Chapter 146: Like a Dream
"Cher, listen to me. We're all the same, and I've avoided my feelings like this, but I can't get anything but pain for myself. Trust me, I'll find a solution. Just please, don't run away from me, don't run away from my feelings. All right? ”
Tang Jun hugged Su Yingxue's shoulders and prayed earnestly.
Su Yingxue shook her head again and again. "No, no—"
"Cher!" Tang Jun was anxious and shook Su Yingxue's shoulder, as if he wanted to wake her up.
"Tang Jun." Su Yingxue still shook her head, choked up and said, "Please don't let me fight uselessly anymore." I don't want to fight anymore. They are my parents, and I can't abandon them. ”
How could this be to abandon them? You don't have to do anything, you just have to accept your feelings with peace of mind. I'll figure out the rest. Give me a chance, and give yourself a chance, okay? ”
Su Yingxue was still immersed in pain. She has already thought about it, and she will no longer think cranky in the future, just follow the path arranged for her by her father and mother little by little. Now, all of a sudden, it's like this.
Daddy and mother have already arranged her future life, how can she have any results with the person in front of her?
In the past few months, my mother has been sick and can no longer withstand the toss. She didn't dare, she didn't dare to touch her father's forbidden area again. I'm afraid something will happen.
How could she explain her predicament?
Tang Jun had already let go of his hand, and he walked around the room impatiently. Why doesn't she listen to anything? She had obviously admitted that she did have feelings for herself, and he also told her that his father and queen mother did not have to worry about it at all. Where exactly does the problem arise?
At this time, he regretted that he didn't let people seriously investigate her family affairs, otherwise he wouldn't be as helpless as he is now.
The problem is not in herself, nor in her father, queen mother, but in her father?
Tang Jun turned around and looked at Su Yingxue, frowning tightly.
"Could it be that it's your father and mother, and they don't agree?"
Su Yingxue closed her eyes and nodded.
And so it was.
Su Yingxue's face was really uncomfortable to look at, he poured a glass of water and handed it to her. Wait for her to slowly calm down.
At this time, the more impatient you are, the more you can't figure it out.
"Once my father and mother have made up their minds, they won't change easily. I've tried countless times and none of them worked. Even before I escaped, my mother was still working on my marriage. And that's why I had to flee quickly. Tang Jun, you don't know how stubborn my father and mother are. ”
Tang Jun shook his head and looked at her. He didn't know how stubborn her father and mother were, but he understood her stubbornness.
He struggled to put things in order.
"So, the difficulty you're talking about is that your father and mother will never agree to us being together, right?"
Su Yingxue nodded.
Tang Jun shook his head and smiled bitterly. Even if there are people in the world who don't like to marry their daughter to the royal family, he is a person who is wholeheartedly good to her. He believed that with his own ability, he would definitely be able to get the consent of her second elder.
And Su Yingxue's sorrow is here. It sounded like a trivial reason, but she couldn't convince him, it was a very difficult thing to do.
Tang Jun decided to change his strategy. Isn't it just that you are worried that your parents will not agree? Then, it may be better to take a different path and get her complete emotions first.
"Then you're really going and never coming back?" Tang Jun asked.
Su Yingxue said: "The possibility of being able to come back is too small. Almost hopeless. ”
"That means you're limited in the amount of time you can spend outside, right?"
Time, time. Free time. Indeed, this feeling of free breathing will soon be gone. Su Yingxue took a deep breath and nodded yes.
"When you go back, you really plan to follow the path that your father and mother laid out for you, and never think about it again. Then, if you can see the end of your life at a glance when you go back, then what is the difference between you going back and dying? ”
yes, what's the difference? It's nothing more than living like a walking dead.
Tang Jun looked at Su Yingxue calmly, there was no more emotion in his eyes, as if he was not emotional.
"Then let me spend this last time with you. There is no interference from your father and mother, nor the obstruction of my father and queen mother, nor the thoughts of the world. Let's spend this last period of time, let me accompany you as your lover. In this way, even if we don't see each other again, even if there is no hope in the future, it's good to have such a time and talk about the rest of your life. Let me accompany you to enjoy your own life, without anyone disturbing your life. ”
Su Yingxue raised her head. Yes, the time is still her own. So can she be willful for a while, can she be reckless for that time? She raised her eyes to look at Tang Jun, is it really good to do this?
"Cher, a day of love is a day of happiness, a day without love, even if you live thousands of years, what's the point?"
"A day of love is a day of happiness, and a day without love, even if you live thousands of years, what's the point?" Su Yingxue muttered and repeated Tang Jun's words, but her heart was like seeing the sun through the clouds, and the tide of thought began to surge.
Then, let's live one more day.
"Have you figured it out? There is no result between us, and you are willing to accompany me through the last days? "After all, it's a fruitless thing, and I can't give any results, so I still have to explain it.
Tang Jun nodded solemnly. "Of course. As long as I can be with you, even if it is for one day, I will have no regrets in this life. ”
Even if it's one day, there are no regrets in this life.
Yes, even if you live a day freely, you should have no regrets in this life. Then, in the days to come, she will have nothing to fear.
"Okay." Su Yingxue replied solemnly.
Tang Jun finally breathed a sigh of relief, and the smile on his face bloomed, like a flower in the morning fog, hazy and unreal, but very beautiful.
Su Yingxue looked at it with a moment of panic, as if at this moment, it was as if she had entered a dream.
Dream? Whether it's dreaming or real, you don't have to worry about anything at this moment, you don't have to worry about anything. Just let her have a good dream.
Tang Jun walked up to Su Yingxue and couldn't hide the smile in his eyebrows. Gently, he took her in his arms. It's like holding a cloud, a cloud that will drift away when you exert force. At this moment, he finally had a little chance. As long as he has this opportunity, how can he let himself and let her be disappointed?
Wonderful!