"Mom, I'm thinking about Lin Jiayi and Lin Jiabao."

Gu Nuannuan naturally couldn't tell the truth, she snorted, and a trace of ruthlessness appeared on her face: "The two of them have been bullying me before, and my father is still protecting them, so I didn't even reason." After the fact that they are Dad's illegitimate children is revealed, do I think they still have the courage to continue bullying me? I can't reason at home, but at school, I believe that the eyes of teachers and classmates must be bright. ”

Hehe, she doesn't know if the eyes of the teacher and classmates are bright or not, but she knows that if she has a conflict with those two, as long as she makes a grievance, the teacher will definitely favor her side first.

Just like she had experienced in her previous life.

This era is still a simple and conservative era, like Lin Jiayi and Lin Jiabao's mother, who dared to steal people more than ten years ago and even gave birth to a child, it is rare, and it is extremely bold. Once it is revealed, not only will she become a rat crossing the street, but even her family and the people around her will be talked about and looked down upon.

In the previous life, it was clear that my mother was a victim, and it was miserable enough to fall to the point of being disfigured and divorced, but I was splashed with sewage by my scumbag father and jumped into the Yellow River, and the result was that when I looked at it from the eyes of the world, I was with malice, and I was also taken care of by the teachers and classmates at the school.

“......”

Zhang Minzhen stayed for a while, she didn't expect her daughter to say such a thing, her mouth moved, and finally sighed with red eyes: "Nuan Nuan, let's not hold grudges." Just live your own life in the future, and don't let these things between adults affect you. Don't end up turning yourself into the kind of person you don't even like for those people, it's not worth it. Mom just wants you to be good all the time, healthy and happy. ”

Gu Nuannuan's eyes also turned red all of a sudden, she only felt a blockage in her throat, she never knew that her mother thought like this?

Is that the real reason why my mother has always been reluctant for her to target the scumbag father and the family he reformed in her previous life? It's not that the mother doesn't hate in her heart, she is just afraid that her only daughter will distort her soul because of hatred too early, and eventually become the ugly she doesn't want to see?

Gu Nuannuan suddenly reached out to hug her mother and shed tears: "Mom...... You can rest assured, I will not do anything bad or hurt myself in order to retaliate against them. But I will no longer allow others to bully us and fight back. ”

In her previous life, she failed to understand her mother's true meaning, and in the end, although she did not disappoint her mother, she was not completely blindfolded by hatred and did not do what she shouldn't do. But by mistake, he still went to the other extreme, and in the end, his mother suffered the pain of the white-haired person sending the red-haired and black-haired person......

She won't be so stupid again in this life.

"Good...... You just need to understand what your mother means, and your mother is willing to believe you. Zhang Minzhen has a feeling that her daughter seems to have grown up all of a sudden.

She couldn't help but smile bitterly, how could her daughter not grow up all of a sudden after this change? Speaking of which, he is too incompetent to protect his daughter.

"Hmm." Gu Nuannuan nodded vigorously.

Zhang Minzhen sighed, took her daughter's hand and continued to walk forward.

Gu Nuannuan let her mother lead her, and she touched the black stone mark on the inside of her wrist that only she could see.

She had just looked at it carefully, and in addition to the unknown grass in the space, there was also a small storage box that she had casually thrown into to store things, but there was nothing of value in it, just a few books she often read, three or two pieces of jewelry for daily wear, and some small bits and pieces.

It's a pity, if she had known that there would be such an adventure, she should have stored more valuable things in the space, such as gold nuggets.

Thinking of the space, Gu Nuannuan's thoughts couldn't help but return to his grandfather.

Gu Nuannuan still clearly remembers the first time she saw her grandfather beating her grandmother, she reacted immediately after the initial stunned, and then pretended to be afraid, but in fact, she didn't mention how happy she was......

To this day, she still remembers the feeling of being comfortable and happy when she watched her grandmother being beaten by her grandfather, which was so refreshing that her whole body cells couldn't help but cry out with joy.

It's just that I will remember it for two more lifetimes, and I guess I will never forget it.

It was only then that she realized that she was actually a "vicious" person. Whether she wants to admit it or not, in fact, in her bones, the depths of her blood are also inherited to the extremely despicable, selfish, and vicious part of the Gu family.

This realization made her instinctively frightened.

She was terrified that her mother would be sad and disappointed when she found out that she was like the Gu family.

She has only her mother left, and only her mother still loves her in this world, if her mother is disappointed in her...... Gu Nuannuan still remembers her fear at that time.

At that time, every minute and every second of being forced to return to the Gu family, Gu Nuannuan could be more certain that no one in the Gu family would love her at all, and would care even a little bit about her life or death.

So the most direct change in her fear at that time was that she began to become more and more well-behaved in front of her mother. She no longer resists all her mother's demands on herself, not only does she not resist, but she also demands that she do better.

At that time, she went against her true inner self and reinvented herself into the person she thought her mother wanted her to be—virtuous, temperless, and submissive......

For a long time, she even admired "spitting on her own face", even if it was actually a serious violation of her true nature.

So this is also the biggest reason why she can endure being trampled under her feet by her in-laws for a long time after marriage, and let them arbitrarily find a sense of superiority in front of her - at that time, she loved Luo Hongyi too much, and she was too afraid that the "vicious" self would be noticed by him, and then she would have a sense of disgust for her.

In the end, as deep as her love is, how deep her hatred is, not so much that she is punishing him, but in fact, she is using an almost masochistic method to punish herself.

Gu Nuannuan's little person in his heart was sneering at himself: "You really deserve it, you can play a good hand of cards so badly." Sure enough, the mud can't hold up the wall, and if you are a meat bun, don't blame the dog for following. ”

She shook her head, if it wasn't for the shadow of her childhood, if she subconsciously thought that if she was a little "rebellious", she would probably lose the love of her loved ones, and she couldn't be so wronged by herself, right?

But even if the root cause is found, Gu Nuannuan still can't let go of those people and can't forgive them.

I'm sorry, but are you ready for those who bullied me in my previous life? Even if there is my fault, I am still not prepared to forgive you. In this life, I want to be the truest and most arbitrary version of myself, and I want to change my mother's fate. I'm going to bully all the people who bullied me back.

I'd rather let the world bear me than let the world bear me.

Gu Nuannuan clenched her fists and secretly swore to herself in her heart.

In this life, she still has to transform her mother.

Since today's scumbag father is unwilling to cherish her mother who is already so good, so gentle and kind, then she will help her mother change. She wants to make her mother more beautiful, so beautiful that one day the scumbag father can only look up to her mother from afar, but he can't reach out anymore.