I saw that everyone was very tired, so I proposed to find a good hotel in the county town to rest for one night, and then go to Changning Village to live temporarily, after all, the tombs of the Wu clan in the past dynasties are still unknown, and everyone did not object, and they stayed in the hotel in the city before the night was dark.
I didn't want to mention her sadness, but I felt unbearable, so I pretended to search for good programs on TV, and asked casually, "How do you know about our visit to western Sichuan?" ”
She was flipping through the hotel magazine's fingers slightly, and her eyes were a little gloomy, "The moment he came back from abroad a few years ago, I already sensed his existence, but I can't be sure yet." Later, I went to his neighborhood and collected a lot of information to determine that he was the reincarnation of Qin Yi. ”
"And what are you going to do?" I couldn't pretend not to know Qin Rui's background, so I just asked her directly.
"Origin and extinction are all determined by heaven, and it is a great fortune to meet him again in this life, and I naturally have no other extravagant hopes." She smiled wryly, staring at the magazine with a straight gaze.
I looked at her expression like that, and I knew that she must have been distracted, and I didn't have to guess to know that she remembered the entanglements with Qin Rui in her previous life, grievances and hatreds, all of which turned into strange encounters in this life, I really don't know if it was fortunate or unfortunate!
Thinking about me and Ling Kai again, why haven't we gone through thousands of sails, and she has at least determined that Qin Rui is the person she has been waiting for, and what about me? I'm not sure who Ling Kai is, although I have repeatedly told myself not to mind who he is in his previous life, after all, I love him now, Ling Kai now. But deep down I have to admit that I still hope that he is a cultivator, that forbearant and calm boy, the boy who promised me that he would continue his relationship after a thousand years!
Maybe everything in this world has a fly in the ointment, right? I thought to myself, and I couldn't help but ask, "What if he didn't have feelings for you?" ”
My words interrupted Li Hongxun's thoughts, she looked at me in some surprise and replied, "I have waited for him for more than 800 years, not to possess him again, but to compensate him, if he can find true love in this life, of course I will bless him and leave without regrets!" ”
"Huh?" I was even more surprised than her expression, I only saw from the book that "true love is fulfillment, and seeing each other's happiness is true love", but how much can it be done in the world? Even if it's me, I can't give Ling Kai to others, because love is selfish and can't tolerate long-term separation, only men and women who depend on each other can be considered true love, right? And her selfless love really makes me feel ashamed.
Seeing my expression like this, she smiled and said, "You are different from me, there is no resentment or hatred between Ling Kai and you, you only have love and protection, so you don't need to be as perfect as me." ”
"You ......," I was speechless in surprise as she guessed what was going on.
"Although our charm was born against the sky, we got the mysterious ability given by heaven and earth, it is powerful but it can't change the order of cause and effect, and I can't use it to change people's hearts, everything is as it is."
I secretly admired her calmness, and I thought a lot about it before going to bed, but in the end I told myself not to think cranky, since I decided that a person is for life!
In the early morning of the second day, when the sky was just bright, I suddenly woke up, opened my eyes and was stunned for a while, seeing that the hour was still early, I simply got up and wanted to go out for a run, only to sit up and find that the bed next to me was empty, and the quilt was spread flat and neat.
I was a little surprised that she got up earlier than me, but then I thought that she was different from me, although the blood in my body was a little special, but after all, I was still a mortal, and it was inevitable that I needed to eat and sleep, and she shouldn't need it, right?
Thinking about it, I was relieved, washed and changed clothes, took the room card and walked out of the room.
When I entered the city, I found that the greening of Yongding County was very good, the city was full of green trees, and there were two open parks in the city, and the number of people walking, running, and exercising in the morning was really not small.
I ran slowly along the secluded road, the fresh air hit the tip of my nose, the slightest aura slowly swam between the marrow and blood vessels, and every inch of pores seemed to be irrigated by a clear stream, and the feeling of comfort was indescribable.
After running for more than 800 meters, I felt that my physical strength was really exhausted, so I could only stop on the sidewalk, and when I was about to rest first and then continue to run for a while, my eyes unconsciously raised, and I suddenly felt that at the corner of the intersection in front of me, there was an army green off-road vehicle, which looked a little familiar.
Could it be Ling Kai's car?
When I straightened up with some confusion to check the license plate number, it was just as the green light was cleared, and it quickly disappeared from my eyes.
Looking at the road that was not too crowded, I shook my head, brushed away this strange thought, raised my wrist and looked at my watch, it was only half past seven in the morning, it stands to reason that Ling Kai had just gotten up at the moment, it was impossible for him to appear here, right?
Feeling a little nervous, I pulled out a napkin to wipe the sweat from my forehead and continued jogging along the sidewalk.
The weather was almost early summer, and as time went by, the temperature was getting higher and higher, and after I ran for about half an hour, I felt almost, and when I was about to turn around and go back to the hotel, I unconsciously saw a car parked in front of a hotel opposite, which was also an army green SUV, which seemed to be the car I saw before.
Although I reminded myself not to think wildly, I couldn't help but move my steps.
Crossing the highway, I struggled for a long time, but finally walked over.
When it became clear that the license plate number was indeed Ling Kai's car, I was stunned for a long time before looking up at the hotel signboard. The gold-lacquered sign sparkles in the sun, and the hotel is not too large, but he appeared here early in the morning, so what happened?
I thought about it, but I stepped into the hall with my legs raised.
There was no one else in the empty room, so I walked to the lounge near the floor-to-ceiling window, picked up the magazine on the table and pretended to flip through it, but my attention was still on the crowd.
About half an hour later, the originally deserted hall gradually became crowded, I changed my posture, covered half of my face with the magazine in my hand, and when I only looked at it from the corner of my eye, I finally saw Ling Kai coming out of the elevator.
There was no one else around him, but his face was horribly pale, his eyes were a little scattered, and he felt depressed.
I've known him for nearly a year, and I've never seen him look like this, so I'm a little stunned.
Ling Kai's footsteps were a little vain, and his expression was wrong, so he didn't even notice my existence. I couldn't help but put down the magazine and followed, because he was acting strangely today, and when he entered the hotel yesterday, he didn't say anything else to me, let alone mention anyone else in the area, so I felt very strange.