421 Rainy Night Terrors
Cong Jue lowered his eyes to hide the loneliness in his eyes and said: "My mother died a long time ago, my father married my stepmother again, and later gave birth to a younger brother, so he couldn't tolerate me." At that time, I suffered a lot, but even so, my stepmother still couldn't tolerate me, and I was sold when I was six years old. ”
If they can buy themselves ruthlessly, it proves that they have never treated themselves as their children, so why bother to go to them? The mother is not the mother, since the father can condone the stepmother to do such a thing, it proves that he is not the father.
She was just a fatherless orphan who had nothing to do with that family.
If you only listen to Jue's tone, she is indeed very calm, and Jiang Weilan even thinks that Congjun is telling someone else's story. However, she heard the implicit meaning from Cong Ying's words, that is, no matter whether her life was good or bad, she didn't want to go to those so-called relatives.
Jiang Weilan only felt that his heart was heavy, yes, there are many parents in the world who care about their children, but it may not be that all parents can be good to their children wholeheartedly.
For example, Jiang Bokang, such as Congjun's father.
That night, Jiang Weilan had a nightmare, a nightmare of past and future lives, after she was scared to wake up, she only felt sweaty on the back of her clothes, so she called Conglin to come over to serve her and change her bedclothes, and Conglin was very considerate to get a cup of warm water for her.
Jiang Weilan took a sip of the water in the cup, trying her best to recall everything in the dream, but found that it was so futile, she only remembered that it was a nightmare, but everything in the dream became distant and blurry, and by the way, it was the unbearable memories of the previous life.
It's as if all this is not what she tried her best at all, but a story she saw by chance, but Jiang Weilan knew that it was real, but now she has put aside the past and started over.
"Miss, are you having a nightmare?" Conglin asked a little strangely.
It stands to reason that with the blessing of the Buddha in the temple, people's mentality will become peaceful, how can they have nightmares?
Jiang Weilan nodded slightly, yes, it is not easy to have nightmares in the temple, but she always feels that her nightmare is likely to be a farewell ceremony that is unbearable to remember from her previous life. From then on, maybe I can really get rid of the pain that has been suppressed in my heart all along.
"Is it raining outside?" Jiang Weilan felt a slight chill on his body, so he asked.
Conglin said: "It's raining, but Miss feels cold?" Do you want me to bring another futon for Miss? ”
Congshan stepped on the moonlight and brought clothes, bedding and other daily necessities, so now the master and servant are not lacking anything.
Jiang Weilan waved his hand and said, "I'm not cold, but this futon is soaked with cold sweat." ”
Because she had long thought that the night in the mountains might be colder, when they came, they took a thick quilt, but it was not cold, but in addition to her sweat, this time she was blown by the cool wind that leaked in the window, so she felt that the bedding was all cool brushes.
"Then I'll change the futon for Miss." Conglin helped Jiang Weilan out of bed as she spoke, and then took a spare bedding from the cabinet and laid it out for Jiang Weilan.
"Miss, it's still early, you better sleep a little longer."
Jiang Weilan felt very peaceful at this time, so she fell asleep quickly when she went to bed, and it turned out to be a dreamless night.
The rain in the middle of the night did not stop until dawn, and the rainy days would have made people feel restless, but Jiang Weilan felt that his state of mind was rare and peaceful.
She opened the door and walked out to stand under the eaves, watching the light rain fall from the sky outside, carrying a slight chill towards the person.
"Miss, I was hurt by the rain." Chased after Lin and gave her a moon-white cloak embroidered with light blue entwined flowers.
Jiang Weilan obediently put on the cloak, but said in his mouth: "Where is it so expensive, when I was sent to the old house in Suning County that year, it was also rainy. ”
In the past, she basically didn't dare to mention the past, but this time she took the initiative to mention it, and when she said these words, she was very calm and didn't feel sad at all.
Speaking of Suning County, the fine and dense memories, like the rain curtain in front of him, invaded towards Jiang Weilan.
"At that time, I was really poor and had nothing, I didn't even have a bed for extra bedding at home, and I was very sick, but fortunately, I had Uncle Qi and Aunt Qi to take care of me, otherwise, I am afraid that there is no one in this world. At that time, I had a lot of resentment in my heart, but now everything is better. ”
"It's just that I miss Uncle Qi and Aunt Qi a little, they were good to me back then, and I can't treat them badly, now that they are older, it should be time to enjoy happiness, I don't know when, I should let them come back, I have to provide for them."
When Jiang Weilan said these words, there was a slight smile on his face, his eyelashes like a small fan flickered slightly, and the infinite brilliance in his eyes flowed gracefully, and he was extremely smart.
Everything in the previous life should soon be forgotten, but I don't know what kind of path I will take in this life. Although she has changed her destiny since she was reborn, she still feels that she is increasingly unable to control her future.
Her originally bright little face suddenly had a touch of sorrow, and she sighed slightly!
Even Conglin, as a woman, was shocked by the appearance of the young lady in front of her, and it was the first time she found that her young lady was such a beautiful face.
Wearing a lilac long skirt with light pink half arms, it sets off the figure of the girl who has seen it for the first time. The hair that is getting darker and shinier is stuck with a pink pearl headband, which sets off the white and smooth little face, which is more and more beautiful.
Chen Yannan stood at the gate of Jiang Weilan's courtyard and saw such a young woman, who was already peerless.
He suddenly felt that the woman in front of him seemed to be a little different from the woman he had seen before, but it was not specifically different.
When Jiang Weilan came back to his senses, he saw a person standing at the gate of the courtyard, dressed in blue clothes and an oil-paper umbrella painted with spring peach blossoms, which looked charming and charming.
Although she knew that it was inappropriate to use this word to describe a man, there was only this one word she could think of at this time.
Why is this man still in the temple? Could it be that he didn't go back yesterday? Yes, if I had gone back, I would definitely not have appeared at the door of my yard at such a time.