Chapter 23 Childhood sweethearts, but not love
Su Yingxue has been standing there quietly. The matter of the two of them will be brought out sooner or later, but I don't want to, but it's such an opportunity.
"Brother Ziqing, I'm sorry. Growing up, I just treated you as an older brother. I don't have any brothers or sisters, but you often come to the house to play with me. In my heart, you are my eternal dependence. ”
"I've heard my parents talk about the two of us. At the time, I didn't think anything of it, but it was a nice thing to think that someone would be with me in the future. However, I have gradually learned something in the past two years. I always treat you as a brother in my heart, and I don't have the slightest affection between men and women. ”
After Su Yingxue finished speaking, she stood there with her head down like a child who had made a mistake.
It's okay to talk about things, and if you talk about it, you won't have to worry about it all the time in the future.
When Qin Ziqing saw her look, he had already guessed that she would say this, but when he heard her say it in person, he still felt like a knife.
Yuqing sat on the stone bench in the distance, watching the two of them talk fiercely sometimes and silently, and neither of them seemed to be very good. But I couldn't hear what they were saying. I regret that I shouldn't have gone so far at that time. Qin Gongzi is so good to the girl, everyone sees it. He shouldn't be foolish enough to make the girl angry.
The sun's light had already dimmed, and although it was not yet evening, the cold was already starting to rise.
Qin Ziqing felt that his heart was dripping blood, but his purpose today was to relieve Su Yingxue, and he couldn't just let her mind go.
"I understand what you mean, but I'll always be there for you. I'll be waiting for you as well. You can always treat me as a brother, it's okay, I don't care. You don't have to take what we just said. As long as you're happy, everything is fine. We'll stop here and say no more. ”
Su Yingxue knew that she had hurt Qin Ziqing, and she felt a little guilty in her heart, anyway, she had already said everything she had to say, so she had to let him accept it slowly. Being able to stop mentioning this topic naturally saves a lot of embarrassment. He hummed and agreed.
Qin Ziqing saw Su Yingxue nodding, so he continued: "Just like the few things I just said, if one day, Xue'er, if one day you face death, what will you regret?" ”
Su Yingxue heard his words, and blurted out without thinking: "If I live like this forever for the rest of my life, until I die, I will definitely be unwilling." ”
Qin Ziqing asked, "What kind of life are you living now?" ”
"Trapped forever in the house like this, apart from freedom, there is nothing that can arouse your desire to live, like a life like a walking corpse."
Qin Ziqing said clearly: "What you said about going out of the house is not as simple as going out to play. Rather, you want to know what the outside world is like, and you want to experience a different life, right? ”
Su Yingxue shook her head and said, "Yes and no." I want to know what it's like out there, and I want to know what life is all about. I want to look for it. Go out and look for it. ”
"Okay, I'll help you. Whatever you're looking for, the first step is to get out of the door. ”
Qin Ziqing paused for a moment, "Have you ever asked your aunt why they didn't let you out of the house?" ”
Su Yingxue shook her head and said, "I asked, but they didn't tell me." They just said, I can do whatever I want, but I can't go out alone. Even if I really want to leave the house, I have to be with them. And don't let me ask why. ”
Qin Ziqing was extremely confused: "Although you are an only daughter, in the eyes of your uncle and aunt, it is naturally more valuable, but it is a bit too much not to let you go out of the house." ”
"Of course I know, but what's the use of knowing?"
"If I can't tell you, it's even more impossible for me to know." Qin Ziqing shook his head and sighed. "Since this road doesn't work, we need to take a different path."
"What way?"
Qin Ziqing said: "Fight with reason!" ”
Su Yingxue gave him a roll of his eyes, what kind of road is this!
Qin Ziqing said: "Don't underestimate what I said like this, I haven't made it clear to you yet." You need to take your time. You see, on the first day of the new year, didn't I also take you out of the house, since I can take you out of the house, it means that there is room for this matter to turn around. ”
Su Yingxue thought for a while, it was true, although the situation was special that day, she finally got permission. What's more, when she came back from going to her grandfather's house, her father also agreed to her climbing the mountain alone. Maybe there really is room for it.
Qin Ziqing asked: "In a few days, it will be the Shangyuan Festival, will you go out on the day of the Shangyuan Festival?" ”
"Every year, my mother accompanies me to the lanterns in the wine store. This year, if my mother recovers, there will be no accidents. If the mother is not healed, she can only stay at home. ”
"Alright, then you can get ready. I'll take you out again on the last year. In the future, I will try my best to take you out, and when my uncle and aunt are accustomed to it, you will ask to go out of the house alone. If they don't agree, you have to stick to it, even if you get angry with them. I'll have my own opinions. Qin Ziqing had a look of eagerness, as if he was very sure.
Su Yingxue couldn't help but believe him. In fact, she had no choice but to help her.
Su Yingxue looked at Qin Ziqing, his face was calm, as if the words they had just said did not leave anything in his heart. I hope that one day he will be able to meet someone who will treat him sincerely.
It was already dark, and the cold was invading. Caiyun didn't see Su Yingxue come back, so she took a cloak to look for them.
Seeing Su Yingxue and Qin Ziqing standing there from a distance, Caiyun hesitated, looked at the cloak in his hand, and continued to walk over. Before he could get to the front, Meng Buding was pulled between the bushes by a man.
"It's me, don't scream." Yuqing covered Caiyun's mouth, afraid that she would make a sound.
Caiyun saw that it was her, so he let out a long breath; "What do you do? Scared the hell out of me. ”
Yuqing pointed in the direction of Su Yingxue and said, "The girl and Qin Gongzi finally talked for a while, so let's not go over and disturb us." ”
Caiyun took the cloak and said, "I don't want to bother, but the cold is so heavy at this time, what if the girl is sick?" ”
The two hid behind a tree and struggled.
Qin Ziqing saw them and looked at Tiandao: "It's late, your two girls can't wait, go back early." ”
Su Yingxue turned around, just in time to see the two girls with their heads down and didn't know what they were saying. You pushed me, I don't know why.
"Then I'll have someone send you."
"No, you can go back first. It's rare to get into your garden, and I'll take a turn. Qin Ziqing refused.
Although Su Yingxue felt that as the master, she should accompany her. But the conversation between the two of them just now, she was still a little embarrassed, so she no longer insisted, and went back alone.
Qin Ziqing looked at the figure in the distance, and never looked back.
She really didn't have him in her heart.
What should he do?
What should he do?
It was already dark and the garden was empty, making it feel bleak.