Chapter 170: I Told Him Personally
Miss Xiao, who knew that she was wrong, patiently listened to Gongsun Duan tell Han Yixuan about it, and while listening to him, she held back her tears and did not fall.
It turned out that in a place that she couldn't see, there was a man who had done so much for herself, it turned out that she thought she was unkind, but she was deeply unrepentant, it turned out that she was the selfish and cold person, and she didn't even have the courage to face the problem when she encountered it, and directly sentenced others to death.
If she hadn't been so pretentious and arrogant at the beginning, she would have asked Han Yixuan directly, maybe the two of them wouldn't have to go around in circles for so long, maybe Han Yixuan wouldn't be so sad and thin, and she wouldn't have to avoid her feelings.
It's that she's too self-righteous, it's that she's too proud and self-respecting, it's that she's too selfish and cold, if she loosens up a little in this matter, there will definitely not be so much chasm between them, and the two won't be so miserable.
She looked at Han Yixuan with the eyes of a modern man, which in itself was an insult to him, laughing at herself as a modern person, she could easily pick up and put down her feelings, in fact, she was not sincere enough, not trusting enough, she came here, in fact, the guard against human nature has not been lifted, she has always felt that she can't fully trust, Han Yixuan's oath was just an indifferent formalism in her opinion, but she didn't expect that people would take it seriously.
People have paid so much for her, she doesn't trust others and wrongs others, bullies others, and is mean, thinking of getting along with Han Yixuan, she can't help but cover her face, if she lets him know that Ming Chun, who has been bullying him, is her Xiao Ruyu, I wonder if he will beat her hard?
She should have been beaten up, and she herself felt that she was very inadequate. She couldn't forgive herself, let alone Han Yixuan.
"Can anyone ask why Yixuan was beaten in the first place?" Xiao Ruyu's arrogance at this time is much smaller, there is no way, who made her weak.
"Hehe," Gongsun Duan sneered, "At the beginning, Yixuan pushed all the family affairs set for him by his father for a woman with no conscience, and made his father shameless, who would his father beat if he didn't beat him?" Seeing the woman in front of her shrinking her neck and looking innocent at this moment, Gongsun Duan felt that the stuffiness in his heart suddenly relaxed a lot, which made you hypocritical, you know it's wrong, right?
Xiao Ruyu bit her lip and stopped talking, she really didn't know how to say it. In her past life and this life, she didn't feel sorry for anyone, but now she admits that she is indeed sorry for Han Yixuan, she is a heartless person. When she heard that Han Yixuan was beaten, she only felt happy, but now that she thinks about it, how decisive and ruthless she was at that time. Especially when she knew that others were beaten for herself, she felt even more shameless to face Han Yixuan.
"It's me who I'm sorry for Yixuan, I thought he had failed me, so I didn't go to him when I arrived in the capital." Xiao Ruyu clenched her fists and closed her eyes, trying her best to suppress the pain that kept surging in her heart, she suddenly wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry. Her tears, her confession, must be left to Han Yixuan.
"It doesn't look like you're hopeless." Gongsun Duan's tone was still not good, but it was better than just now. She does look very sad and distressed, it seems that there is indeed a reason for it, so many misunderstandings have created today's situation, and she can't just be blamed.
If there had been no Qin Ruyue's disturbances and the darkness of the Wing King Shizi, maybe the two of them would have met a long time ago, and there would not have been so many twists and turns of separation later.
If you really want to blame anyone, you can only blame fate. I hope that after this twist and turn, they can come through hardships and stay together for life.
"I'll go back and tell Yixuan right now and let him come to you. I'm sure he'll be crazy with joy to know that you're not dead. Gongsun Duan stood up and prepared to walk out. There was no need for him to stay, although he wanted to know how she escaped from Changxia Village and how she became General Xiao's goddaughter, but Yixuan should be more qualified to know about these things, and he would definitely tell himself in the future.
"Can you not tell Yixuan about me?" Xiao Ruyu asked weakly, feeling so sorry, "I want to tell him personally, can you give me five days, no, three days to take a good test?" ”
"I hope you do what you say, if you break your word, I will tell Yixuan about you immediately. If I were to tell him everything, I wouldn't guarantee that I wasn't partial, that I wouldn't speak ill of you. Gongsun Duan said with a cold expression, that look really wanted people to beat him, but unfortunately, Xiao Ruyu has now become a soft-footed shrimp and can't fight back.
"Don't worry, I'll ask him out in three days to tell him everything." Xiao Ruyu nodded, she just needed a moment to think about something clearly, and she didn't slip away, he didn't need to threaten himself like this.
Xiao Ruyu now has a lot of concerns, if she tells Han Yixuan that she is Xiao Ruyu's identity, then should she let him know about pretending to be Ming Chun before, and if he knows that she knows martial arts, how should she explain it? Does it mean that she has good roots, is she favored by the masters, and is it still telling the truth?
These are all issues that she has to consider, and it really affects her whole body, and if she doesn't handle it well, she will fall into passivity. From the bottom of her heart, she didn't want to hide anything from him, but the ancients had always been superstitious, and she was afraid that she would be afraid to tell him honestly.
Reality didn't make Xiao Ruyu entangled for too long, and before she could figure out how to solve the problem in front of her, fate gave her a measure in the way it liked.
After Gongsun Duan left, Xiao Ruyu went to arrange Bai Ziqian's room. Bai Ziqian was still asleep at this time, and Cheng Feiyuan had been sitting outside the screen waiting anxiously. She was worried about the conflict between Gongsun Duan and Xiao Ruyu for a while, and she was worried about how Bai Ziqian would explain if she woke up.
She got up three or four times and looked outside, until she saw Xiao Ruyu's figure coming, and she happily greeted her. "How's it going, are you alright?" She helped Xiao Ruyu sit down and asked, her tone was obviously worried, this Gongsun Duan is weird, I don't know what medicine I took wrong today and I can't get along with Xiao Ruyu, it seems that my brain is pumping, hasn't he heard that General Xiao is very fond of this baby daughter, and for him he actually cut off the stone lion of Zhang Renhe's family, does Gongsun Duan feel that his head is harder than the stone lion?
"What can happen?" Xiao Ruyu smiled and patted her hand on her shoulder, "Gongsun Gongzi and I have some misunderstandings, I explained it clearly just now, it's okay." ”
"That's good. That's good. Cheng Feiyuan was relieved. She walked briskly behind the screen and took a look, and when she came out, she pointed softly and said, "What about that?" Do you still have to take the pulse? ”
"No, I'm done." Xiao Ruyu shook her head. Seeing that she looked like a good student begging for advice, she sighed, "He has really eaten fairy drunk, and the time is not short." At least for a year, in this case, it will be very painful if it is broken. "This drug addiction is even worse than Han Wenbai. Although Han Wenbai smokes a lot, fortunately, he doesn't smoke for a long time, so he doesn't need acupuncture much.
Bai Ziqian's current situation is a bit complicated, the immortal drunk has penetrated deep into the blood, and if you want to completely get rid of its influence, you must go through a long-term and systematic course of treatment. This matter requires Bai Ziqian's serious cooperation, and three days of fishing and two days of drying nets cannot solve the problem.
Now is not the time to solve this problem, Bai Ziqian should still have some immortal drunkness in his hands, it is estimated that there should be no problem of interruption recently, and now she has no mind to care about him, how to face Han Yixuan is her biggest headache.
"Siyu, you look restless, is Bai Ziqian really okay?" Seeing her frowning, Cheng Feiyuan's heart tightened again, could it be that this Bai Ziqian was going to be finished, otherwise Siyu wouldn't be like this.
After all, she really liked this man, and she didn't feel good at all knowing that his situation was not optimistic. Although she figured it out, she no longer liked him chasing his footsteps in the future, but this relationship could not be disliked if she didn't like it.
"He's okay for the time being, I'll give you the antidote in a while, you ask people to get him back to the original room, and when he wakes up, you say that he suddenly fainted, and you found a doctor to give him a needle before he woke up, and the doctor said that his body was very weak, and you asked him what was wrong?" I believe he will not be willing to dwell on this issue. Xiao Ruyu instructed.
Bai Ziqian must know his own physical condition, he doesn't want anyone to pay too much attention to his body, if Cheng Feiyuan talks about this, he must be eager to leave immediately, and he will definitely not be entangled in how he fainted just now.
Cheng Feiyuan nodded, Xiao Ruyu arranged for someone to place Bai Ziqian, and she returned to the General's Mansion. Her spirit was a little sleepy, she was too lazy to eat lunch, and she nestled on the bed and thought about it.
How to face Han Yixuan, how to explain her identity, she didn't want people to know about the things she crossed over, this matter was too incredible, if she said it, probably few people believed it, they would only think that she was possessed by wild ghosts, and maybe they would find a way to destroy her as an alien. I hope Han Yixuan's heart is big enough to withstand the destruction of her ghost from the modern era.